Dream Machine

A blog revolving around a goonhead's pictures, interests, and feelings.

[dreammachineofall]

It's been a while

I haven't logged on in a while, but I'm still around. Alive, but still depressed in some ways.

[dreammachineofall]

It's just.....continuing

I'm really glad I can have the chance to feel really depressed twice a week. I can't stand this anymore, and yet I keep standing in the face of it...I'm glad I haven't offed myself yet, but this pain has been going on too long.

[undr]

Henri Cartier-Bresson. Madrid 1953

[metamorphesque]

"A Shirt Made of Fire", Vardges Petrosyan (translated by metamorphesque)

[dreammachineofall]

It Can't Be

I was right there. Literally. I guess I'll just grab a noose from the rent-a-noose depot.

I just want this year over with already.

[iluvsatc]

[pagliahater]

[art-is-art-is-art]

Chekhov wrote it before Camus

[vhspositive]

[old-school-romantics]

-Joyce Carol Oates

[old-school-romantics]

Henry Miller

[dreammachineofall]

This sounds like me. Just gotta be hopeful...hope

[the-suicide-effect]

[dreammachineofall]

No. Death is not the answer. But I think it revolves around once every so often, an element of that hopelessness, that helplessness. Fuck.

Almost like ones whole world is....not turned upside down, no. No, no. It's transformed into a walled off incomprehensible place.

[lightningsrikes-deactivated2024]

In the end

The outside beauty

Does not matter

What we are on the inside

Is what matters

[dreammachineofall]

I just want this over. The last two months have tested me. They've been difficult, even painful at times.

That being said, I'm choosing to be hopeful in some ways. I have to be. I'm just going to try and do my best, as I always have tried.

[random-brushstrokes]

Luigi Bartezzaghi (Italian, 1829-1905) - Venice by moonlight

[fatherchristmas57]

[dreammachineofall]

This Time of Year

It's been a long time, but I'm now comfortably in a place I haven't been in this place of mind in a while. Saddled with bad news and some pessimism, I can at least say, I guess I'm justified in saying this will be a hell of a tough year. And right now, it really, really sucks. But I'll pull through. I gotta try.

[zsoltx]

" There's always someone fucking hanging on "