dreamcloud

EL | THEY/THEM | INDIE KRP | 18+ ill make my rules later ... everything is multiverse; muses are all pansexual i wanted to be that breath of fresh air, when everything smelled so insincere. but this taste still lingers in my mouth, deceit has ways of sticking around. and I'm ready to disappear, vacation seems far, seems far from here.

[drecmcloud]

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     alex would love ten drinks, but he didn’t know if that was a great idea. he got very reckless when he was drunk. it was almost like playing a roulette wheel of which drunk alex you would get: giggly drunk alex, overly flirtatious alex, sad and constantly bawling alex, or let’s go do something illegal alex. with how he was feeling, it could be all of those things and he wasn’t quite ready for that. at the tilt of the other’s head and just the tone of his voice while he said that they could be dates tonight had alex’s cheeks slightly flushed for some reason. “i actually… kind of like that,” alex said with a smile. no one knew better. they could just pretend that things were fine. alex quickly finished his drink, making one more face at how it felt going down before he was putting his glass down besides elliot’s. a grin spread over his face as the other asked him to dance. “god, it’s been forever since i’ve danced with someone for fun,” he said, “he never wanted to, y’know. said i danced enough during the day and that he felt like he couldn’t keep up with me.” so alex happily went to lead them to where people were dancing, keeping their hands together. 

          elliot couldn’t help but smile to himself a little bit when alex admitted he’d like being his “date” for the night. it’s fake, it’s fake, he kept reminding himself so he wouldn’t forget. he and alex were just friends, he knew that, and they always would be. but still, elliot couldn’t help but lean into the idea just a little. he kept his grip on the boy’s hand as he followed into the dance area, effortlessly dropping his arm around alex’s waist, facing him with a smile once they found a good spot. “i mean -- i’m not going to pretend i can keep up with you -- you’ll definitely have to lead -- but i’m more than happy to share a dance with ya,” he laughed softly, silently judging  alex’s ex-boyfriend in his mind for the millionth time after hearing about another one of his excuses. “he sounds insecure,” elliot shrugged, not caring if it was a low blow. “i guess having such a handsome boyfriend outshine him all the time must have made him feel like a fool.” his tone was measured and cool, despite throwing little digs. he was always comfortable enough with his best friend to be honest with him. 

[drecmcloud]

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     drinking was definitely one way to get alex to relax. other than that it was pretty hard, as elliot definitely knew. he was such a over thinker and over worked himself. his best friend had been one of the only people who knew exactly what he needed to calm down and let loose. whether it be drinking, a movie night, or binge eating bad food, elliot seemed to read his mood well. alex and his ex had been dating for almost a year now. would alex say he had loved the other? maybe. it wasn’t a word he liked to throw around. but he really did care for him, and he loved the attention. it didn’t feel nice knowing that he would never have it again- but at the moment elliot’s touch subdued him, made him feel warm where he’s only felt cold since the other dumped him for no other reason than i just found someone else to screw with. “no crying…” he agreed, nodding and going to take a bigger sip of his drink. “you look good too. we’d make a stunning looking couple.” 

           considering the fact that alex was single again and all of the conflicting emotions brought with that, elliot needed a drink too. or three. or ten. he kept willing his own mind to relax as he tried to do the same for alex aloud. he held onto his glass tightly, lifting it to his lips once more as the cool mixture of rum and coke ( though, if he was being honest, it was mostly rum ) hit his throat. he leaned his side against the bar a bit, still holding onto his friend, keeping him close in a protective -- and selfish -- stance. elliot’s head tilted as he watched the other’s expression, trying to read his thoughts. “yeah? bet we would. tonight, we’ll be a couple, then. you’re not alone, and no one at this party knows any better.” as he finished off his drink, he placed the glass down on the bar and turned his frame to face alex’s. “fancy a dance?” elliot asked, sliding his hand back around alex’s and lifting it in the air. 

[kooksv]

smiley bby (cr. sequence_jk)

[drecmcloud]

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     “rum and coke? you’re trying to get me drunk, aren’t you?” the dancer teased, looking to his friend with a appreciative smile. that’s what friends were supposed to do to nurse a break up, wasn’t it? alex couldn’t deny that the feeling of being against elliot felt nice, not fighting the other pulling him against him. he shifted a little to make himself comfortable. he rolled his eyes fondly at the compliment. “i look like shit. my eyes are probably still puffy from yesterday,” he said as he reached for his glass. he took small sips, trying to not make a face at the strong drink. he’d drink anything put in front of him, but this was just a little strong even with the coke. “well, we can try. all i can think about doing is wanting to cry and going to bash the windows of his car in… neither i particularly want to do.” 

        “ -- no!” elliot protested with a grin and shake of his head. “i’m just tryin’ to get you to relax, promise.” although he didn’t really need to, he kept his arm securely around alex, too pleased that the other boy wasn’t pulling away to care that it would mess with his own feelings and head later. he’d hated seeing alex with his (now-ex) boyfriend. elliot always felt jealous each time his saw them touch hands, kiss, or even the way alex’s eyes lit up when he spoke about the boy. he’d never felt he was right for alex. and now elliot hated him even more and understood him even less; how could he let alex go? having alex’s adoration, care, attention, and throwing it away —? it made no sense. “no crying tonight,” he shook his head, taking a swig from his glass. “but we can totally fuck his car up later. that’s always on the table,” he teased, bumping his hip against the other’s. “and, uh, you really do look nice. not puffy at all”

[drecmcloud]

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     alex was trying his best not to act like a complete bummer at this party. he always prided himself in being someone who was pretty good at keeping his emotions stable, but the recent break up had him more shaken than he thought. to be in a relationship one moment to not being in one the next second was an odd feeling. alex wanted to be over it by now (despite it being very, very recent), but here he was - at a party with his best friend and still struggling to shake it off. “a drink? please,” alex said as he let the other drag him. he didn’t drop his hand as they got there, it just feeling nice for the moment. “a date would’ve already complimented my outfit by now,” alex said in an attempt to be teasing. he smiled, but it didn’t completely reach his eyes like they usually did. “elliot - you don’t have to do this for me…” 

         elliot gave his best friend’s hand a squeeze as they stood at the bar waiting for the bartender to acknowledge them. once the bartender asked them what they wanted, elliot ordered two rum and cokes for the two of them. he turned his gaze to alex, giving him a small, sympathetic smile. “you’re right,” he nodded slowly, dropping the male’s hand so that he could slide his arm around alex’s waist, pulling his small frame closer towards his own. “you look absolutely stunning,” he complimented, turning his head back up when two glasses were placed in front of them. elliot slid one of them over in front of alex and picked up the other one for himself. “i don’t mind -- really. i want you to have a good time, despite, yknow, everything.” 

[drecmcloud]

( open to mutuals & non-mutuals, male and nb muses ) plot: we’ve been in the same friend circle for a while but we’re both tipsy and just got sentenced to 7 minutes in heaven together at this rowdy party

        “ -- we should kiss, right?” myung asked quietly, face flushed from the several beers he’d ingested over the last couple of hours, leaving him sober enough to know what he was doing, but tipsy enough to feel completely comfortable asking his sort-of-friend to maybe make out. “i mean, they’ll be disappointed if we don’t. everybody’s gonna ask us what we were doing in here,” he continued, making his case with a sly smile across his lips. to be fair, the other was pretty hot -- it wasn’t like the idea had never crossed myung’s mind before. unashamedly, myung lifted his hand and grazed his fingers along the other’s jaw, his thumb falling over their lips, brushing over them. “you’re kinda cute, anyway.”  

[drecmcloud]

( open to mutuals & non-mutuals, male and nb muses ) plot: im your best friend with a giant crush on you and your ex just dumped you so im accompanying you to this party

            “ -- look, lets get you a drink.”  elliot grabbed the other boy by his hand and dragged him towards the open bar. “if there’s one thing these fancy kind of parties get right, it’s free booze, and i really think you need some. after, y’know, your ex being a total fucking tool.” elliot bit his lip after the last sentence, hoping he wouldn’t throw his friend into an even worse funk. all he wanted was to see him smile and have a good time tonight. on some level, elliot was trying so hard to cheer the other up because he took some selfish pleasure in him now being single, and it made elliot feel incredibly guilty. “just pretend i’m your date tonight. i’ll make it a good fake date, i promise.”  

[lyz-3]

I’m nicer when I like my outfit.

[bekanicolex]

[drecmcloud]

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connection: f / m / nb. crushing. small fling. dating. based: ( loosely insp.) ‘my father owns the hotel and you’re an employee (or guest) - but we sneak around together and get into all kinds of shenanigans since my parents are always on business trips.’

♡ |             the moment every individual aside from the other escape his line of sight, the young heir took quiet, sneaky steps until he was behind their significantly smaller figure. leaning downward, he whispered a simple ‘boo!’ the moment his mouth hovered near the side of their head. “shh, hey, don’t freak out, it’s just me,” in the process of calming the other down before they blew his cover, liwei gently touched his finger to the surface of their soft lips. in their silence his digits trailed down their arms, until his hands were intertwined around theirs. “anyway - are you free tonight ? the resort’s pool closes soon, so I was thinking we could sneak out for a swim and then make our way back to one of the empty honeymoon suites…”

                    “fuck -- !”  sun cursed softly under his breath, spooked by the other’s presence and touch. he’d been alone in the ballroom, cleaning champagne glasses with a cloth from a wedding reception earlier that evening. he’d seen bits and pieces of it and couldn’t help but feel romantic -- finding his own mind wandering to liwei, as if often did these days. “you can’t sneak up on me like that,”  he insisted, still speaking quietly even though it wasn’t all that necessary. feeling the other male’s fingers intertwined with his, sun gave his hands a small squeeze, a smile formed over his lips. sun turned his head so he could see liwei and nodded slowly. “mhm... i just have to finish these glasses,” he gestured with his elbow, his back falling in close to the other’s chest comfortably. “then i’m all yours?”  

[drecmcloud]

i also need to fix my muse page because there are 4 muses i want to remove and i already have their replacements in mind,ah. 

[drecmcloud]

i lied when i said i’d be back june 3rd. work killed me hah anyway im alive again! i will write this week <3

[drecmcloud]

hi loves! im going on a trip so i won’t be around until MONDAY JUNE 3RD. ill miss u. :( feel free to im me for my discord -- ill check mobile every so often. 

[yongs-archive-deactivated202101]

taeyong in chicago ♡

[drecmcloud]

ill be around to write tomorrow most likely! im exhausted today

[nctshotaros]

[drecmcloud]

ilsung was tired. he’d been at the bookstore all day and it’d been slow, but somehow the slowness and quietness of the store had been tiresome. it left him feeling empty and lost by the end of his shift, wondering if he was wasting his time by working there each day. after a shower to clear his head  ( which hadn’t worked )  he found himself sitting on his bed, cross-legged, phone in his hands. using his finger, he scrolled through his contacts, not knowing what he was looking for until he found it. but once he did, his finger hovered over the name, hesitating for a moment. he knew he shouldn’t call them. he couldn’t -- right? but before he let himself have another thought, he was pressing call and letting the phone ring, praying the other person would answer.  / closed starter for @hclfmoon