I want everyone to really know the kind of person you really are because you have everyone else fooled but not me. I remember you telling me if I ever cheated on you, you would kill me. Ever since I was scared of you but no matter what I still stayed. I put up through all the shit. Even after all the times you’ve actually told me i deserve to die. That I was nothing but a disgusting fat piece of shit fuck boy. You claim to be this whole body friendly person but would ridicule me for the bit of fat I had. Even after you would say fuck my mom for raising such a fuck boy that she was never a good mother despite all the shit she did for me, you and for us. I just can’t believe you have become this fucking person to me. Everyone actually fucking believes you’re a goddess and now worships you the way I used to. I still can’t believe that after that first look you gave me when you first saw me that it would end up like this. What a fucking fool I was.
Fuck I know I made my fucking mistakes and I tried to make up for them but did I really fucking deserve this? Tell me. Did I. I know I was a piece of shit too but didn’t I try? Did I ever really fucking physically and verbally abuse you the way you did? I pride myself for never being able to lay a finger on you or even want to call you something so disrespectful that I would actually try to hurt your soul and character.
often the guy is the monster and I’m tired of being the monster. Yeah i fell to temptation when you would push me away but can you fucking blame me. I guess I truly am a monster then.
I hope in the end you truly are happy hinata fuu.
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