Pikëloti

[dritezerresire]

Po rilexoja shkrimet e te nje viti me pare. Sa ndryshojne kohet aq dhe une kam leviz me rrjedhen e jetes.

Jam ne pune,kam rifilluar palestren,per pak fillon sezoni i praneveres dhe me e rendesishmja,KAM RENE NE DASHURI!

Irdi,princi i kalter i perrallave te mia,vogëlsira ime u be njeriu qe ploteson dhe me fal dashuri pa kushte ne cdo dite timen.

Jam ne seminar tani,protetik…jam pas me mesimet.

Ika.

[dritezerresire]

Kohë e zymtë,

ndihem zymtë…

njerez te zymtë

në rrugët e zhurmshme të Tiranës…

[dritezerresire]

Zot me ruj mendtë!

[dritezerresire]

I took myself to the opera tonight to watch a piano concert of an intalian famous pianist Stefano Bollani who was so professional and charismatic making us love the atmosphere .

The melodies,everything,it was like a chaos and very complex and yet delicate,i had childhood flashbacks of memories I thought i had forgotten,i felt it all,i felt it all to my cells giving me shivers. A night to remember! Oh how i love being an old soul,how i love taking myself to places that now are old fashioned to the majority of my age. I was happy to be there and that’s all i needed,making myself happy is my priority ☺️

[aidashakur]

Life has made me so quiet.

[dritezerresire]

It’s been 4 months since my first breakup. It gets better eventually but trust me that healing really isn’t a linear journey.Just cried out of sadness for knowing that someone took my love for granted and abused it in the worst way.

As bad as I’m feeling right now,i am so grateful that even though it was my beloved person who stabbed me on my back,i got to learn some lessons out of it.

The 1st one is to let the next person that want me prove me their words and gain my trust. Never trusting easily again for just that trust to be broken.

2nd lesson I’m taking from it is that I discovered that I’m stronger than I thought i could be just when I needed myself the most. Came back from ashes and raised like a phoenix.

3rd lesson is that i’m learning more of myself,learning that there’s more to live and love except of a relationship. I’m getting to love myself the most,to embrace my journey,to give love to myself and my body,to prioritise myself and my mental health. I got myself to gym and I’m building the body of my dreams slowly,i’ve started to draw sketches back again, started journaling whenever i feel like writing my thoughts on a notebook,took myself on a date to theatre,tomorrow i’m going to watch a piano show at an Opera palace and much more.

I’m on my journey and this journey is about discovering myself 🤍

[1anonyymous1]

I have a terrible habit of leaving things unsaid for the sake of peace

[dritezerresire]

A part of the proces is knowing what you should change and take accountability and actions towards it🌷

[dritezerresire]

S’di cka ndjej,sndjej asgje e ne te njejten kohe ndjej gjithcka. E urrej kur shoh kohen tu mrreshkit nga duart,kam shume pune…shume…

A thu valle se ka me mbaru kjo rraskapitje?

[dritezerresire]

Sot ndihem bosh. Dicka nuk shkon me energjinë time,dua te zhdukem…fuckk…kam provim neser,ahhhhhhhh më duhet t’i vë gjërat në vijë sa më shpejt!

Sometimes i think,are we meant to always get things right? I’m just a human afterall and i have to remind myself that that’s what living is,a never ending battle of yourself for yourself and it’s okay to feel lost or to feel nothing at all…

[soulfulangxl-deactivated2025050]

the sexiest thing you can do is stimulate my mind

[dritezerresire]

!!!

[dritezerresire]

Sot kuptova sesa shumë më kishte munguar të shtrëngoja lapsin ndër gishta dhe të vizatoja duke dëgjuar muzikë te mirë. Ti kushtoja vetes gjithë kohën e botës në një ditë e ta shijoja duke e plotesuar veten me energjinë që di te fal arti.

Unë jam Art! Cdogjë eshtë art,arti i prekjes,arti i të vezhguari,arti i te dëgjuari,arti i të përjetuar ndjesi,arti i te folurit,arti i të marri dashuri…

Arti i të qenurit thjesht Une!

[dritezerresire]

I urrej ditët pa diell,ashtu si urrej njerëzit e zymtë.

[permdaydreamer]

This is for the people who didn’t party in their teens and twenties. For the people who didn’t have that “coming of age” movie experience with shenanigans and revelations. This is for the people who mostly keep to themselves. Who maybe prefer things to be quieter and gentler. This is for the people who don’t feel like they belong in a culture that values loud parties and flashing lights. I see you. And you are valid.

[free-my-mindd]

Baby you’re poetry.

[dritezerresire]

Më çoni të shoh dritat e Polit të Veriut dhe më lini të vdes e lumtur!!! VETËM!!!!

[dritezerresire]

Fck yess!! I am a mess! Hahhahaha !!!! Një lëmsh i bukur. Ndihem bipolare,kaq!

[dritezerresire]

Hesht në zhurmën e rrëmujshme të kokës sime!Ca rreze drite mbi krye më përkëdhelin flokët…Kam ftohtë…Ndihem errët…