wastelands of deceit

Speak to me now with guided tongue, see through me now, look what you've done.

[joellox]

“If you want me, tell me”

—

[extramadness]

[extramadness]

[possessivelunatic]

I no longer know what to think, what to do, what to say. I no longer have an opinion. I no longer care. And I feel so terribly alone.

[tangledasterisms]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I felt something piercing in my heart—a happiness that hurt,”

— Simone de Beauvoir, tr. by Justin O’Brien, from “The Woman Destroyed,”

[depressedanxietydeath]

Could you just like… wrap your arms around me?? and hold me??? and love me??

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[timeloopfemme]

i’m not gonna kill myself because if my depression wants me dead THAT badly it’s gonna have to start shutting my fucking organs down like a REAL disease instead of being a fucking pussy and hiding in my brain and trying to get ME to do it’s dirty work for it !

[mysilentconfessionstoyou]

I always thought that if I try a little harder or love a little more then maybe you’ll notice my heart and how it beats for you. Although you noticed it, it was never a beat you wanted to hear, nor a heart you wanted to have.

-And yet I still try, and you I still love.

-m.t.t.

[extramadness]

[filmaticbby]

Fallen Angels (1995) dir. Wong Kar-wai

[syntacked]

“You are enough. You have always been enough. You have just been loving the wrong people.”

— Unknown

[oxyjenn-deactivated20210115]

let’s play “is this an actual issue or am i overreacting and overthinking this into a problem in my head!!”

[letsxtryxagain-deactivated20220]

I wish you would just tell me when I’m not wanted rather than just ignoring me.

[derp-kitty]

when you accidently read a spoiler

[drivemeon]

Should I give up?

Should I keep fighting?