Farewell to an old blog.
(Well if it ain’t this husk of a blog... Hoo boy was I embarrassing in my high school years. I won’t delete this on principal in that I don’t want to deny it happened. But at the same time I’m going to keep moving forward. I’m pretty much just here to declare this empty husk of a blog, dead. And honestly good riddance. It was my introduction into Tumblr RPing, which I’ve now moved onto discord mostly and I mainly just post memes here on another blog I won’t share as to not really link this blog to the new one. I won’t deny this blog happened, but I also won’t confirm with anyone what blog I now have.
there were good memories and a LOT and I mean a LOT of bad ones here. What the fuck did a high schooler think he could do to help someone? I was a dumbass kid but now I’m past that. I just returned here in 2019 26 days before the release of kingdom Hearts 3 and 21 days before the start of my final college semester to say that this blog is dead. I will just go on the record to say that if anyone I knew here wishes to keep in touch with me, DM me and I’ll at least give you my discord info. I’ll stay here for the rest of the day to at least gather that information.
It was a wild ride, namely filled with a lot of perversion, hypocritical views of things like ships and politics(who could really blame me, I was a dumb kid that honestly should have known better but didn’t. I mean you could still totally blame me and I’d agree.) I won’t deny that all of that stuff is completely dead. I mean namely the first one anyways(I’ve found better outlets though). But I do mean it when I say that I do apologize for the awkwardness I was guilty of in my high school years. I was honestly pretty damn shameless back then,huh? I wish I could punch my high school self in the face and tell him to stop before he has to deal with cringe inducing memories of his past randomly during his college years.
To all the friends i made here and abandoned. I’m sorry. I was a shitty and terrible friend. There is one person I’m thinking about more when mentioning this, but I know these words likely won’t reach them. Honestly all I can say to that person is that I was a fucking idiot back in the day way in over his head and probably should have just directed you towards professional help instead of deciding to be your shoulder to cry on. Because I didn’t help at all, I only hurt us both in the long run.I couldn’t begin to compare what I went through in my head to you, but I can say there’s a strong part of me that wishes some of that stuff didn’t happen.
But hey, I suppose the best part of the past is that it’s that. The past. It happened already. It’s over. And I have some pretty great friends now, hell I wouldn’t be surprised if some of you guys are still talking to me now and we forgot we knew each other through this blog. Well, regardless thank you all for following this blog anyone who’s still here. I hope you all have a happy new year and a happy life time. Don’t let the mistakes of your past rule over you, while you can’t change them, the best you can do is take them as a lesson and use that lesson to keep moving forward.
-Signed, Alex
PS: I WAS originally considering killing off all the drive forms and other characters in a fairly comedic/tragic way but decided that might be a little insensitive and take away the seriousness of me permanently leaving my blog. So this is the note I’m deciding to leave on instead of that.
