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teaganmyrick​:

[pm]

i̷ ̵ ̸K̷N̴o̴w̶

i̵ ̴ ̸ kN̵o̵w̷ i̴M̵ ̵S̵oR̴R̸Y̵

t̸h̴e̶ ̵l̸a̵k̵E̶.!& s̶N̵a̷p̸p̵p̷e̷d̵ ̸m̶y̷ ̵n̶E̴c̷k̴

t̶O̵O̴K̸ ̵m̵y̸ ̵b̷o̵D̴Y̴   ̷fo̸r̶ ̴r̵e̶s̵u̴r̶R̴e̴cT̸I̵O̷N̴

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[pm] Sorry doesn’t even remotely What... use does a demon have with a nix resurrection? Is it even doing the resurrection right? I actually know people who do this kind of thing. Why did you trust a demon?

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nicsalazar​:

Yeah, a poorly drawn one. I don’t know, it’s a creepy show. Kermit. He’s a frog. Puppet frog. He drinks tea. Which I think has to do with gossip.

Hope so. Why can’t I speak to cats? Why did I get all the shitty powers instead? Wait are they? Most animals can smell, is it that bad? You just shattered a really short lived dream.

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That is... something. A poorly drawn sponge. Okay, and a gossiping frog. What does he gossip about? I wonder what kind of tea he likes. 

I did look up that if certain pets just stare at you, like dogs? It means they like you a lot and they’re kind of obsessed with you. Ru, the yokai ferret smells... musky. It’s not bad bad, but it’s strong, sometimes. Sometimes she smells like, ah, corn chips? Yes, those. So if you like corn chips, you should get a ferret.

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letsbenditlikebennett​:

[pm] Oh, same here. Apparently it looks funny, but it just annoys me that it makes it hurt to do anything. I thrive on providing good snacks. Feeding people is my love language. I was thinking some smoked fish dip for sure. 

Weird? How so? Wait, you have a sister? That has to be a lot to take in, especially to have something happen to her so soon. 

I am, yeah. I’m either haunted or hallucinating. It started with nightmares so who knows. I’m gonna throw salt next time it happens and go from there. Not that I can think of.

[pm] It’s just so irritating. And I look like a tomato :// Your baking skills are always delightful, and you were definitely one of my favorite people to tutor from the snacks alone. And the delightful company, of course. Smoked fish dip??? That sounds... really good. 

Just... I feel like she doesn’t talk to me, and she doesn’t seem like she wants to be around me, and I know somethings’s bothering her but she won’t talk about it and I don’t know what I did, and I’d just really like to know what I did so that I can fix it because I really, really love her and I miss her and It’s a bit hard to explain, I think. I don’t know if I’m being silly. But, yes, I have a sister. I don’t know her very well. It’s been A Lot did I do that right? 

I can’t even think about which of those is worse, honestly. Right, okay, because salt does something to spirits, right? I wasn’t taught about that kind of thing growing up. My dad avoided the ghosts business. I hope that does something though? And please let me know if you need anything.

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inbextween​:

[pm] Just– never mind. I know you’re safe with them. 

I’m sure.

She’s a ghost. A demon killed her because she made a deal with him to cure her illness, I guess. I did a spell to find her energy. I’m sorry. She said Milo saw her, too. She’s staying with Macleod, I guess.

I know. You say that now but would you really? If you knew? Forever, remember?

[pm] No, please just talk to me. Please. As safe as anyone can be with knives, you know.

She made a deal with a demon to cure her illness, and she thought it would go well? Fu I don’t even know how to feel about this. How am I supposed to even And she’s just She’s just dead now just like every other family I It’s not your fault. I don’t even know what she was thinking. I still don’t know what she’s thinking.

Forever. Always. 

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teaganmyrick​:

D̷E̵M̴O̸N̶

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[pm] How the fuck did you meet a demon??? Why did you leave your fucking boat? I told you not to leave your boat. Marina told you not to leave your boat. Bex did. I’m certain multiple people told you not to leave the bloody boat. And what did you do? You left the damn boat. While you’re sick and weak and had no reason leaving the boat! 

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teaganmyrick​:

[pm]

i̸T̷'̵S̸ ̶M̶E̸

w̶E̵ ̴M̴A̴D̷E̷ ̵w̶E̶ c̴A̸K̸e̷s̶ ̵t̴o̵g̵eT̸H̵E̷R̸

L̴e̵V̶I̵ ̸K̵I̴L̶L̵E̶D̷ ̵M̴E̷

̸I̶"̵M̸ ̴Y̶O̷U̵R̶ ̶S̶I̸S̷T̸E̴R̷ 

L̵I̵S̷T̸E̴N̴

i̴ ̵l̶O̶v̸e̷ ̸Y̶O̶U̶

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[user is very uncomfortable with the energy that has been created in the messages today]

[pm] This is ridiculous. And impossible. And I don’t understand What is a LeVI?

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@letsbenditlikebennett

[pm] Perfect! Swimming day it is. I'll bring snacks and sunscreen. Stressed, I get that. Seems to be the default setting in this place. Anything you wanna talk about? I've been... also stressed. Maybe a little crazy. Testing a theory on that so we'll see.

That sounds great! Sunscreen would probably be good. I don’t tan, just burn, which is annoying. Your snack choices are usually pretty good as well. I’m not sure. Things have just been a bit weird with Bex, and I have a sister that I... wasn’t really aware of for a bit, and now she’s missing, and I think something bad might have happened.  Are you alright? What kind of theory? Do you need anything?

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inbextween​:

[pm] I know you can take care of yourself and stuff. And that you know how to use it probably better than most real wardens, but it just…I don’t know. Just as long as you’re safe. 

Of course I am.

That’s not a hacker. I checked.

Me neither. Okay. Cause you know that I love you, right? No matter what happens or how I’m acting. I do. I promise

[pm] I do try to be safe. I learned how to not hurt myself with knives when I was about nine, I think. I mean, I wouldn’t say I’m better than most wardens, but I know some of their techniques. 

I just wanted to make sure :P

So that means Wait No that’s What What?

I know you do. I do I do I do I love you too, so much. Never going to stop, you know. No matter what.

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stolensiren​:

[pm] Right. Sorry. I forgot. But I do know that for certain, for the record. I really do.

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[pm] It’s okay. I just don’t want you to get into the habit. It’s a hard one to break. I want to know for certain. I feel like a child. I feel worried and silly and like I’m behaving like a child because I don’t know what to do. I thought I’d know what to do about these things by now. I appreciate you saying that, you know.

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inbextween​:

[pm] I believe you. Yes, but iron is extra lethal. And scarring :/ I just feel…uncomfortable with the idea that you carry around something that can hurt you so much so easily. I know why, I do. It just…it scares me, I guess. 

Okay. I’ll make some popcorn and be right up.

Really? I’m glad for that. You deserve that. We, um…we need to talk about Teagan, though.

That kinda seems like the Nell thing to do, you know? Stress you out. Sometimes in a good way. Why won’t you let me Why can’t I just Just accept the promise because I can’t give you anything else right now and it hurts and at least this way I know I’ll stop being so Okay. But it will. 

[pm] Well, yes, I suppose it is a bit extra lethal and scarring. I know. I’m sorry. Sometimes I feel... safer with an iron knife as opposed to a different one, I suppose. I always know it’s there. I’m always precise with it. I don’t miss with an iron knife. I can’t afford to.

Are you going to put the stuff in it?

Are you getting messages from her account, too? I think it’s been hacked. It’s... ridiculous.

It’s a very Nell thing to do. I wouldn’t have had it any other way, truthfully. I’ll miss her. I know it will. I know it will be okay. [user is... idle] I don’t need a promise to know that.

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teaganmyrick​:

i̷T̷ ̴m̷e̴ //i̴ ̴P̷R̷O̵m̸i̸s̷e̸ ̸@ Cu̶P̶i̷D̷

a̴ ̶D̴E̶m̸O̵N̸ ̷ki̴L̸L̴eD̶ ̶me̷

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[user stares at this message for a very long time]

[pm] I’m not amused. 

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[pm] Hey! I found a really nice little swimming hole under a waterfall last full moon. It's a bit of a hike, but I think you'd like it and with this weather, I could use a swim. Kiddie pool isn't cutting it and my delivery on a big pool is delayed. :/ But like, how are things? Hopefully not too White Crest?

[pm] Yeah? I don't mind hikes, and it sounds kind of nice, truthfully. I've been... a bit stressed, honestly, but it's alright! How have you been? No more giant lizards, I hope?

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[pm]

M̴i̵ ̷N̸n̷ ̷A̶?̴

[pm] Go away. This still isn't funny.

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inbextween​:

[pm] Alright, alright. If you insist. That’s not…exactly what I meant, but yeah. They are, and they’re also lethal to you :/ Sure, yeah. Jurassic Park sounds like the perfect movie right now.

I know. I promise

I know, I just…you know, wanna be hopeful for the future. 

Yeah, sorry. Just, you know, busy. End of the year stuff and with Nell leaving I wanted to get as much in with her as I could. So, you know. That’ll change. I promise. I don’t mean to.

[pm] I do insist. Very much so. I mean, most things would be lethal to me if I allowed them to do enough damage :/ Wonderful. I can get it started.

Do you?

I don’t need any sort of relationship with most of the other Fae to be happy. It seems to mostly lead to disappointment, regardless. Besides, there’s another nymph that’s sort of been promised to... care about me? Keep me safe? Which is rather annoying, but she’s been kind to me so far, and we seem to get along, so, see? Fae relationship. I’m good on those.

I know. It just seems like I’m really glad you got to spend time with her before she left, too. I know you’ll miss her. I’ll miss her, too, even though I think she spent most of her time actively trying to stress me out. I release you from that promise. You don’t have to promise me anything. I trust you. I trust you I trust you I wish you trusted me

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oceansrevenge​:

[pm] Some of them are low rumbling sounds, some are a bit more high-pitched. I am a little bigger than the Giant Pacific Octopus. The largest that species can grow to is up to 600-lbs though the average size for them is less than that. I could see a little longer being the case. Does your more human form not get uncomfortable after a while? I suppose it’s a bit different for me. I always feel small when glamoured. The lake is its own unique environment. Most parts of the ocean once you’re away from the shoreline are about 4km, though there are several areas and trenches that go as deep as around 10km I believe. I’ve gone down to some of the trenches when I was younger, but never the deepest. What is it like in the lake? I’ve always been curious. 

Precisely. I am also stronger when not glamoured and tentacles aren’t the most suited for a fight on land. Plants mean it’s sustaining life and it is good you weren’t at the lake. Though I hope if you do ever feel ill, you find a doctor sooner rather than later. 

Ah, yes, the little plastic rectangles that are used as currency. The world does seem to be ruled by them so I can see how stealing that would be valuable. I suppose messing people has its purposes too. 

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[pm] Okay, okay, interesting. You know, my girlfriend would find all of this so fascinating, but I don’t even know how I’d go about talking to her about anything anymore because she doesn’t even seem like she wants to talk to Oh, wow, that’s incredible. And your blood is blue, too. Like an octopus’s? I don’t think it’s uncomfortable? I mean, I don’t really... fully shift? If that makes sense. Which isn’t a nix thing! Just a... Mina thing. I mean, I can imagine that being glamoured would be different. What does it feel like? 10??? That’s so deep. Although, I did go through this portal one time to a world that was completely underwater. I like lakes. Rivers are nicer, though, to me. I like how they move. Dark Score Lake was alright for a time, when it was inhabitable. It was glass for awhile. Now it would make me sick. It was deeper than some of the lakes I’d been in, lots of strange things at the bottom. There used to be a small group of kelpies there that liked me, even though I never really got why. They used to steal my pencils when I would do my homework outside.

Theoretically, you could hold a knife with each tentacle and be rather dangerous. That’s true. It’s a nice pool. For a pool. I would definitely seek out a doctor. I’m not stupid so hard-headed as to ignore something so serious. Anymore.

Right, those. My dad used to tell me that money was what made the world go around. But stealing isn’t kind. Neither is messing with people. 

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stolensiren​:

[pm] I know so. You and Bex are solid, Mina. Whatever’s going on with her, I promise it isn’t your fault.

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[pm] I release you from that promise. Don’t make promises. You can’t know that for certain.

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stolensiren​:

[pm] Maybe she’s just […] busy. Or she doesn’t want to bother you with it. I’m sure she’ll be better again soon.

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[pm] Right, yeah, of course. I hope so. I just feel like she’s avoiding me and I don’t understand why and I don’t know what I did because if I knew I could fix it but how do you fix something you aren’t even aware of?