KENNETH โ โ [ or ray(mond), kipper, marylander, fitz(gerald), hudson, beckett, rodger, kennedy, flintlock ]
โ he h1m his? โโ [REDACTED] (???) [DATA EXPUNGED] gunfire aid medic gauze
โ kenochoric panmascx xenohoarder
โ faggot oriented&repulsedaroace statuserosion afamilial+platonoid objectophilic universtrist
โ mentally ill schizofreakazoid uncannyrace horrorangel
โ traumagenic isolgenic araisagenic neurotrauma-adj
โ permateendult / permayoungadult middleagedspike adoephebage liminalage angelage && angelyoung
โ infp-t eii 2w1 251 sp2 melancholic-sanguine 1L1e2f3v year of the earth rat / capricorn sun&moon + gemini rising
STANCES . . .
โ radqueer rabiesqueer radfleur radplur xenoweird radiantqueer cleverinclus absurdqueer shimmerqueer weedqueer altruqueer sealqueer radmedindividuality radreform idontcarqueer && idgafqueer joyqueer rebornqueer radjectum (reclaiming)decoloniqueer bunnyqueer oceanicqueer deceitqueer (dangerous)madpunk beastpunk
โ big three + consang = anti contact (transid exempt) . . . anti noncon harm / hazard consent
โ farleft baby communist ; still researching :-)
BOUNDARIES . . .
dnf ; take part in cringe or cancel culture pro/neu or tolerant of others using ai or buying first hand from fast fashion brands pro/neu chrono minorxadult relationships that have over a two year age difference pro/neu sexual theriform animalxhuman relationships pro/neu msm/mmp/msw or anything similar anti age of consent permamonika followers/fans
โ thin ice ; ttc && rpf
DISORDERS . . .
cis ; lvl2autism adhd-c bpd npd dpd ppd szpd ocd osdd1a cptsd chronicmotorticdisorder pmdd dpdr speechsound+fluencydisorder sensoryprocessingdisorder auditoryprocessingdisorder visualsnow astigmatism palmarhyperhidrosis unstablethermoregulationsyndrome arfid chronicillness(dgbi)
โ symptom-based ; tennitus photophobia dyspraxia (auditory/proprioceptive)hallucinations echolalia maladaptivedaydreaming rejectionsensitivedysphoria psychosis (persecutory/sin/superiority&inferiority)delusions hypersexuality synesthesia
โ phobia disorders ; geronto thanato emeto dioko cibo myso pyro acro toko
SPECIES . . .
cis ; nonhuman/inhuman/humanoid (uncanny)angel divine (false)savior/prophet anomaly observer (incomprehensible)horror selkie preyanimal (light)entity brockenspecre eldritch(horror/god) shadowfigure alternate stilllife cornerfolk (divine/retro)tech (corrupt)mainframe cyberentity software/hardware www .com html cpu programming code virus/trojan/malware wiring cabling powerlines transmissiontower windturbine fumikiri satellite
conceptkins ; sacrificiallamb scapegoat puppet jester martyr nothing shadow void/null unknown weird endless/infinity 4d isolation fear paranoia kindness love delusion liminality uncanniness latin (bio)hazard everywhereattheendoftime scopaesthesia solipsism
INTERESTS . . .
main fandoms ; guts&blackpowder centaura deadahead lexington&concord whizzbang entrenched lastdawn ourexecution horizonblue redliberation grave/digger happyworldwithhappypeople themoonirotbehind lethimgo drawnout badthings searchingforaworldthatdoesntexist recallahollowheart itzskeet_playz brandonworks backrooms theoldestview peoplestilllivehere drnowhere vewn thewaltenfiles ena moral orel clinicaltrial teachthecat rabbitmaidensoftworks 17776 faith:tut petscop louiswain etc.
broad ; psychological/analog/digital horror roblox + minecraft horror args/games strange and unsettling webcomics and webseries and visualnovels of all kinds military weirdcore/dreamcore webcore/hikikomoricore liminal spaces etc.
genres ; digital hardcore happy hardcore breakcore mashcore noisecore speedcore lolicore digicore gabber rave jumpstyle hardtekk hardstyle sigilkore dariacore jersey flip pluggnb electro industrial noise pop hyperpop moe trash broken transmission big band
TRANSIDS . . .
natal&cis ; paranoid insecure nervous clumsy silly hyper talkative jealous loving happy joybringer unstable sensitive neurotic adored adorable smart genius gifted perfectstudent optimist jiraimentality devotee (pers)nice (pers)harmless (pers)kind musician trombonist contrabassist concertband orchestra marchingband artist chronicallyonline southeastcoastusa white nhs sga neatwriting itabeya plushiecollector tybeaniebearcollector glassesuser shscars underweight sadistbait shotaflux superioritycomplex victimcomplex* martyrcomplex cassandracomplex empath clairsentient harmed bullied groomed abused harassed dehumanized
โ cisdelu ; (religious)savior messiah religiousimportance 2ndcomingofjesuschrist chosenbygod starseed heaventoearth angel halo angelwinged(+scars)
* we identify with having a victim complex in the straightforward definition sense ("where a person consistently views themselves as the target of others' harmful actions, even when presented with evidence to the contrary") rather than the commonly-associated behaviors of external blame, feedback rejection, etc.
trans ; (pan)military (combat/field)medic armydoctor (lonely/homesick/rouge/corrupted/underaged)soldier medicalpractice chaplain militarytechnician trenchdigger homecominginitiativevictim (killed/missing)inaction awol warwounded militarychronicpain hearingloss(due2combat) bootcamp drafted runaway jrotc combatstressreaction submissivecareresponse rosary dogtags havinghandler/owned/controlled tradhusband christian reverend/priest altarboy (patron)saint churchgoer prayerreciever bartender translator americanpatriot whistleblower russianaccent soviet brokenenglish messycursive taiga&tundra caneuser crutchuser su1c1d3scars burnscars cigburns boostshscars/darkerscars bloodyfootprints identityloss physabused badleg/legmuscleweakness/limp teenagedirtbag/2000solderbrother/y2kteenboy sharpercainines snaggleteeth dead2x legallydead missing johndoe corrupted/(godly)sentientnpc analoghorror arg(cult) (unfortunate/horror)protag retrorobloxhorror radqueerfamous (bloody)snowdeath frostbite/hypothermia chronicnosebleeds eyebags faceless facecensor headwings facialcrest corporealflux ribinjury chokingbruises polytrauma flightinjury spinaltap coughingblood revolvingdoorpsychpatient hospitalized icu alcoholic smoker tapegagged latchkeykid semiverbal tetrachromacy traumaticbraininjury (drivento)su1c1de gunshotsu1c1d3 shot madnoter slurredspeech vasovagalsyncope survivorsguilt masshysteria (driven)insane panhallucinations trumanshowdelusion lightningstrikesurvivor electricityscars haunted falsehope manipulatedkiller dbmc/tbmc sleepparalysis programming gulfwarsyndrome chronicwastingdisease arctichysteria polarmadness mkultravictim indoctrinated worsetrauma aphasia harmedforcreepiness harmedforguilt innocentharmful angelharmed angelharmful mirroredtrauma largeheadcount morefictives workaholic leader limitlesspatience scary physicallyharmful violent angeroutbursts/angerissues saviorcomplex inferioritycomplex tapetumlucidum antipsychotics medicated4adhd hatecapable emetophilia (preciousmoments/boydsbears/militaria)collector ushankawearer amab distorted/overlappingvoice trenchhorrorsetting universefluid 1775-presentflux
โ scent ; military soldier reload assaultrifle luck fear dread sweat musk angel catsmell pine dirt/mud dust seawater creekwater fire soot/ash rain snow winter alcohol cigarettes petroleum burntwire static chlorine metal blood oldbooks oldchurch antiquestore nursinghome basement hospital
tris ; british french german russian european slavic balkan nordic scandinavian celtic seal bunny deer kitty lamb chinchilla facialblindness stockholmsyndrome clangassociations unusualspeech uncannyvalley religiousparanoia medicaltrauma nocturnal/crepuscular
โ note ; all nationalities/ethnicities listed here i am via ancestry, but i label it as tris due to how long ago it was
spite ; misandrist (cis/hetero/binary)phobic postradqueer
faux ; missing hunted targeted stalked watched agefluid(<15)
null ; hated problematic controversy edgy corny cringe abandoned sleep relaxed stupid bully mean hurtful guilty footprints real (pet)allergies enemies family yandere
perma ; youngadult teendult youngest underclassman subordinate enlisted deployed incombat wartime inuniform camo rosary dogtags messyhair polite punctual goodmanners goodimpression significantlyaboveaverageintelligence loved kind nice admired praised adored caredfor affection pitied narchigh happy joking/unserious manic (pan)winner best othersjealous envied intox drunk tipsy high dreamlikestate sedated poisoned harmed abused groomed neglected victim eastcoastamerican pure holy virgin psychosis helpless brainwashed delusional hallucinating anxious inpain wounded bruised sprainedankle aching (bloody)bandaged sh(scars) wristpain(due2beingamusician) anklepain shaky(hands) unhealedcuts addict gunshotwound starving scared dazed dissociated dehumanized sexualized harassed (pan)harmed stuttering gentletone babied praying (military)whumpee bloody(due2beingfieldmedic) bleeding(out) redlowhealthscreenvision sickly underweight busy exhausted fatigued overworked traumatized sleepdeprived scapegoat nightmares limp caned vertigo baggyeyes guilty apologetic (disorder)fucked(/nsx) mindfucked(/nsx) hidingsomething freezing/hypothermia blizzard winter trenches liminal(space) undercontract
PARAS . . .
misc ; (auto)masochism andropal boyloser hiero impudic omo/uro autocapri autoexsanguinate autohemo autooulo automolopa auto(narko)biasto autosomno (auto)intoxico autoassassino asphyxio automentunsta autounaisi autokopo autophobo uniform bondage powerimbalance taboodynamics soldier priest professor alcoholic
objectum ; (early/retro)tech mainframes supercomputers (transmission/radio)towers spacetech securitycameras labelmakers geigercounters trains synths trombones contrabasses militaryuniforms marchingbanduniforms spotlights/washlights lightingcontrolconsoles mixingconsoles fighterjets militaryaircraft warships tanks militarymachinery weapons firearms axes religiousobjects churches nationflags oldtelephones eas alcohol(containers) cigarettes vintage retroamerica corporations (bad)weather lighting night nighttimecityscapes sadness fear
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