Maybe In A Next Life I Came Up With A Name

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Didn’t manage to get into my dream college, honestly im surprised I wasn’t as upset as I thought i would be, I’m not sad, I didn’t cry. I felt more scared about the fact I would have to choose another career path and do something I never showed slight interest in because I couldn’t get into the university that solely focused on what I dreamed about since I was old enough to voice my own wants and opinions. I feel ungrateful and ashamed, I feel angry and lonely, but I don’t feel sad.

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That moment in life where you lowkey wanna restart like a video game cuz you lowkey are so bored with your life

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“You were so easy to rise”

Because you used to yell at me in front of people so I would feel guilt and shame.

And you don’t even remember it.

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My only purpose in live is to make people so annoyed by me just existing

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My therapist tells me I’m afraid of romantic relationships, no sir, what’s wrong is that I only like fictional characters.

9 year old me knew what they were doing when they wanted to wife Eyeless Jack up-

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“Hey you’re so good at this” thanks now watch as I fumble in the next second thanks to you saying SHIT.

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Being liked is such a weird concept, because what do you mean you like me as a person? That I’m not an awful friend? That you like hanging out with me? I’m awkward as hell and sometimes won’t speak or won’t shut up and you still like me? I thought you tolerated me.

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Having chronic hand pain is no fun gang, I be trying to do or hold something and my hands just go “haha! Nope!” And make me go

Kinda funny how I did that while my hand was cramping non stop

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I hate people who call out readers by what their favorite tag on ao3 is. So what if I have family issues Jessica? Let me look for my found family without being called out- NO IM NOT SOBBING YOU ARE

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Sometimes I feel like I was born with lungs bought from Temu

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When I have a migraine but can’t handle most sounds the Undertale Lofi soundtrack usually helps a lot and when that also hurts me I just listen to brown noise because any other noise makes my head ring like a jingle bell-jingle bell

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Guys I got the lung itch.

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When you laughing and suddenly your lungs ain’t lunging because you laughed too hard and now you’re coughing your lung out because it suddenly wants early retirement

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Talking with people is tiring.

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Hate it when your tumblr accidentally shows you content that’s recently made from someone you have liked a bunch of post from already, like no I don’t wanna seem like a stalker my tumblr is the stalker-

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“Oh you are still young, when I was your age I got my first partner!” okay? congrats? Im literally looking for nunchakus on amazon rn??? I wanna be a ninja turtle your honor??

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Sometimes, when I’m working as a cashier, I start roleplaying in my head that I’m a cool character people on tumblr send asks to, just to keep myself entertained for the hours I gotta be there