A/N : I’ll be doing a part 2 with the proxies but I feel too tired right now 🥀
Part 2 here
Characters included : Jeff the killer , BEN DROWNED , Eyeless Jack , Nina the killer
Warnings : SH , suicide , medication , creeps holding you captive , Jeff is umm a weirdo , suggestive on Jeff’s part
Jeff the killer
If you had scars as soon as you first met, he probably wouldn’t say anything. Wouldn’t be the first time he’s seen it. If more started appearing or if they suddenly were there he’s not very nonchalant about it.
He’d grab your arm and examine it, before looking back at you.
“Yo where did these come from?”
If you try lying he might back off, assuming you’re just not ready to talk about it. If you tell the truth however, he’ll ask you more questions.
“So like.. Why? Are you sad or something?”
He might think it’s for aesthetics because like.. He does the same shit. If so he’s like “Oh cool man lmao” and dabs you up 😭
If not and you’re depressed he’s a bit stuck for a moment, he’s not the best at comforting but he’ll try.
“Um.. I mean if someone is upsetting you I could go like, kill em’ for you I guess.”
If you need to cry he’ll hug you and let you get his hoodie wet with your tears, he kinda prefers it that way. It’s easier for you to just get your emotions out like that without him having to talk you through it.
If he walked in on you cutting it’d get awkward fast.
“Oh uh.. Shit I um.. I-I can leave if you want.”
If you say he can stay he’ll lowkey just watch, depending on your reasons for doing it he might uhhh.. Lowkey be into it.
If you’re crying and emotional though he’ll probably leave you alone.
Jeff wouldn’t ever try to force you to stop, if you want to stop he’ll be happy for you. But he wouldn’t hide your razors or anything, unless you started showing signs of suicidal ideation. Then shit gets serious, he’d probably keep you captive to stop you. Tying you down to a bed so you can’t hurt yourself anymore.
“Sorry babe, I’m doing this cus I love you or whatever. Don’t take it personally.”
BEN DROWNED
He’s VERY unsure how to approach this, at first he’d ignore any scars you have because that seems like the respectful thing to do. But if they just kept growing in number he’d lose his restraint and finally confront you about it.
“Ok JESUS!! What the fuck are you doing?? Why do you have all these scars??”
BEN WILL pry the truth from you, or he could go through your phone and probably find proof on there. If you’re honest though, he’s pretty upset about it.
“Fuck.. Baby you know you could have told me sooner. Why didn’t you..?”
He’s not angry with you at all, you two talk it out and it eventually leads to him holding you in his arms comforting you.
“I’ll help you get through this alright..? This is terrible for you. I want you to get better please..”
He’d probably take away your razors, if you’re mad about it he’ll try his best to justify himself. BEN doesn’t believe he’s doing anything wrong, he wouldn’t give them back cus he probably disposed of them.
If he walked in on you cutting he’s immediately shutting it down, taking the blade away from you. Probably would start crying.
“[Name] why.. Why would you do this to yourself..? Fuck..”
If you kept refusing to get better he’s doing the same as Jeff, locking you up somewhere you can no longer hurt yourself.
If you did agree to get better he’s there with you every step of the way!! If you get urges he’s there to get you through it, offering to play some video games as distraction! Or whatever you’d like to do, ANYTHING BUT HURTING YOURSELF IS BETTER TO BEN!!!
Eyeless Jack
Bro is lowkey a little scary about it, he can actually smell it when you’re doing it. You’ll be in your room doing your thing when all of a sudden..
“Just what do you think you’re doing.”
Jack silently appeared right behind you, he was lured by the scent of your blood.
“Give me the razor.”
If you don’t he’ll tell you he wants to talk when you’re done, if you do he takes it for you then drags you to the infirmary.
He’s so gentle when tending do your cuts, applying some disinfectant and gauze. Making sure there’s no risk of infection and trying to minimize how much it’ll scar.
“[Name].. This is worrying. How long has this been going on?”
Jack is so patient listening to you, he’ll silently let you vent out whatever is causing this. When you’re done he’s pulling you into a tight hug and reassuring you he’s here, and he’s got you.
“It’ll all be okay love.. I promise.”
From then on he’s keeping a much closer eye on you, trying to be with you as much as possible to hopefully distract you or keep you to busy to hurt yourself. If you relapsed he doesn’t judge, he’ll patch you up again and again and praise you for trying.
If you’re having suicidal ideation however.. It’s like being taken to the psych ward. He’ll prescribe you medication and will not let you leave his sight, won’t let you use your phone. Gives you some quiet and peaceful activities like drawing or reading. You won’t have a lot of freedom, but you’ll be safe. And when you’re better Jack will let you have your freedoms back, for now he just can’t let you die.
Nina the killer
She also has scars, and sometimes does relapse. You two are there for each other, she’s there to hold you and make you feel better because she doesn’t want her sweetheart to hurt! AND YOU BETTER BE DOING THE SAME FOR HER. NINA DESERVES IT!!!
Lowkey I can kinda see her as the type to text you “I did it again!” At like 1 AM when she’s having an episode, don’t judge her ok? She’s not trying to trigger you I swear 🥀
If she walked in on you cutting she’s immediately pulling you into a hug.
“Honey are you okay..? Did something happen..?”
Nina listens to you, and if you wanna cry into her shoulder go ahead. She’s running her long ass acrylic nails through your hair and whispering reassurances to you, letting you know it’s gonna be okay<3
If you didn’t wanna get better, she’d probably be chill about it. She understands it’s a rough habit to kick, and believes when you’re ready you’ll make the decision to stop.
Nina would let you borrow bracelets or other arm accessories to cover up your scars if you want! Sometimes she covers hers too, but she also tells you shouldn’t have to feel ashamed for them. That you’re beautiful no matter what 💗
