too insecure and naive to resist men

zsa zsa here a teen who needs to vent about bad choices

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my dirty mind always plays tricks

while i'm mature enough at eighteen years old i still try to be a good little girl in all other aspects of life like i study hard and want to make people proud but on days like today i also get distracted so quickly and i just put my hand in my panties like a needy bunny every five minutes and play with myself like a needy good girl too

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i'm a pretty filthy little girl

i hope i'm not the only one but with the amount of worrying i do about how i look and if i'm hot and which men might want to do me i don't know but i can't help but feel older men are hot even if it's just the guy helping me in town today like he smiled at me a certain way and my inner voice screamed daddy please feed me your cock

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i saw this gif and it's just so me because whenever i feel down and insecure af and i hate my body cute boys or the latest older man crush i'll have been obsessed with for weeks comes along and pays me a compliment or just risks it to touch my butt and my mind's like butter and i just beg them to please fuck me it's so pathetic and stupid

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had sex with my mom's bf

i don't know how to feel about all this but today was the third time i've had sex with my mom's boyfriend and it's all such a mess because she loves to go on trips by herself and she's home maybe six months in a year so whenever she leaves again she has her latest bf take care of me but the tension is unbearable since they're always super hot guys and today's already the third time i did it with him and yet it wasn't that unintentional today as he came up to my room and just went for it this time without saying anything and it just drives me crazy because it feels so incredible and he's so hot and huge but i also feel confused about having amazing sex with hot older guys