I feel like I trust people too easily (TW: mentions suicide)
Okay, this might just be me being a dumb teen, but I’m basically an open book. I tell people I’m a “bad bitch” until you realize I’m just a tomboyish, hormonal, sensitive, wayyy to talkative know it all gal (yes I’m from Texas I say y’all regularly). Like once when I broke up with my girlfriend at the time I wrote “SORRY” on my thigh and I felt…. Proud of it? I’m a pretty privileged person so even when I was little I felt bad for getting spoiled rotten. Cutting was like a way I could finally get punished for being too gay and emotional. Of course I showed everyone in the gym locker rooms, I told everyone about how I was suicidal. Once even my bullies felt worried for me because they thought I killed myself when I skipped school. Heck, I’m letting whoever reads this pry into my personal life.
(The more I read this the more I think it sounds like some dialogue from Class of 09 or some shit :|)










