maintaining the frobin cope agenda.. is priority

im reading one piece rn, maybe will use as a liveblog blog for other stuff later

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the more lgbt people i meet the more i realize richard wright was right and the more you know your people the more you hate them

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so dysphoric i keep buying clothes that dont fit to try and pass and then looking like a 10yo in a potato sack and wantinv to kms again

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masculine urge to walk out of the gym and blow my shit smooth off in the parking lot

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motherfuckers will be like "i hate drama" and then hang out w like the 21st reincarnation of adolf hitler but a greasy unshowered NEET

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best part about being autistic is your coworkers treat you like chunky sundried vomit scraped off the sidewalk if you even try to pretend youre human and want to make small talk

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i hate this suburbia shithole

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best part about being autistic is your coworkers treat you like chunky sundried vomit scraped off the sidewalk if you even try to pretend youre human and want to make small talk

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most annoying part abt trying to spread word abt a dangerous person in Ze Community or just speak up on shitty behavior is that if youre lgbt then other shitty ass lgbt people go ERM YOU'RE LITERALLY HARASSING AN INNOCENT _____ PERSON????????? when youre... also part of that minority. as a racial minority i see it happen w race too. this asian is being ATTACKED for being asian we need to assemble to defend them! no you moron they're antiblack. there's a conspiracy against x ethnicity people because (insert billionare w 10 million albums out) got scrutinized for saying a slur!

when the t*xxon sending porn to a minor shit happened i was in similar circles to the person affected. and i watched as she was dogpiled for "harassing a trans creator" as if she wasn't ALSO FUCKING TRANS????? AND TALKING ABT HER SHITTY EXPERIENCES???

A lot of this solidarity idpol shit is just a cudgel to silence victims, fuck not even victims, just people that dissent or are uncomfortable w a Thing the wider majority does not care about but the vocal minority is trying to push. like. furries and gay people for instance. there is a lot of bullying and bad public reputation that furries are just animal fuckers. that is true! but when people in the furry fandom push back against cub shit and stuff clearly intended to sexualize minors and feral animal porn? all of a sudden it's "you're not actually one of us, you must be part of the outgroup!" lgbt people are frequently framed as predators but you're not helping by pushing this weirdo shit as inherent to us! when lgbt people abuse and humiliate other lgbt victims of abuse (PERSONAL EXPERIENCE) it's fine because it fucking cancels out like yugioh! oh how dare you attack an abusive, creepy, rapey person in our community! i have seen this play out so many times irl and online and i am so fucking done

either that or it's some Appeal to Tradition shit. Oh well elder queers were ok w this. SO WHAT? Are we all going to bow to the whims of some mythically morally pure 1970s NYC gays writing zines? I read a Lot of the 70s/80s/90s gay zines/community magazines/etc etc etc you can find online scanned. A lot of those vehemently defended pederasty and transmisogyny and shitting on trans women/bisexuals. who fucking cares about the ideals of the past. if sharing pornbrained smut talk about how amazing it is to want to do kids is part of community tradition and progressive and radical then the community can burn for all i care. constantly defending abusers and hypocrisy. defending someone for dating a sexist, racist pile of crap because they're now deified as a "progressive". pulling the same silencing tactics pulled in schools, hospitals and homes so you can keep jacking off to whatever makes you feel #valid and perverted and iconic and weird.

boondocks r kelly episode speech here

idk man i just want to meet some normal fucking people and find the mythical ideal of community or whatever. but its so hard when i keep getting burned by similar people

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>damn these internet gay people all defend questionable shit in the name of social justice

>gets a job and life and goes to uni

>damn these irl gay people all

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anyways my goal is to get more logged off and regard being openly lgbt as a former phase of my life. cant stand being associated w a lot of these people

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>damn these internet gay people all defend questionable shit in the name of social justice

>gets a job and life and goes to uni

>damn these irl gay people all

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people on this site will genuinely "erm achtually" a statement like "being a nazi is bad

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"how do you know someone is ACTUALLY a nazi or pedophile" idk i think their actions and associates should tell you enough... remember that one post on here abt how if 1 nazi sits at a table the bystanders are all complicit

being called the abusive equivalent of a "grammar nazi" or other hyperbolic term, as a white person, is the same thing as an actual white supremacist being ousted from their community where they can do no harm i guess. though this person would probably try to then argue that ousting racists actually socially isolates them and its meanies to do :-(.oh no wont anyone think abt the poor white people who need to be coddled by the people Of Color so they dont become racist

this kind of whataboutism is 1) insufferable and quite redditorlike in nature and 2) deliberate obfuscation of the fact that there are literally thousands of pedo blogs on here openly posting. yesterday i saw a post that was literally just "i want to crawl into a little girls bed and molest her while she is sleeping" on a kink blog rbed by someone i followed. you are part of the problem. stop using racial minorities and gay people being falsely accused to stay in bed w these monsters.

god i fucking hate tumblr and bsky. actual pedo heaven. We have a guy that proudly admits to liking loli porn and makes it his whole personality on the cast of TADC! Clinical Trial is uberpopular on here and bsky, made by a pedophile, but its ok because he draws some cute queer comics dark fiction!!! People will regularly go to bat for pedos on this site because they made a cool furry concept album, or they drew something cool, or they posted epic Maoist Takes

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people on this site will genuinely "erm achtually" a statement like "being a nazi is bad

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how mfs on bluesky look at you when you say you dont like kids or animals

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how mfs on tumblr look at you when

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the guy that sang the isnt she lovely cover for tadc is a racist pedophile (speed trying not to laugh gif)

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i think the biggest lesson we can learn from the amazing digital circus is that if your show has a doo doo crap ending you can just reveal one of your characters as transgender in your last episode so everyone will hyperfocus on arguing about that and no one will notice that your actual plot resolution makes no sense and sucks

[dungeonformyself]

glitch productions if having no pr team, abusing their employees and letting their creatives say wildly inappropriate things on public facing social media was a competition, all while psyopping everyone to think theyre not operating exactly like an up and coming evil megacorpo disguised as a friendly Indie Studio

[dungeonformyself]

SPINDLEHORSE WARNER BROS COLLABORATION HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH LMFAOOOOOOOOOO

[dungeonformyself]

i used to have a friend that regularly fantasized abt killing / harming the football guys that bullied us. not because they would call me a whore and follow me around and make fun of me. not because he actually gave a shit about us being bullied. but because he wanted to taste blood. because he wanted a justification to hurt as much as possible.

my dad is basically like that. and because im poisoned, im also like that no matter how hard i try not to be and how much therapy i do.

im basically fucked for life but i should be grateful because they care abt me so much ❤️❤️❤️

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my parents will use therapyspeak and go "you need more emotional regulation, youre being really combative rn" and then literally strangle me and tell me i deserve to be hurt as much as physically possible 😂 they made me quit therapy because its sissy baby crap and i'm "cured" of my mental health issues now 😂 yeah i was just joking when i attempted suicide 😂😂 im "cured" now 😂😂 im not gonna relapse 😂😂

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sorry i went to therapy and wasted your precious dolares im normal now i definitely dont think abt relapsing nope nope nuh uh yeah guys im chill now im positive im not a complete mess im normal im not gonna cry because my parents fucking beat me and force feed me pills if i do I LOVE BEING FORCE FED IBUPROFEN I LOVE IT BEING FORCED DOWN MY THROAT