Sometimes I sit with the question,
"Do I regret it?
All that time.
All that heart.
All that me I gave you."
And you know what?
The answer never changes.
"NO!!!"
Because here's the thing,
you made me remember something I thought I'd lost.
I can still fall.
I can still care.
I can still hand someone my softest parts and not collapse.
And all those nights I cried?
Curled up, replaying everything?
I'm glad.
I'm glad I can still cry for someone.
I'm glad I can feel the vertigo, the highs, the whiplash,
the whole damn roller coaster.
So, thank you!
Not for the inconsistency.
Not for the hurt.
But for waking me back up.
And wherever your choices take you:
the good ones, the messy ones, the ones you'll never tell anyone about,
I hope they lead you straight into everything that life has to offer you.
Truly.
Malang,
6 April 2026














