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ok bye

ramble.

idk how long its been since i logged on but damn i used to love this blog sm. still got the shortcut on my mac n all :*

i think this will be my last ever post on this blog. it doesn't serve me in the way it once did. i no longer need an outlet or an escape from the world or some place to hide myself.

truthfully. i started this blog at a very low, anxious n depressed point of my life, it became somewhat of a 'lifeline' for me, the friends i made helped me get through da worst of the hardships of life n i will thank them for that forever n alwayss. love u guys fr.

idk what else to say other than thank you for following my lil blog and making me feel like i had a place i could exist and be my truest self, it really means a lot. i cant even begin to describe how much this blog felt like a safe haven when i was sat in my university accom feeling like i had no place to exist all because i was scared of taking up space and expressing myself.

love u... forever. take care of yourselves and each other ♡

How’s life looking for you? What are you doing?

not to be soppy... but life is beautiful right now.

currently in the process of buying my first home, stressful but incredibly exciting. i feel so lucky.

i applied to my dream job so many times, i finally got the role I wanted, i met someone who i am head over shoesssss for....

everything is happening for me exactly the way i once hoped it would.

Will you ever come back???

accidentally clicked the shortcut for this website on safari, came and weirdly enough this was the first ask i saw...

i last used this website like.... over a year ago, and i really didn't have any intentions of coming back. and i still really don't.

i'm so glad i met the people i did through this blog and i loved answering the asks but other than that i really just lost all enjoyment in it and it never came back.

maybe some day ill come back but most likely not.

will respond to some asks whilst im here :)

Have you changed a lot?

i guess i have...

theres just so much of my past self i dont resonate with at all anymore, i love him just the same though.

he was growing

he was doing his best

he fought hard to get me here.💗💭

WE MISS U - THE GC

MY LOVES!!!!! IM COMING TO SAY HI xxxxx

Whats been up? Give us the story of where you been?

nothings been up ;) forgot this website existed, dissertation writing is hard, life is stressful, had a lot to learn about myself / the world.

been on a little journey of self discovery, finding things i truly like and enjoy, the people i need to give my time to the most, getting out of the clouds a lil.

its been a lot of change and a lot to deal with but im happier than ive ever been in life, im surrounded with love, light and positivity.

xx

I forgot you existed haha

me too

hes back...... ?