am i glamorous?

all my friends tell me i should move on. i'm lying in the ocean, s i n g i n g your song. ah, that's how you sing it. loving you forever, can't be wrong. even though you're not here, won't move on. ah, that's how we play it. // and there's no remedy for memory your face is like a melody, it won't leave my head. your soul is hunting me and telling me. that everything is fine, but i wish i was dead independent original character. nsfw & triggering themes are likely. mun is 18+ and from the BST timezone. semi-selective.

[patracleeoarchive]

♡ HONEY , I ROSE UP FROM THE D E A D , I DO IT ALL THE TIME. I’VE GOT A LIST OF NAMES AND YOURS IS IN RED , UNDERLINED. I CHECK IT ONCE , THEN I CHECK IT TWICE , OH ! 

independent  and  semi-selective  assassin  original  character  as  loved  by  zara .  18+ ,  crossover  verses  available .  mature  themes  present.   BANG ,  BANG ! 

[dvrkestparadise-a]

thinking of remaking for a teen/young adult verse as i only really have muse for that anymore.

[heartbattled-a]

the air is beginning to feel stale, the four walls around her are starting to make her feel suffocated — closed in. it’s not a feeling that she enjoys, safe to say that much. being kidnapped and held hostage was not on her to do list, nor was it on her bucket list. time has become foreign to her, she has no idea how long she’s been in this cell. all she knows is that she gets food and she gets water. that’s all she knows. today, though, she’s going to make sure that that changes. when the little window opens to allow her food tray in, she puts her hand in the way. “hey—wait, where am i? how long have i been here?” she’s been screaming those very questions at the walls for what feels like forever and never received an answer, maybe this time it’d be different.

[dvrkestparadise-a]

there  was  a  time  where  she  would’ve  enjoyed  this;  the  kidnapping.  the  torture.   the  endless  hours  of  hearing  that  same  person  beg  over  and  over  through  screams  and  wails  and  soft  pleads  of  desperation,  demanding  to  know  where  they  were,  why  they  were  here,  and  what  they  had  to  do  to  escape.  but  the  game  was  no  longer   fun  to  her.  at  least,  not  while  the  victim  belonged  to  someone  else.  someone  bigger;  someone  who’s  paying  her  to  keep  them  here,  with  strict  instructions  on  how  to  ‘look  after’  them.  lola  doesn’t  take  much  of  an  interest  in  her  work  unless  it’s  personal.  and  in  this  case,  it  wasn’t.  all  she  knew  is  that  this  girl  had  pissed  off  some  big  guy,  and  that  she’s  going  to   get  a  nice  wedge  of  cash  for  keeping  an  eye  on  whoever  this  person  was.  and  at  the  end  of  the  day,  that’s  all  she  cared  about.

❝ you’re  home. ❞  lola  tells  her  bluntly,  rolling  her  eyes  as  she  tries  to  push  the  tray  through  the  hatch  again.  ❝ look,  do  you  want  this  shit  or  not?  because  i  really  couldn’t  care  any  less  if  you  starved  in  there. ❞   she  says,  despite  the  fact  that  she  knows  she  has  to  keep  the  other  person  alive.

[sunshinebarbiiie-a-deactivated2]

    ❝ IF I CUT EVERYONE IN MY LIFE WHO MADE A MISTAKE, I WOULDN’T HAVE ANYONE LEFT. ❞   

an  independent  serena  van  der  woodsen  roleplay  account  with  official  verses  for  riverdale  &  glee,  with  the  hope  to  write  in  as  many  other  fandoms  as  possible!  super  crossover  and  oc  friendly !  written  by  zara,  a  20+  year  old  mun.  promo   credit!

[sunshinebarbiiie-a-deactivated2]

    ❝ if  i  cut  everyone  in  my  life  who  made  a  mistake,  i  wouldn’t  have  anyone  left. ❞

[memesfromstuff]

*: ･ﾟ✧   interrogation starters.

feel free to change pronouns etc as needed.

CALM / QUESTIONING.

“ tell me, what happened?”

“ did you see anything?”

“ what do you remember?”

“ do you remember anything unusual?”

“ please, try to remember as much as you can.”

“ every detail is important.”

“ and what happened next?”

“ and what did you do when all this took place?”

“ what were you doing around __ am/pm?”

“ where were you around __ am/pm?”

“ can anyone verify that?”

“ was someone with you?”

“ and you had nothing to do with it?”

“ and you weren’t involved?”

“ did you see it happen?”

“ did you see who did it?”

“ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?”

CARING / UNDERSTANDING.

 “ you seem scared… is that why you don’t want to talk?”

“ did someone hurt you?”

“ it’s okay. you can tell me.”

“ you were just trying to defend yourself, weren’t you?”

“ we can take a break, if you want.”

“ everything will be okay, i promise. but you need to talk to me.”

“ it’s okay if you don’t want to talk about it. but it really would help if you did.”

SUSPICIOUS.

“ there is something you’re not telling me.”

“ i think you’re lying.”

“ you looked away just now when you said that. are you sure you’re telling the truth?”

“ except what you’re telling me doesn’t align with what we already know.”

“ seems to me like you know more than you’re letting in on.”

“ what aren’t you telling me?”

“ who are you trying to protect?”

“ so you really don’t know what any of it means? no clue at all?”

“ they must’ve told you more than that.”

“ you have to have seen more than that.”

“ and you want me to believe you don’t remember?”

“ and you want me to believe you had nothing to do with it?”

“ an accident? is that what you’re going with?”

DEMANDING.

“ i need you to tell me the truth.”

“ i need you to tell me what happened.”

“ i know you’re not telling me the truth.”

“ that doesn’t line up with the evidence. so… you wanna try that again?”

“ stop lying. i already know that’s not what happened.”

MAKING A DEAL / ASKING FOR HELP / DEMANDING HELP.

“ what do you want in exchange for this information?”

“ i’m listening…”

“ you’re coming with me.”

“ since you’re the only one who knows how to find them, i don’t really have a choice but to take you with me.”

“ fine. i’ll take you with me, but if you try anything…”

“ i can’t give you that. you know that.”

“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.”

“ okay. we have a deal.”

“ sorry. no deal.”

[sunshinebarbiiie-a-deactivated2]

    ❝ if  i  cut  everyone  in  my  life  who  made  a  mistake,  i  wouldn’t  have  anyone  left. ❞

[theinboxmemebook]

For every @ I get, I have to tag someone I love/look up to!

[dvrkestparadise-a]

*cough*  i’m  in  the  process  of  re-vamping  my  (crime-based)  serena  van  der  woodseen  account!  she’s  over  here  if  ya  wanna  take  a  look  @sunshinebarbiiie ;) 

[messrpt-blog1]

send me a ➹ and a fc ;; i'll create a character on the spot !!!

[robertseanleonard]

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@pormiculpa

[splattermemes-deactivated202007]

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Send in a symbol and I’ll:

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… : write a headcanon based on one of the aus in your verse page

^^ : go through your muse’s aesthetic tag and write a starter based on one of the posts

# : write a headcanon based on one of your side muses / npcs

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[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

Too Shy To Reach Out?

Send A Symbol To Explain Why We’re Not RPing Yet

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