a daydreamer's diary

babi - adult - i write and draw self-indulgent things

[dvrtrblhr]

I've never mentioned how I feel about people using/sharing my art, because I'm too lazy to do anything about most things. And people misusing my art will NEVER be a reason for me to stop sharing it. Anyway, if you LIKE my art, I'd appreciate if you kept these guidelines in mind:

My art isn't up for grabs to be turned into AI trash. Don't use my art for AI learning/creating AI 'art'.

You can use my art as profile pic, banner etc. I really don't mind. I actually find it cute. Please credit me though!

You can share my drawings in whichever place I don't post (I only post here and on instagram) ALWAYS with credit though! Please people, it's not that hard...

You cannot use or repost my commissioned art though. Because it involves other people who actually paid for it.

You can talk to me if you are not sure if it's ok to share something or how to share it! I promise I don't bite!

You can create something inspired by my works (just credit me!) I would like to see it though (mostly because I'm curious). (this does not apply to AI art as mentioned above. When I say 'create' I mean with your own hands/mind lol)

Never associate any of my works with bigoted views.

Don't associate my works with fandom discourse. Please, don't do that, not even in the tags. It makes me genuinely sad that people go out of their way to bash my favorite characters in the tags of my drawings...

My works cannot be used commercially (like, really, i had to fight someone about this on instagram once... i draw fanart for nintendo franchise mostly...)

Honestly, I'm too old and tired to reinforce any of this, but if you like my art, it makes sense to respect my wishes, no?

I hate policing people. It really bothers me that I even have to say all of this...

As always, thanks a lot to all of you who are super sweet and reblog my stuff and leave super cute comments! you're awesome and you are why the things above will NEVER be the reason for me to stop sharing my art!

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If you want to, I am forever willing more Ivy/Zelkov art into the world, or just Zelkov. Maybe drawing the master of "using creative pursuits to distract yourself from the horrors" will help.

(No matter what I hope you feel better.)

thank you!

(zelkov's skin tone is hard cause i usually go 100% warm for skin tones and i think i kinda did it with him...)

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I'd love to see casphardt or caspashe in your style, Caspar ships are just so rare these days 🥺

i like both, but this is the only time i've drawn either! it's an old drawing and i'd like to work on it some more eventually (and draw new pics too)

if this is familiar, it's because i've posted an earlier version before.

also, for anyone who anyone who sent me requests (or wants to), i'm only answering those which i already have drawn the subject matter (in other words, i have a wip lying around i never got to post). life is challenging lately, so I'm barely able to work on my own projects.

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For the October request would it be possible for you to sketch Lindhardt and Claude (platonic)? I always thought it was a tragedy that there was never any official interactions between Lindhardt and Claude. 100% subscribe to the belief that if Lindhardt ever figured out Claude's secret™ Claude would strongarm him into the Golden Deer XD they are the worst frenemies.

book exchange (11)

i imagine they always want to check out the same books, so claude keeps tailing linhardt around the library (which linhardt thinks it's 'a bother' but he lets it happens because it's easier).

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I redrew the lineart (from scratch) and refined the painting in this, so I think it deserves its own post. I like Xander's face a 1000% more now.

I'm still a bit bummed I was unable to finish my last fates game (my 3ds died :/)

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Cyril three houses! :>

my first time drawing him as a kid!

thanks everyone who sent me nice messages! today i'm feeling a little bit better. i hope i can make tomorrow an ok day too!

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Sorry if you’re not taking suggestions but I want to see Cyril in your style (I LOVE YOUR STYLE SO MUCH BTW)

thank you! i'm actually not taking suggestions/requests right now, but I had this wip of cyril lying around, so there he is!

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heyo, i'm here to gently place down my request/suggestion for sylvain/ashe! :3 thank you for the chance and i hope you're feeling better soon!

maybe this is too soft lol

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(13) among flowers

also an instagram request (post time-skip ashe was what was asked).

again, i'm not receiving new requests! i mean, you can try, but you'll probably be ignored by this point (not to be mean, but i already received A LOT of suggestions! thanks for your support! it means the world to me!)

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May I perchance request an Ashe and Yuri? (romantic duo) 👀✨

(not a) fairy tale romance (10)

i like the idea of ashe using the books he reads as a guideline for courtship while yuri finds it annoying/tacky/adorable/actually he likes it a lot :p

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another freckled boy

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If you could draw shio art of Cherche and Lon'qu that would be great!

No worries if my ask isn't picked the weekend doodles

"...Huh? Lon'qu? What are you doing with my hand?"

"We'll be standing here all day if I don't take the initiative. Does it displease you when I hold your hand like this?"

i never s-supported them, i think, but i do like their supports as they bring some closure to lon'qu's past. also, i love cherche.

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Every time you draw dimiclaude you add like ten years to my lifespan ily!!! Please let me live forever

here, have 10 more years :) i don't think i'll stop drawings any time soon! (also, thanks ❤️)

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2. kaze and saizo

this one was a pencil sketch turned into a digital painting! it's also these guys birthday (i almost couldn't make it)!

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i started this because i wanted to paint a certain kind of face and i thought kjelle would fit nicely. then i touched it up for her birthday :p

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i couldn't skip dorothea's birthday as she's definitely one of my favs :) i feel like this is a portrait that was painted post game after dorothea has her happy ending.

this is a somewhat study (i kinda went my own way at some point) of "albaydé" by alexandre cabanel.

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If I could request...your mean Dimiclaude 🙇‍♀️

“The day I see you as a weak victim is the day I lose. I won't make that mistake.”

i love this au though i didn't have much time or inspiration to work on it! dmcl playing dangerous mind games my beloved ❤