The words sunk in, settling beside the repertoire of warnings and resentment, and the muscles beneath his skin become rigid, conforming to his solemn visage. His power is destructive, that was the reality, and he could not escape from the consequences that would follow his immature missteps. “I know.” Wonwoo replied, grave and sincere – he couldn’t fathom crying at the boy’s death (he wouldn’t say this though, believing it would only needlessly provoke him), but he would carry the weight of judgement on his shoulders.
He had thought himself prepared to honor such burdens – but was he? Wonwoo curled his quivering fingers into the palm of his hands, soothing the agitated nerves, unsure as to why his body was reacting this way. Beneath the brief shudders he felt only light pulsations of caution.
Even a bitter apologize wasn’t necessary, although it did bring those annoying, weakened fingers of his to a rest. Or was it shock? He blinked two, three, times as the tiny pieces of a puzzle came together, snapping into a plain picture that said ‘Lee Jihoon does not say words like sorry’ subscripted with the warning ’‘you’re in the damn twilight zone, this is dangerous world you’ve gotten yourself into, idiot’. If the other students didn’t like to gossip so much then maybe Wonwoo would have been wary of Jihoon deciding to transform him into a gold statue, and he shifted his weight to his left side, unsure what to do with a ‘sorry’ from The Infamous Lee Jihoon.
Luckily the other boy began speaking again, filling the silence with more than a few words, including an offer to sit on the bed beside him. That was weird, this entire situation had turned into the realm of the unexpected, and his shoulders slumped, as if in submission to the wiles of a complicated universe. “It’s not a bribe. It’s just better than whatever they’re trying to get you to eat here.” His usual monotone hardly wavered, but he became somewhat relaxed, but not to the point where he was jumping to be in close proximity with someone he had accidentally injured, no matter how illogical it was to think he would suddenly combust and take the other with him to the afterlife.
Instead of sitting down he attempted to steer attention away and ended up digging a deeper hole for himself, rather than paving a pathway to disappear from this place and keep away from all living things for the next week…or month…or lifetime. “Do you need anything? Like a textbook? Lest you drive yourself mad with boredom?” In complete seriousness he asked this, mind full of schoolwork and essays, and Wonwoo took a step back, ready to go fetch whatever it is Jihoon may need in this medical prison he had put him in.