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Back home in Sydney and all I’ve got going for me is my pup Maggie. She’s there for me when I come home from the doctors and when I’m too sick to get out of bed. Lately I’ve been finding it to be quite reoccurring. I hate waking up. I hate talking with others, I hate existing. I’m waisting air and I feel like I’ve become that burden on others…. I don’t know what to do I’m literally dying on the inside and now I’m just mentally fading along. I don’t know where my friends are but they don’t seem to be around when I need them… And I needed them. Oh well I’m not gonna be mad at them for it I’m just going to distance myself.

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I'm not feeling well ... To the point where I can't hide it Maybe I should start taking some of my meds :/ Who cares though

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I’m done trying to chat with you. Seems I’m more of a nuisance than anything. I just thought things were in a different light coming from you… Oh well, I guess I was wrong.

I should’ve learned by now. Expect the worst so when something great happens, it actually fucking means something.

This is why I stand by my main form: I don’t like you, unless you give me a reason… Probably a bad way to live my life but it’s the only way I won’t get fucked over

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what’s the point of doing anything. No one give a shit; no one cares about anyone. They’re all fake and I’m just smoking my way by just as fake. I act like I’m okay but really I’m just waiting to die. I’ve hit the point where I don’t even want to fuck around with anyone. My music is meaningless to me … And I’m down at my worst

lol someone put me out of my misery please and thank you

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lol fuck you

I’m tired of giving a shit

#rb;#et all basically