Musings of a Disturbing Mind

@dying-on-the-outside

I am an 23 year old guy from Perth with major depression. I love reading, watching films, TV series and occasionally even writing. I always appreciate people asking me questions, even if I answer late or without much evident enthusiasm. It's just the way I am. I'm not sure what else to say about myself, so I guess I'll stop talking here.

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i miss you

I can’t imagine why… nor could I imagine who would even say this :s

I don’t know what I’m doing back here… I thought I was gone for good. It’s always a shame when you have something you want to share but no one to share it with 😕

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I am literally the only one in this cinema. Nothing like it if you want to be reminded of how lonely you really are…

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Correction: one more person wandered in just before the movie started 😕

I am literally the only one in this cinema. Nothing like it if you want to be reminded of how lonely you really are…

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Getting the machine into a state where it will give us worthwhile results has been one of the longest and most frustrating endeavours of my life; what with my horrendous sleeping pattern; the physical isolation of the lab itself (being in the bottom corner of the building); and the ambient sense of hopelessness that accompanies my depression (which, to be honest, probably contributes to my not wanting to leave the house until noon). But I tell you what - watching the lilac-pink glowing plasma shoot through our discharge tube really shows me how beautiful chemistry can be, and helps me feel like I’m finally making some progress!