dyssomniac.

The darkness is a world lit by itself. D. O. 930112 Main Vocalist of EXO from SM Entertainment 디오 || #12 || 사랑하자 ?

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@hyvnakim replied to your post: Hi, I'm your biggest fan.

( / despite the commotion that surrounded them, hyuna remained graceful and posed. donning a long red silk dress, she blended in well with the classy atmosphere of the movie promotion event despite not being an actress herself. she was often invited to events like these and this was the first time she’d met fellow idol kyungsoo at one—or at anything beyond music related work, really. she had a knack for breaking the ice and her ‘biggest fan’ line was one she’d use regularly. ) 

  You were great in the trailer! Though… you do seem a bit stiff right now. ( / she commented on his rehearsed line with a small smile on her face. ) Mm, don’t I get an obligatory free movie ticket to the premiere? With a seat near one of my hoobaes? ( / she meant him, of course, but didn’t want to come off too forward. she just wanted to be that supportive noona/sunbae for him. she noticed him being called by someone. ) Ah, don’t let me keep you for too long though. I know you must be busy.

...A seat? ( /  in spite of knowing the answer to his own question, his index finger pokes the middle of his thistle bow tie as he pointed at himself. ) W-With me? ( / in his head, he had already figured out how many tickets he was going to reserve: 8 for his members, 3 for his family, 1 for his manager, and 3 for whomever would be available among his clique of actors. his other friends had insisted on watching in the local theaters around the city, so he didn't mind leaving them out for the premiere. but since not all of the members have given assurance on their attendance to his movie's premiere (neither did they ever become complete in such events because of clashing schedules), he figured saving one slot for his sunbae wouldn't be so bad. sehun might have to interrogate him about this interaction between them later. ) 

Sure, noona. I'll reserve a good seat for you. ( / two pairs of arms kept waving on hyuna's background and his eyes restrained themselves from paying any attention to them. he gave an apologetic smile as he nodded, then pulled out his phone from his the deep pocket of his slacks. ) Perhaps I could.. give you a call? Once the reservations have been finalized? One more sunbae to cheer me on wouldn’t hurt. Plus, there's free-flowing cocktails before and after the event. I'll make sure it's worth your time.

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Hi, I'm your biggest fan.

(`about a hundred guests flooded the room and he made it a point to be invisible for most parts. but there was a voice calling out beside him amidst the smooth transition on the pressing of soft keys from the grand piano at the background. his head turns, keeping both of his hands on his sides.) Oh, noonaー (`it was none other than kim hyuna from cube entertainment. he bows without thinking twice, oblivious to the irate stares from being the cause of the interrupted flow of traffic for the people around them in the room. he was always one to show respect towards his seniors, even from other companies, so it was an absolute must in his book that her greeting isn’t overlooked.) …Thank you! 

(`speechless, he felt his tongue tied on what to say because this was completely unprecedented.) I hope I didn’t look so stiff in the trailer..? Did I? (`one of his co-stars waved at him so his attention was now slightly divided, but with the bigger chunk of it towards hyuna. he cleared his throat, going on with his rehearsed lines in raising the upcoming movie’s hype.) It’ll be released on the 30th of November, noona. Please support the movie! The whole team worked hard for it.

[theliteraryjournals]

Certain kinds of knowledge rob people of their sleep.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[fydokyungsoo]

[wordsnquotes]

Sometimes I feel like I’m sleepwalking through life— my hopes and dreams slowly fading away with every step.

Michael Faudet (via wordsnquotes)

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Tagged by: zngxyixing Tagging: Eh. Too lazy.

Name: Do Kyungsoo // D.O. Nickname: Pororo, Dyo, D dot O dot. Height: 173 cm. Relationship status: Single. Birthday: 12th of January, 1993. Favourite colour: Black. Favourite singer/band: Boyz II Men. Last song listened: 꺼내 먹어요 - Zion.T Last movie watched: Inside Out. Favourite book: Love & Misadventure by Lang Leav. Alarm clock sound: Alarm, blasted really hard off the iPhone. Currently reading: Currently looking for a copy of Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami. # Of siblings: One older brother, Seungsoo. # Of pets: I have 8 of them at the dorm. I’m kidding. None. Best school subject: Music, but I like Phonetics. It was a nice course. Cell phone type: iPhone 5, black and slate. Current shirt colour: Black. Day or Night: Night.  Summer or winter: Winter. Most visited website: Google. Celebrity crushes: I like women who are kind and simple. Ones with great vocals are a plus. That, I can tell. And women who look like Kim Sohyun, my cast member, look like my old schoolmate whom I’ve liked in the past.

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Joohyun just merely chuckled at this action, smiling in the slightest. Truthfully, it may have been just slightly awkward, but she was at least happy that she was warming up too him. Though, upon seeing the others smile, she couldn’t help it but let it affect hers. “Mm! That!” She nodded fervently, now laying her chin a top of the back lining of the couch, eyes fixated on his hair. A sly grin crept its way to her lips, trying so endearingly to not let out a chuckle. “Aaah.. I see…” Gel. She could have sworn that the amount of gel in his hair would be condemned as a sin if it could be–there was just waaay too much on his head. “Aaaaani!” She exclaimed, holding up one hand–her index being held up. “Cemented hair was the fashion in the early years of SM, Kyungsoo.” She gives off a laugh as she recalls TVXQ’s and SuJu’s early years. “You wouldn’t exactly be fired…just a little outdated.” 

He could see that grin creeping up those lipstick-stained lips and he couldn’t help but mirror it with his own, forming that cheesy look with his eyes turning into crescents. It distracted him for a moment but soon enough, his face fell as he tried to smooth out the tips. They were too rock solid to be tamed with a sprinkle of water from the sink. “I’d say I’m outdated and a perfect example of an old soul trapped in a young man’s body, but I swear--” With a frantic expression, he faces her while grabbing the container of what seemed to be the hair gel he was putting on. “It’s.. It’s..” He couldn’t say it, but he lets the container’s label speak for itself as he shoved it right in front of her. Super glue. He didn’t where or how that thing arrived near the vanity kits. There were no words on his mind aside from the one slipping off his lips repeatedly, going to a complete blank as his eyes rested on Joohyun’s a subtle call for help. “Shit, shit, shit, shit..”

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[/she notices his constant fidgeting, which stands in contrast with her laid-back demeanor. eyeing him with some confusion, she’s unable to understand a reason behind the agitation and in the end she decides not to make too much of it] …Obvious attire? [/she can only imagine what he means by that but it’s enough to make her cringe. regardless, she’s glad to hear he was able to sort the whole situation out]

Anyway, at least your car radio’s been rescued, right? You’re lucky they didn’t steal anything else either. Not to downplay the situation or anything, but it could’ve been a lot worse. It’s always shocking how people can harass their favorite idols like that yet still have the nerve to call themselves fans. I remember this one time— [/there’s a sudden pause in her words and she blinks hard with a sour expression. she wrinkles her nose, shaking her head rapidly] Ah, not cool. Never mind. 

Thank you.. for your concern towards my car radio. I assume you can’t drive away in silence too huh, noona? (`he smiles, nudging her side gently) I think it’s flattering to have hardcore fans, but not to the point where they’d harass me.. I think I’d probably be less open during interviews and punish them with my silence. Or better yet, I’ll sue that person without letting the press know about it right away. 

Truth be told, I don’t like being under the spotlight that often-- (`a soft laugh comes out of him with how ironic he sounded given that they’re both idols, which guaranteed a life under the magnified lens of the public eye. but it was true, no matter how weird it may have sounded. he still felt the discomfort and somewhat uneasiness to reveal everything about himself, with his careful choice of words in interviews and such.) Wait- (`with your cut off sentence, his curiosity peaked and he had to lean in to show interest in it before waving a hand of dismissal) ..No, no- Go ahead. I want to know-

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He chuckled quietly, always amused at Kyungsoo’s eagerness, spooning a little extra before handing over the cheese and grater over him. He understood why Kyungsoo was always picked on. He was shorter, despite being older than some of the boys and he had childlike features. But despite all that, he definitely was one of the mature ones, knowledgeable about life and social situations. He was the unexpected types. Mature, but also young at heart. “Aigoo, Suho hyung and Soojung. They’re cute aren’t they?” He always found it adorable when fans would shit labelmates together. “Are you sure it’s safe to leave Chen, Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Kai, and Sehun alone at home without you or one of the hyungs there…we might not have a dorm when you get back,” he laughed, sitting down across from Kyungsoo, spooning himself some food as well.

“Soojung and Suho are like.. really childish playmates. Suho hyung’s close to the Jung sisters so I didn’t expect anything less.” He says matter-of-factly, stretching his hands up to fix the sleeves of his shirt. This was a preparation for the meal, considering how he wanted to enjoy his food as much as he could, even shamelessly dealing with the messes that came with it. Whenever he ate spaghetti, he would leave the dining table with a very clean plate. “I think they’ll be fine-- And besides, the managers are there. Sehun’s also been picked up by Donghae hyung to go buy him some bubble tea or something. Aish.. I should probably call Insung hyung for some free food too, huh?”

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Stress wasn’t just a mood for her these days, it had become a life style. All she ever did was fast walking from job to uni to job to whatever social gathering she had, sleep, repeat. She enjoyed both of her jobs and studying a lot, it was just the time in between, or lack there of, which she hated. She wasn’t actually angry at the young man, understanding that both of them were at fault in this situation, but all this bottled up frustration just found a way out.  “Do I look like a convenience store to you? Why would I carry wet wipes with me?”

“Stop whining about your iphone, jeez. It will be cleaned up in no time, I however have no time to get anything else to eat so I will have to starve until the end of my shift.” There was no slacking off working as a waitress in the Imperial Palace- and she especially had to prove herself as hard working. Once she got her masters degree she would try to get into the hotel’s finance department. She had different conversations about it before and as an insider she would have a much higher chance to make it through the first few cuts. Wait, was that some cheese on her pumps? The grey Manolo’s she bought on her 20th birthday? Gosh, today was the absolute worst. “My shoes! Oh my god my shoes! What have you done?”

She looked around and noticed the seven eleven store across the street. “You’re totally paying for the tissues.” She said as she picked up the male’s phone and started making her way to the seven eleven, taking quick steps on the high heels. 

By then, Kyungsoo’s brow cocked up in annoyance over the other’s sudden breach in temper. Why was she creating such a fuss over food? It could easily be compensated with a fresh serving. Again, it struck a nerve when she told him he was whining. Was he? Was he being too overly dramatic over his phone, which was clearly still fully functional when it lit up from a text message received? Either way, it irritated him considering that he was running late for a meet-up he’s been looking forward to for a long time. 

The big stain over her shoes were hard to ignore and the commotion it caused to all the other people walking along their path, straying from their straight-line walk to avoid them, the big obstruction to the flow of traffic. Though he was apologetic, he couldn’t help but keep his chin up along with his pride. “Fine, fine!” He says as he prepared to grab the wallet from his pocket, following her around then purchases the first box of tissues he could find from the counter. “Er- You might want to-” With a scoff, he takes a pack of wet wipes and waves it in the air to show the man behind the cashier. There was a stain even on her clothes, which looked like a uniform of some sort. He opened the pack right away and pulled one piece, offering it towards the aggravated woman who just kept staring at him. “Here. You need it more than I do,” he says while shoving it towards her hand before resuming to wipe over his phone’s screen.

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“But I’m hungry! Why can’t dinner be now?”

Her complaint was true, though – all this food talk was enough to make her stomach grumble. It was unusual for her to sound so bratty, but then again, it was also rare for her to say such suggestive things.

“Oh, I disagree. You look too good – it’s a shame I can’t have you.” She feigns a pout while whining, wondering how long their racy exchange would last. Although she merely responded to the pun with a groan, she was laughing on the inside. She wouldn’t admit it, but the way he came up with those things amazed her. With a soft grin, the short girl stood on her toes so he wouldn’t get in her way, and gave him a light nudge. “Eggscuse you!”  

Another pun. She rolled her eyes, though the grin wouldn’t leave her lips. Really, it left her in awe. Judging by the way he was able to move around with ease, her bulky costume seemed to be more of a challenge than his was. Even though she loved it, part of her was just itching to take it off. She gazed up at the phone and made a peace sign, striking a cute pose. “Say cheese!” 

Now, he was getting embarrassed that he found the courage to actually have off-color jokes with his senior. Mentally, he reminded himself to have that certain boundary up once again, knowing how his words could easily be misinterpreted if he went too far. There was an air of professionalism whenever he encountered Taeyeon though she was at an entertaining level of playful; he wanted to emulate that, in a way that he reduced his words and be more of a man of actions. With his hand up, he pressed on the button and took a dozen photos at once, even while she was talking. 

“Mozzarella! Nacho! Cheddar~” Before she could spew anything with his lame joke, he went ahead of himself with giving her a look. “Cheese- So I- They’re all types of cheese, right-”

The photos showed up in the gallery instantly after a few seconds of loading, seeing the series of photos with their wacky facial expressions minimized in small boxes. Surely, there were at least four candid photos of them, and maybe some where they were blinking. “Shall I send these to you? Wait, no-” He flips the phone and tilts his head, looking at the unfamiliar casing. It was hers, not his. “This is yours, so.. You send it to me,” he mumbles before smiling. “Should I help you pull that zipper down this time? Or could you manage all by yourself? It was more difficult awhile ago in pulling up, I think.”

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“Call me baby~” She chuckled, merely because it grew into a habit of her then made a mental note to call him by his name and nothing else; it just something that was a habit of hers. She didn’t know how to exactly stop with formalities–but all she had to do was…try right? “Thank you–But no, Kyungsoo-ssi, that’s not what I’m talking about.” Dang it, she mentally cursed and held onto her fist, trying again. “Kyungsoo-s—-” The girl cut herself off and took a few moments to rewind and started again, once more. “Kyungsoo, your hair.” She made a bigger emphasis and pointed towards him–then her hair. “Why all the gel? Do you really need that much? You could practically hurt someone if you poked a person hard enough with your hair.” She jokes. 

To satisfy her humor, he does the few hand motions for the dance of Call Me Baby whilst sitting, chuckling softly. He would often do that with his close friends, and now he does that to her, in the hopes of having her comfortable around him. It wouldn’t be good if they continued to act so formal despite their now frequent meetings in the agency. “Ah-” He smiles when she finally felt the courage to call him by his name, yet his brows slightly furrow with the mention of his hair. What about his hair? His hand shot up, with the memory slowly coming back to him, recalling what he was so busy about a few moments ago. “Ah! This!” He shows her his hands, looking down bashfully at his innocent mistake. “Well, I, uh.. I kind of squeezed the bottle of hair gel too much and decided to work on it despite that. Hence--” The spiky part stays upward when he poked it. “The cemented hair. I think this look would have me fired off SM.”

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[/she backs away a few steps to give him whatever privacy he may have needed to make the call, wringing her hands while she waits. she glances at him every so often just to make sure everything is okay and that there hasn’t been yet another mishap. once he returns, she takes the phone back in her hands, shaking her head] I’m not going to kill you or tell anyone anything. Don’t worry! It really isn’t a big deal. No lives were lost.

[/she looks through her phone and blinks hard as she reads over any new messages, then puts it back in her pocket] My mom wants to know where I am, where I was last night, who I’m with… Isn’t that funny? I’m almost thirty yet she still hasn’t completely let me off the hook. And by funny, I mean strange. Oh well. [/with a chuckle, she simply shrugs before changing the topic] Anyway, how did that call go? Everything’s good? [/her lips curve into a smile and she tilts her head, a brow raised]

(`he listens attentively, nodding his head like a bobble head yet, inching closer to her now that he’s assured that his life was spared. as she scrolled through her phone, he swings back and forth on his heel then on his toes while waiting. the air felt awkward around him just standing there, so he kept himself busy by fidgeting with his hands and on the hem of his jacket.) 

Your.. mom? (`a brow cocks up as he lets out a snicker, clearing his throat up to sound serious again) Um, well-- Maybe your mother was just concerned. These days, there’s no place and time to be complacent-- But it is quite strange. (`his lips curve to a small grin, showing a thumbs up.) Yep. I think the police got a hold of the car already. My car radio’s safe and the sasaeng fan was caught red-handed because of her.. obvious attire. (`he recalls the manager’s description of the culprit, with the woman’s head clad with a ski-mask and her outfit completely black. she had the emblem of his “power” on the sleeve like a crazed fan and denied everything though the security cameras along the street caught everything.)

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fill in these things about you

name: Do Kyungsoo // D. O.

birthday: 12th of January, 1993.

Height: 173 cm.

eye color: Dark brown.

hair color: Naturally black, currently black too.

a random fact about you: I think Pororo's nice. The show and the drinks they sell at the grocery.

favorite band: Does it count that I like EXO? Boyz II Men is nice too though. That counts as a band, right?

favorite song: Billionaire by Travie McCoy ft. Bruno Mars.

favorite food: Spaghetti.

favorite season: Winter.

favorite animal: Penguins.

favorite movie: Hm? Maybe fantasy movies.

are you currently in a relationship?: No.

anything you need to work on?: I'm constantly trying to improve my acting at the moment, but dancing is something I have to work on as well.

do you prefer someone shorter or taller?: Shorter. We need to be closer to hell with this height.

dark hair or light hair?: Either.

smart or attractive?: Both.

is creativity attractive?: Definitely.

do you care how much money they have?: Not really. Something realistic and statistically possible to raise a family. Okay, what- I did not just talk about family there- Shh.

your last phone call: Manager hyung.

your last text: Chanyeol.

the last thing you drank: Water.

the last song you listened to: Ordinary People by John Legend.

the last movie you watched: Kingsman: The Secret Service.

do you play any instruments?: Not exactly.

what are your pets’ names?: None.

your favorite board game: Uh.. we could go with playing chess.

a random childhood memory: My parents used to take me to the competitions I would join by an impulse.

place you would like to visit: I want to roam through the streets of New York when we get a vacation someday.

your favorite color to wear: Black. Always.

[termsofcowardice]

twenty one pilots Sentence Starters

Mixed starters of fluff and angst 

“I know you’re not a liar”

“I feel my conscience wearing thin”

“I don’t want your way, I want mine”

“Heaven forbid they see you cry”

“Follow me instead”

“Please don’t take your life away from me”

“I know I haven’t been the best of sons”

“I’ll take the grave”

“Nothing kills a man faster than his own head”

“I think you would beat the moon in a pretty contest”

“You don’t have much time to make your slits look just right”

“We’re driving toward the morning sun. Where all your blood is washed away. And all you did will be undone.”

“Please tell them you have no plans for me”

“Does it bother anyone else that someone else has your name?”

“I am supposed to be King of a kingdom”

“We all know somebody who knows somebody who’s doing great”

“Empathy might be on the brink of extinction”

“I will make you believe you are lovely”

“Sundays are my suicide days”

“Will you buy me a house of gold?”

“I kind of like it when I make you cry,”

“But tonight I’ll need you to stay.”

“Stay alive for me.”

“Our brains are sick but that’s okay”

“It’s just right now I got a really crazy mind to clean.”

“I care what you think.”

““I’d die for you,” that’s easy to say”  

““I’d live for you,” that’s hard to do”

“Sometimes you gotta bleed to know, that you’re alive and have a soul”

“I know a thing or two about pain and darkness”

“ I’m best friends with my doubt “

“I want the markings made on my skin, to mean something to me again”

“ I wanted to be a better brother, better son”

“ I used to say, “I want to die before I’m old, “ But because of you I might think twice. “

“You don’t know my brain the way you know my name”

“Just because I play the piano, doesn’t mean I am not willing to take you down”

“I’ve got two faces, Blurry’s the one I’m not, I need your help to take him out”

“ I need your help to take him out “

“Leave me with the razor”

[hun-a]

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