Eleanor

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[paper-wounds]

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[lacedcherrie]

[e1ean0rp1e]

my w3ight is my enemy

[svmvnthasworld]

before I got tumblr and made this blog, I felt so crazy about my thoughts, and then I saw that there’s people crazier than me on here

[dyinglily]

[dyinglily]

[e1ean0rp1e]

crash out was heavy today but at least we feel pretty with puffy eyes I guess

[e1ean0rp1e]

a little vent :"

don't feel anywhere at home and kinda don't have any purpose in life, it's bothering me for actually quite a while

[yogurt9irl]

[e1ean0rp1e]

thinking about posting here every single thing I ate w ca1s hmmm

somehow the more depressed I get the more I put on w31ght :((

[e1ean0rp1e]

soooo things went down, got my period and feel like sh1t✨️

when it ends gonna (FINALLY!!@$) lock in💆🏼‍♀️

speaking of the locking in:

- posting what i 3at

- c41s count

- how much I burnt from doing sports :p

looking forward fellas🧚🏼‍♀️

[starvingbbygrl]

i have one month to get skinny before college 🎀

[luigiangel50]

I just wanna look like the pretty girls

[bougie-bitch]

Please wear all your "good clothes" this year. The occasion is you.

[yabigfatdonkey]

Incredibly accurate meme from edtwt

[milkyynovaa]

ED MEDIA LIST

comment or message (@milkyynovaa) suggestions, i’ll add them on!

lmk if the links don’t work, i’ll remove them

TV SHOWS:

* Skins (all eps posted on Skins official yt channel)

* Red Band Society (eps 2 onwards on yt)

* supers!ze vs supersknny (yt)

* my 600£ life

* secret eaters (yt)

* everything now (netflix)

* tiny pretty things (netflix)

* Insatiable

MOVIES:

* To the bone

* Girl, Interrupted

* cyberbully - https://youtu.be/Zy8fwAunoOosi=w5XbVbCNRMv7xT6U

* thnspration - https://link.tubi.tv/ErFF17FlhKb

* Little miss perfect

* ⭐️ving in suburbia

* Sharing the Secret

* My Sk!nny Sister (yt)

* Taste of Emptiness (yt)

BOOKS:

* Wintergirls - audiobook on yt https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLIU3coSjbt2wLUdgpc0mxj4QQ5hHZzoJk&si=T-BLS_i4SAa31u0T

* Paperweight (Meg Haston)

* I’ll eat when i’m dead (Barbara Bourland)

* Empty: A Memoir (Susan Burton)

* I’m Glad My Mom D!ed (Jeanette McCurdy)

* If You Don't Like This, I Will D!e: An Influencer Memoir (Lee Tilghman)

* Hunger: A Memoir of (My) Body (Roxane Gay)

* Wasted (Marya Hornbacher)

* skíññŷ - ibi kaslik

* the same stupid socks - ao3

* the chic díěț - Kit Olsen

YT VIDS:

* sometimes i dream i’m flying: https://youtu.be/nuOtBdghrjY?si=zusLwLS8oBDk06RC

* the ten year old who refuses to eat: https://youtu.be/jMa-IqG6mRc?si=UFlnDSCLivCygpez

* nervosa: https://youtu.be/xLOStatiX48?si=95vWdqYTP6NFwMKF

* amfg videos: https://youtube.com/@amfgvideos2517?si=Rg_oo3rL3sF9yCvm

* Superstar: The Karen Carpenter Story Source: YouTube https://share.google/pKKywSeEQlfgcd8kR

* Self Portrait https://video.alexanderstreet.com/watch/self-portrait-2

* taste of em https://youtu.be/IxWOLGQ4saY?is=-6GF7mv0RBfJB1lD

[vivisfoodblogg]

My personal favourite workout videos ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･.

(and how often i do them)

- | once every day | momomi

- | once every day | momomi

- | once every day | momomi

- | every other day | Hailey C.

- | every other day | Hailey C.

+ | once or twice a week | le sserafim workout

- 100 jumping jacks

- 100 burpees

- 2 sets of 10 jump squats

- Plank crawl for the duration of a song

- 2 sets of 10 up and down planks

- 2 sets of 10 plank twists

- 3 sets of 25 crunches

[e1ean0rp1e]

thinking about posting here every single thing I ate w ca1s hmmm

somehow the more depressed I get the more I put on w31ght :((