earlgreyskies

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[greyoflight]

“The CAUSE OF DEATH was as follows: Exhaustion of Melancholia”

(1923 death certificate from New Brunswick, Canada)

[sugared-violetts]

does anyone know how to go to sleep

[afterrr-hourrssss]

i am a lazy texter unless i like you

[vamptits]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to disappear at sea

[bone-sawz]

have u ever felt so insanely lonely that you just feel nothing at all.

[wantedittobeyou]

always.

[coolstorybrahhh]

when little miss “i can do it myself” meets mr “sit down"

[manincaffeine]

I was gonna run my fingers through your hair but whatever.

[thepersonalquotes]

Thank god i have tumblr, at least i can talk to myself.

[gaycunt420]

one thing about me is that i will go on your blog and look around

[cosmogenous]

i forget that other ppl can see this blog sometimes

[velvet-lover]

sliding my cold hands under ur shirt if that’s ok

[achillesinhighheels]

nobody in the entire world has ever known what to do with me

[mrsterlingeverything]

Mutuals can unscrew my panels and see my terrible cable management

[astriloquum]

[earlgreyskies]

therefore I'm not being punished? clearly not

[existential-celestial]

“I’m not doing awfully well but I’m trying very, very, very hard,”

— Anne Sexton, from a letter to Florence Ehrhardt, c. February 1974

[girlinlondon]

“I want to be a poet, and I am working to make myself a seer: you will not understand this, and I don’t know how to explain it to you. It is a questioning of reaching the unknown by the derangement of all the senses. The sufferings are enormous, but one has to be strong, one has to be born a poet, and I know I am a poet.”

— Arthur Rimbaud (via girlinlondon)

[seaphine]

I can always handle everything on my own but I melt when someone takes care of me and completely turns off my survival mode.