Easy come, Easy go

Cindy | Brussels | 1998

[lost-papergirl]

You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive

[confessions-of-a-cuttingfreak]

“Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure, coupled with no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hating socializing. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s feeling everything at once, yet being paralyzingly numb.”

—

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[nitrogen]

By Moisés Mahiques

[oliveramili]

[no-words3]

Do you ever feel like your friends don’t actually like you. They don’t like being around you?

Like every time you speak they just sigh and tune you out, or interrupt you because nothing you were saying has any worth?

Do you feel as if, even now, they are trying to slowly detach from you, cut of all ties and end your "friendship"

Like you have become that one person that no one really likes, they just tolerate you?

Yeah.......me too

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[to-be-far-away-deactivated20171]

[anoniemus]

Het is weer zo’n nacht dat ik alleen maar aan het janken ben en aan alles denk wat er mis in het leven en waarom ik nou verdomme niet een keer gelukkig kan zijn

[verdronken-in-woorden]

“Soms voelt het alsof het enige wat ik kan doen is toekijken, toekijken hoe het leven van anderen verdergaat en dat van mij stilstaat”

— Over mijn depressie (29/30/2016)

[mizakeuchiha-blog]

[hatin]

I have never been as anxious about my life or my future as i am right now, i really don’t know what the fuck i’m going to do and it’s fucking killing me 

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[easycomeeasygo098]

[oceannn-eyes]

I had my shit together for like 3 days once

[ochtendstorm]

Ik ben bang dat ik de mensen rond mij en de toekomstige mensen in mijn leven te kort doe wanneer ik mij (langere tijd) niet goed voel. Het voelt alsof ik verder zou moeten staan, alsof het sneller zou moeten gaan. (Anders verdien ik geen liefde.)