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They got me again. Took time off to get better but here we are.

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SW : 115kg

CW: 65kg

CW:63kg

GW: 60kg

UGW: 50KG

#edbutnotsheeran #💡as a 🪶#💡 as a feather

He keeps asking when I’m going to work out again. I got better for a little I guess. Not anymore. If he wants me he wants me thin. So I’ll be thin. Any tips would be so appreciated as I’ve gained my gut back

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia #hungry🐛#th1nps0

I r3laps3d after 455 days. I had no emotion. Wasn’t crying like the last time. It just happened. I know it’s just a number but it’s the longest I’ve been without the crutch of pain. Not sure why I’m sharing this here, I guess it’s because I have no ones to talk to about it. And this is the space that is judgement free.

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia #hungry🐛#th1nps0

Managed to keep under 1000c4l3 today even with dinner being pizza. The lock in fairy is with me

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia #hungry🐛#th1nps0

Got kicked out. Great excuse to cut down

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So. I collect tights, fun colourful ones and ones with patterns. My mum went out and got me some tights today which made me really happy. But she got them in a large- I don’t know whether it was a genuine mistake or she thinks I’m getting bigger. I don’t know it just made me want to lock in even more.

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia #hungry🐛#💡as a 🪶#th1nps0

Festive season over. Gained. Time to lock in. This time no r3laps1ng.

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia #hungry🐛#💡as a 🪶#th1nps0

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I don’t know whether this a me thing but whenever I feel like I want to binge I will watch food ASMR like there’s no tomorrow. My FYP is ruined.

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I’ve moved in with my parents and I’ve gained. Need to lock in but it’s so difficult with my work. I literally don’t leave the house and don’t have time to work out. I try and then I end up being busy.

I’m not having enough cals to gain. I should just be staying the same. What is happening to me

#💡 as a feather #💡as a 🪶#th1ghspø #4n0🦖ia

So the October cannon even happened. 4 years for nothing. Locked in without thinking about it. She always wins

#💡 as a feather #th1ghspø

So new job means I work from home.

Gained weight

Might push up some daisies.

#💡 as a feather #💡as a 🪶

First day at my new job tomorrow. 6am start. Might €ut and break my streak to keep myself humble yaknow?

#💡 as a feather #$h vent