don't make a fuss

they can see everything i do i cannot interact this is only an archive

[eciwtknilb]

melting chocolate is a feeling

[eciwtknilb]

i made you mayonaise but you were already sleep

[eciwtknilb]

i will learn to walk

i will learn to hoard

i will learn to speak

i will learn to read

i will learn to write in your pen

i will smile before i leave

[eciwtknilb]

i've given up on redemptions for someone who lies to everyone and their god.

[eciwtknilb]

it is getting worse

[eciwtknilb]

i think i know the motive. its not money, that's a plus. its for a proxy parent. its for the separation and mortality.

[eciwtknilb]

"tira la basura"

por que lo llamas basura

"tira lo"

[eciwtknilb]

it does not get better by trying to ignore.

today has been fine.

do not turn off AC

Sun, Jun 13, 2021

[eciwtknilb]

i believe this might be my fourth or third attempt at this. my memory is awful and inconsistent but I refuse to forget vital information. if i no longer create or post anything, assume i am dead or close to it and act accordingly. i am not sure or i can't remember why i obsessed myself with the idea of letting people know. I believe it may stem from my fear of forgetting everything and therefore being forgotten myself, but at least living on in someone's thoughts even if briefly helps me. please give me a sign that you exist if i forget too much.