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I've been working at a good job for about 7 months now. Got good work/life balance which is great since it's been a long time since I've had it. I've been able to read and game more as well as do more artsy craftsy stuff. Now to add a bit more exercise and I'll be good!

I also got started on some meds for my PCOS, specifically to try to control my facial hair. Fingers crossed it helps, I'm tired of waxing, plucking, etc only to have a 5 o'clock shadow the next day 😖

I'm in a good place finally. Even with being laid off 🤣 Realizing how I was basically a frog in a pot that was slowly boiling has done wonders. Were there good times? Yes, but it seemed that it came at a cost sometimes.

I'm happy and looking forward to what the future brings. Maybe I'll finally get my book of short stories done!

I've gotten better at not "worrying" for lack of a better word whenever I find out he's getting serious with someone. I've made some amazing friends through him and all I want is to be able to get along with his new girl so that she can come along to our Ladies Nights and no one is forced to push anyone out of the circle of friends.

I'm also debating getting back on the dating scene since it's been like a year and half but I'm terrified of rejection...plus I'm painfully aware of who and what I am and to be honest, I feel like I'm not worth the trouble 😅😂.

Ah well, I have my peace and I don't need anyone fucking it up. 😜

Sitting here watching Bridezillas (my current trash TV binge). I know that it's staged for the most part, but there are some horrible women out there who manage to find someone and get married. Kinda makes me wonder what's wrong with me 😅😂 Guess I'm just not made to be in a relationship 😜

Tonight will officially be a year since he broke up with me. It's been rough, easy, and everything in between. I've discovered my peace (for the most part lol) and will protect it fiercely. If the next person to show interest can't contribute to my peace, and me to theirs, it's not gonna work. I deserve patience and gentleness. I deserve peace. I'm officially in my "selfish era".

I've been so damn depressed lately. It's been hard masking it, and I wish I could just take a few days off of work to decompress. I know if i do it that I'd just beat myself up for having time off but not cleaning/organizing my stuff that's been in boxes for practically a year. The executive dysfunction is being a real bitch.

I wish I knew who wrote this to give credit

I'm not conventionally attractive and lately, I haven't liked what I see in the mirror...I needed to see this

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