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from this moment i swear i will do everything i can to fix this. i will fix this. trigger myself endlessly to make sure i fix this

ruined genuinely all of my progress. if i don’t change now i will kill myself i swear it

why isn’t my reblog button working😒

anyway i’m feeling shaky and weak so at least it’s working🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

stupid reblog button isn’t workinggg

thinneristhewinner4

I got 99 problems, losing weight would solve 100 of them.

pretty0nly1fsk1nny09

Patience.

You just have to be patient.

Starve long enough... And your appetite will start to shrink.

You won't be able to eat anymore... You'll feel sick and your tummy will hurt after a couple extra bites...

You just have to be patient enough to endure it.

You're strong aren't you?

You have the discipline and willpower to be perfect, don't you?

decayingstargirl

the food noise is loud but the insecurity is louder, we are so back bitches

walkitoff2000

Take it from someone who has started a calorie deficit many times and stuck to it:

1. The first three days, you will be starving. It will be constant. It will suck. I cannot sugarcoat it.

But the good news is it doesn’t stay that miserable forever.

2. The first week you will have food noise. The physical hunger will go away, and the mental hunger will almost be worse. Do not give in or you will have to start at step one again.

3. After a week it starts to become a habit. The food noise is still there. But you have learned not to listen to it. You have learned to distract yourself with other things that you enjoy. (Since eating is not that much fun anyway)

4. After two weeks, it will become a habit.

Even if it seems hard to start back up again after a binge or a period of over eating, those first few days are the hardest. If you’re stuck in a binge restrict cycle, you’re never gonna get past that point of hunger and food noise.

Trust me, it’s worth it.