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eden martinez, thirty-three. &&. —— mom. wife. teacher.

[edentbh]

(mrscmartinez):

“I wish.” She sighed. “But if they don’t leave me alone when I’m on a break then obviously i’m doing something wrong.” She grinned. Carmen grabbed her phone from her pocket and turned it off “Done.” She smiled as she placed it on the table next to them and wrapped her arms around her waist pulling her closer. “Never to have you sad is a crime.” She told her. “It’s just you and I so what do you want to do babe?”

Eden rolled her eyes, knowing her wife was right. “Yeah, I guess.. I just really hate your job sometimes.” She watched Carmen intently with an eyebrow raised, a smirk tugging at her lips. “Good, thank you. No touching it until tomorrow, deal?” She pressed a kiss to the other’s cheek before taking a few steps back and tugging at the hem of her own shirt. “I feel like there’s a million things I want to do, we never get alone time.. But I know where we can start.”

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(bethalb):

I made mine myself with craft paper and a mini binder! I can totally teach you. This way you can make sections for what you need and want and it’s totally cute. The ropes course later and after dinner smores around a campfire! If my family allows it.

Would you really? I don’t want to be a bother but I’d definitely be down to spend a few hours at it. I’ll get super artistic and decorated and color code the whole thing. — Well now I’m just jealous. I haven’t had a single s’more yet this summer.

[edentbh]

❛ alright, i can definitely compose myself… for a few minutes. it’s just a really big deal for me. thank you so much mrs. martinez, it means a lot. ❜

I definitely get that. It’s great that this means so much to you, though. No need for formalities, you can call me Eden, sweetheart. Do I get to know what the test was for before I check the email or is that absolutely none of my business?

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(bethalb):

“Okay, I know me having a planner for vacation activities is a little intimidating, but how else would I keep track of them all? We don’t want to miss anything.”

I honestly think having a planner is a great idea. I should have made one myself. Nothing wrong with being organized! What’s on the agenda for tonight?

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(orionvr):

“Got lost along the way, but I finally made it to the lake.”

What matters is that you’re here now. Were you too stubborn to use a GPS?

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(ftsophiaa):

What’s the hurry to down your drink, can’t get enough caffeine? Don’t worry, no one’s going to take it from you.

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out with it // eden & emmy

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(fckemmy):

Emmy shook her head when her mother spoke. But the girl bit her lip to keep from interrupting her mother. A right to know? They were her parents, okay. That made them have a right to know…in some weird way. But Emmy didn’t want to tell anyone. How could she say that without hurting her mothers feelings? Instead of opting out of answering, Emmy scoffed, “Well I didn’t tell anyone so don’t try and make me feel guilty for not telling you when I was pregnant.” Part of her felt bad when she said it, but it was practically the same thing she’d said to her other Mom when they’d had this conversation. “Yeah, because it was my choice. Because you and Mom had everyone else to take care of. My God are you not listening to me? I wouldn’t have let you take care of her because she was my responsibility, not yours. So I wasn’t going to make you take care of her while I got my degree. Yeah, so I chose to put her up for adoption. I picked the family. I picked a family I trusted who had a good job and a good place who lived in a good neighborhood. I did my job as her mother.” Emmy replied, voice level. She didn’t want to upset her mother. It was the last thing she’d wanted to do, but she had needed to explain her situation. But she wasn’t understanding, so it hurt. It hurt her and it hurt Emmy too. Emmy rolled her eyes, “Shit happens in college? Shit happens in college? Newsflash, I got pregnant before I started college. I didn’t do anything bad in college. So don’t tell me shit happens in college clearly cause clearly, you’re reaching with that.” Emmy didn’t look at her mother when she came over. Emmy didn’t do anything except curl herself into a ball and look at her hands. She was still crying, finding it hard to keep her breathing even. She didn’t say anything because what she wanted to say was why is everyone so disappointed in her. 

Eden often needed a filter, especially when she was angry. She had a tendency to say whatever came to mind, surely regretting it seconds later. With Emmy being nearly twenty-three, she knew she could no longer treat her like a child but it was a task that proved itself difficult in situations like this one. “I know you didn’t, I get that. I get that it was something you wanted to keep to yourself but this family doesn’t keep secrets. We don’t keep secrets.” She said hypocritically as she motioned back and forth between herself and her daughter. Sure she was keeping a big one herself, but she was allowed because she was the adult, or so she liked to make herself believe. “You wouldn’t have made us take care of her, she wouldn’t have been a burden on us, she’s our granddaughter.” She interjected, more or less bitter about the fact that complete strangers got to raise Madelyn rather than herself. Eden had a knack for making things about her. “I didn’t mean shit happens as in getting pregnant, I meant like, random hookups.” Eden rubbed Emmy’s back as she waited for a response that clearly wasn’t coming her way. She felt horrible for making a big deal out of everything, not that it wasn’t a big deal. But what Emmy needed was a mother, she knew she could have been a little more understanding. “Emmy Martinez, look at me.” She spoke softly as she lifted her daughter’s chin. “I love you, more than anything in the world. Things, y’know, they’re going to be a little weird while we adjust but we will.. This probably isn’t what you wanted, but you’re ready, I know you are. And we’re going to help you.” Eden tucked a few loose strands of hair behind her eldest’s ear before continuing. “You have given me the greatest gift by bringing her here.. — I’m sorry about earlier. Just give me some time, yeah?”

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out with it // eden & emmy

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(fckemmy):

Emmy crossed her arms, taking a step away from her mother and turning around. Peeking out the doorway of the kitchen, Emmy made sure Madelyn wasn’t near them at that moment. God forbid the girl come down in the middle of this argument. “I didn’t call anyone when I was pregnant.” Emmy swung back around and glared at her mother. “I didn’t tell anyone I was pregnant, Mom. I hid it, because I knew I wasn’t going to keep her. I knew I wasn’t ready. I was seventeen when I found out–barely eighteen when I had her. I wanted to go to school. Do you think I’d have done half the things I have had I become a mom when I was eighteen? Do you think I’d have stayed in school? I wouldn’t have. I would have dropped out and stayed with her and gotten a job because she would have been my responsibility.” Emmy covered her face with her hands holding her breath before continuing. “And don’t tell me you and Mom would have taken care of her because I wouldn’t have let that happen. You know me, would I have sat back while I watched my Mothers take care of my daughter while I went to college?” Emmy asked, voice raised. Almost shouting then, Emmy retorted, “What else am I supposed to say? What do you want from me? Because sorry’s all I got right about now.”  Ignoring the question about why she was taking care of her now, Emmy spit back at her mother loudly, “Why the fuck does everyone assume I don’t know who the father is? Why the fuck is that everyone’s first assumption? It’s Brady, mom. My only real boyfriend, ever. You know, the guy who dumped me before college.”   Shaking her head Emmy turned on her heels and walked to the fridge to get out something–anything. When she wasn’t looking at her mother she spoke again, quieter, “The couple who…adopted her. The couple who adopted her died. I was close with them. They died, that’s why I went home. I didn’t…I didn’t know I was going to get Madelyn. I didn’t…know they were going to…name me guardian. They died, her parents died, Mom. So please, for the love of God don’t yell at me again because I can’t freaking take it right now.” Halfway through speaking Emmy had broken into tears, and by the time she finished she closed the fridge and sat down at the table.

The glass she had filled mere moments ago was now nearly empty. To stop herself from cutting her daughter off, she opted for a sip every time she had something to say. The thought of drinking straight out of the bottle had even crossed her mind at one point. Although it was honestly the last thing she wanted to do, Eden leaned against the island, and listened to everything Emmy had to say, arms crossed. She kept her head down as she tried to keep up with her daughters words and answers to the questions she had just asked. “That doesn’t make it okay, Emmy. Whether you were going to keep her, or get an abortion, or give her up for adoption, your mother and I had every right to know. We would have supported you. We haven’t always agreed with your decisions but our love and support have been unconditional. Does that mean nothing to you?” She finally replied, hurt evident in her tone. “So you thought it’d be better to hand her off to complete strangers instead of your own parents?” After a few moments, Eden met her daughter’s gaze, her eyes narrowing as she pointed her finger at her. “Don’t you dare use that tone with me young lady, I don’t care how old you are. If you think you can speak to me that way, you’re fucking wrong.. — Was I supposed to guess it was Brady’s? Shit happens in college, clearly.” Upon hearing what had happened to Maddy’s parents, Eden dropped her hands, guilt immediately washing over her. For the lack of a better word, she felt like a complete asshole, especially once she realized how affected Emmy was by it all. “Oh.. Em. I’m sorry. Don’t cry.” She made her way over to daughter, leaning down to place a few kisses to the top of her head. “I’m not mad, I’m disappointed. But we’ll get through this. We’ll figure it out.”

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❛ oh my god, oh my god! this is it, dear god. i don’t know if i can do this, SHIT! what if i didn’t pass?! i’ve never failed anything in my life, i-i can’t do this. can you check the email for me? it’s important for me… please?❜

Calm down, love. Just take a few deep breaths, I’m sure you didn’t fail. I can definitely check the email for you but I need you to not pass out or have a panic attack, alright?

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(huntermcrriscn):

“Shit, sorry. That’s for sure going to leave a stain. Want me to buy you another one? It’s the least I can do.”

Oh no, it’s fine, darlin’! I hated this shirt anyway, although I could probably get the stain out. Never underestimate a mother’s power to do so.

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out with it // eden & emmy

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(fckemmy):

Emmy watched as Madelyn bounced up the stairs before turning her attention back on her Mother, who wasted no time going on about how stupid this was. Emmy just waited in silence, letting Eden shout around and go into the kitchen. Emmy followed her mother into the kitchen, standing in the doorway. When the woman was done shouting, for what seemed like it forever the last question burnt a hole in Emmy. Shaking her head Emmy replied, “No. No, you’re not the last. You were the first person I called, when I found out. But you didn’t answer and it’s not something you tell over a voice message. Or a text.” Emmy replied with a light shrug. “I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.” Emmy walked over to her mom and put her arms around her, giving her a hug. “Please don’t be mad. Don’t be too bad.” She pulled away and looked at Eden with a light smile. “C’mon. Admit it, you’re excited to have a child in the family again. Granted it’s not the way any of us thought it would happen, but she’s a cutie.”

As she processed all the new information, Eden also took the time to regulate her breathing and calm down, albeit slightly. The last thing she wanted was to cause a scene and have her other family members show up, or worse, have Madelyn see her going off her head. “When you found what out? You’re going to have to help me here because I’m confused. I sure as hell wasn’t the first person you called when you found out your were pregnant.” Eden relaxed a little into the hug but barely returned it no matter how much she wanted to. Shaking her head, she spoke up once again, hardly letting Emmy finish. “You’re sorry? You think sorry is going to cut it? You have so much explaining to do.. Why are you suddenly taking care of her four years later? And are you sure you’re ready because a week ago you didn’t even want kids. Do you even know who the father is?” The amount of questions coming out of her mouth was overwhelming. “She’s adorable but that doesn’t mean I’m okay with all of this. As a matter of fact, I’m not okay at all.”

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(xgooberz):

Gabby leaned and cuddled close to her mom then looked at the tv as she heard her comment. “What? No I’m not!” she added then quickly went back to the episode where they had left off originally at. “Look see, perfect, now we can watch together.” She said with a smile.

She wrapped her arm around her daughter, pulling her impossibly close, and pressed a kiss on the top of her head. “Thanks, babe.” She replied, happy to have gotten her way. “I swear, I’m giving it one more season and if Brooke doesn’t catch a break, I’m giving up on the show altogether.”

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(caydenmartinez):

Thanks its something i really really enjoy music and playing the guitar.

Well you’re great at it. When did you start playing? You’re gonna have to teach me someday.

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(ohmy-marley):

I’m shocked myself. But hey, you get to know the other person more when you live with them. You still need to stop by the house and check it out, Mum!

Well if anyone can put up with Em, it’s you. I’m glad you two have each other, though. I really do. We’re going to have to pick out a date and actually follow through with it. The house better be spotless when I get there.

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(mrscmartinez):

“Alright I speak to you later.” She said sitting her bluetooth earpiece down on the table. She smiled at the blonde. “Babe, for one I was on the phone with a client. Two I would never start charging my beautiful wife any of my painting.” She said walking over to her to give her a sweet kiss on the lips.

“We’re supposed to be on vacation, can’t they leave you alone for a few weeks?” Eden’s pout quickly faded into the kiss as she threw her arms around her wife’s neck. “You should just turn your phone off or ignore all calls and emails. All work and no play makes for a sad Eden and you don’t want that, do you?”

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out with it // eden & emmy

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(fckemmy):

Madelyn looked at the woman in front of her with the widest eyes. When Eden showed her the tattoo, Madelyn tugged on Emmy’s hair whispering (but, like any child her whisper was loud as all hell). “She’s got one too!! Mommy Emmy has a tattoo right here.” Madelyn pointed to Emmy’s arm, tugging on the sleeve and moving her arm to show Emmy’s small tattoo of a heart with initials in it. “M, O, A. It’s me. Madelyn Ophelia Anderson.” Madelyn explained, excitedly. That was when Emmy bent down and put Madelyn on the floor. Pushing the girl’s hair behind her ear, Emmy smiled, “Mignon, why don’t you go and get Bugsy?” Madelyn nodded and turned around to run up the stairs. Standing back up to look at her Mom, Emmy sheepishly smiled and spoke with a light chuckle, “I told you Mama started shouting in Spanish.” Emmy put her arms behind her back and swayed back and forth for a minute before answering, “I was eighteen, barely, when I had her. I had just started college, I knew I wasn’t going to keep her. It was easy to keep her a secret.”

Eden stayed quiet as her eyes shifted between the two, realization that she was actually telling the truth finally hitting her. “Oh.. That’s— That’s a pretty tattoo.” She nodded and swallowed hard, making sure she stayed composed with a smile on her face until the little girl was out of sight. Instinctively, she took a few steps back, resting her hand on the wall for support. She could’ve swore she was about to pass out as a million different things were running through her mind. “You’ve gotta be fucking kidding, Emmy. I mean, this is a joke, right?” Eden ran her fingers through her hair and made her way to the kitchen, understandably angry. “No, I know you and you know better than to keep something like this a secret let alone show up with a kid without so much as a fucking warning.” Reaching into the fridge she grabbed the bottle of wine before getting a glass and filling it to the rim. “Are you out of your mind?” She yelled before taking a few sips. “And I’m the last to know, I suppose?” Eden couldn’t even be bothered to wipe her tears let alone hold them back.

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out with it // eden & emmy

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(fckemmy):

Emmy smiled at her Mom and bounced Madelyn a little bit, mumbling into the child’s ear to which she giggled. Turning her head when Eden came over Emmy smiled brightly when her mom kissed her cheek, “This is Madelyn.” Emmy replied, pressing her lips to her daughter’s forehead with a kiss and mumbling, “Say Hi, Maddy.” The small girl turned to look at Eden and with a bright smile she held out her hand and touched Eden’s cheek lightly, “I’m Madelyn. She’s my Mommy Emmy. She says I got her hair and my Daddy’s eyes. She gave me Bugsy, my stuffed lady bug. I’ve got him upstairs if you wanna met him!” The girl pulled her hand away after a second and turned her head back to Emmy with a confused look, “Who’s this?” Madelyn asked quietly, hand pointing at Eden. “Well, this is my Mommy–Mom.” Emmy smiled before playing with a strand of Madelyn’s hair. When her mom’s question came Emmy turned back with a light smile. “This is my daughter.” Emmy replied with a small smile as she pressed her head against Madelyn’s lightly. “She’s four.” Emmy continued before she let her mother speak. 

Eden smiled, her eyes wide and filled with excitement. Something about children made her light up which was probably why she had eight of her own and had chosen a career in teaching. It took everything for her to not pinch Madelyn’s cheeks or take her from Emmy’s arms. As she spoke up, the redhead listened intently as if it were the most interesting thing she had ever been told, nodding as Maddy kept rambling on. Understandably, young kids were easily confused so Eden didn’t think much of the child calling Emmy her mom. “Well aren’t you just the cutest thing! I would love to meet Bugsy. Lady bugs are my favorite!” She replied enthusiastically, lifting her arm to reveal a small lady bug tattoo on her wrist. She then focused on the exchange between the two girls standing in front of her. The bond they seemed to have was unmistakably a close one sending Eden into denial more than anything else. “Mhm, okay, Em. And you’ve just managed to keep this cutie hidden from us for four years?” She was a relatively credulous person but this was all too big for her to believe.