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So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

keep in mind that if we have a thread and you follow me to the new blog, I am NOT planning on dropping our thread. I just needed a change and somewhere more tidy so I’m still down to continue everything!

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

So this blog is going to be archived. I’ll be moving all the muses to another multi under a different url. If you want the url, like this or message me and I’ll send you the new one.

[edenwander]

@bittersurvivor​ said:   “ did you see or hear anything? anything at all?” / Chris For Sam

❝   I saw———  SOMETHING.   ❞   She was still trying to wrap her mind around it all, trying to just find logic in something that completely and utterly defied it. GET IT TOGETHER, SAM! It was all just bits and pieces, small pieces of a larger and intricate puzzle.   ❝   I know I’m not crazy but none of this is making any sense!   ❞   That much, she was sure of. The rest? It was as black as the darkness that seemingly SURROUNDED all of them.

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@proditeur​

❝  You’d do well to keep your head down.   ❞   His demeanor had shifted as he caught sight of others. It was easier for Salazar to move so seamlessly into the public; most all had forgotten his true visage and people were hardly LOOKING for a founder after so long. With Regulus, his ‘crimes’ were more recent and more eyes to recognise him. It was something Salazar had forgotten as they walked. But there was no mistaking the sense of DARK MAGIC that suddenly perverted the air, something Salazar was all too familiar with.   ❝   I do believe some of your little FRIENDS might be here. Just keep walking with the crowd and perhaps they won’t notice you. If they haven’t already     ❞  

[edenwander]

small little starter call for salazar slytherin? please read his full about and his immortal ‘verse’ first!

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Why is your Barney Blindspot based and not Fraction based?

Honestly? Because I feel robbed af and while Fraction was good, I feel (at least Barney-wise) that it came out of left field. We go from Blindspot which honestly had such raw emotion to him in the Dark Avengers (and still pretty clearly holding a grudge against Clint) to Fraction where....yeah, his life is still shit but he’s ‘back to normal’ from everything that happened to him and he and his brother are fine? There was really no explanation whatsoever and I want to build more off an arc that was just kind of left in the dust.

Also mine is mixed with mcu and blindspot/dark avengers because holy shit, am I terrified of the more comic-based people.

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@liveslost​  |  sc.

❝   If you’re looking for a keyboard, it doesn’t have one. It’s one of my work spaces.   ❞   Usually identifiable by the lack of a keyboard, a mouse, or anything else he deemed ‘UNECESSARY’ for him to work. But really, only other SHIELD agents would know that as well as his little status as to why. Though he couldn’t help but be a little STARSTRUCK at the sight of the man; there weren’t many as good with technology and machines as he was and Stark did just fine without any sort of ABILITY. Though Kaito couldn’t imagine being in such a spotlight.    ❝   I can set it up for you if you really need it. Or maybe find you a more normal area to work on——— whatever it is that brings you here?    ❞   Plenty more spaces if he really needed access to something.

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misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

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CLINT  |  archcr

THERE IS THIS VERY DISTINCT, VERY NAGGING, VERY IMPORTANT URGE TO JUST CHUCK SOMETHING AT BARNEY’S HEAD. anything. big, small, very solid or not, just something. might be a pebble. might be a car. who knows. whatever it would be, it most likely couldn’t make it worse anyways. not with two idiots called Barton sitting on the pavement, one of them already bleeding and bruising up for the heck of it. little brother shouldn’t save the older one’s ass. doesn’t sit right with the whole point of the universe somehow, and yet it’s happened. again. Clint still can’t handle the idea that out of the two of them, he might be the one who’s got more of a grip on things. and that’s saying something, considering that most days he’s only holding on with one pinkie.

“yeah, I can tell. you know how I can tell?” he vaguely gestures to all of Barney, sitting there, looking like shit. what level of dumbass is it when one’s fully aware that sometimes backing down ain’t such a bad idea but then proceeds to not do that anyways? gotta be something genetic. no other explanation. speaking of levels           it’s gotta be top-shelf dumbass to still care for a brother who’s abandoned one’s ass more than once already. “you know you should get to a hospital, right?” and still Barney most likely wouldn’t. more genetics. damn that unfortunate science.

Shit, he hurt like hell. Probably should be dead, should’ve been dead a long time ago really, but a certain brother had INTERVENED. Barney wasn’t sure whether to call it the best timing ever or perhaps the worst. Part of him wanted to actually laugh at the idea of dragging himself to a hospital but there was a bigger part that knew it’d hurt like HELL to even muster up the air to chuckle. They’d only have questions to ask and he wasn’t big on the whole ANSWERS part.   ❝    You’re the one that got in the middle of it. I was doin’ fine.    ❞    Bullshit and they both knew it; maybe if he had learned to BACK DOWN a long time ago, they wouldn’t be in this situation in the first place. Or maybe one or both of them would be dead already if they weren’t both infected with the fighting spirit. One of them just happened to be more of a ‘HERO’ than the other when it came to putting that spirit and skills into action.

❝     I’m not big on hospitals anyways. Just give me a couple of days holed up somewhere and I’ll be perfectly fine. Y’know, they DO train us some medical crap in the military, right?    ❞     Maybe he still didn’t remember much of it, some pieces not yet put back together, but he wasn’t entirely HELPLESS when it came to a few cuts and bruises or maybe just a tad more than that. This wasn’t certainly his first fight where he’d have to patch himself up.   ❝     Besides, I doubt you go to the hospital every time you get a bit scraped up.    ❞    Barney’s hand rose up, almost like he were about to start pulling himself up only to stop midway and fingers so lazily spelled out DUMBASS. He couldn’t imagine that every fight Clint got into involving SHIELD or the Avengers that he went to a hospital after.

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G R A C E  |  agecfmiracles

As someone who has spent her fair share of time on the business end of someone else’s slaps, Grace knows for certain that sometimes words and looks and even thoughts can feel worse than blows. She knows she crossed a line, knows she probably hurt him. This was inevitable. They’ve been playing with fire, tip-toeing around one another’s loyalties, for way too long. Shame burns at the back of her throat as soon as the words leave her mouth, and she’s about to take them back, she really is, only he’s too fast.

Her mouth closes so fast her teeth click together, eyes forced wide so she doesn’t cry and prove him right. The worst thing is, she even cries when she’s pissed, not just hurt, and right now she’s both.

“I AM soft, you piece of shit,” she hisses. There isn’t anything within reach she can throw at him, or she would. “If I didn’t stay soft after all the shit I’ve been through, I’d just be alone and fucking miserable like you. I’ve been nothing but nice to you, I’ve given you a place to sleep when you were in trouble, I heard you out when you could have been a psychopath murder, and I LIKE YOU, so why do you keep coming around? Why do you answer my calls? You think soft is weak, find somewhere else to sleep. How’s that for soft?”

He had to bite back a bitter laugh, seal it in his throat and choke it out before it surfaced. Brick by brick, that wall was being rebuilt, with every syllable that left both of their mouths. Maybe it was time to pack it in and MOVE ON, he was somewhat good at that even if a grudge might remain. What would she know about him anyways?   ❝    Who ever said I’m MISERABLE, huh? Ever think about how I might like being alone? Not all of us need to cling to everyone around us, like you apparently do. Even to someone that might be a ‘psychopath murderer’ like you put it.    ❞    He didn’t need nor want to be PSYCHOANALYZED by anyone, especially her. Clearly opening up to her had been a mistake in the first place.

Barney moved then, going to grab his bag of essentials and crossbow. She wanted him out? Fine, he could crash at some cheap motel and fly under the radar there. It wasn’t like he didn’t have ANY other options. Barney made some good pay by doing jobs, this had become more of both a convenience and some sort of ENJOYMENT for him. Testing the waters of what it might be like to have some normalcy but he should’ve known better.

Normalcy wasn’t the hand he was dealt since he had been born.

❝     If you were lookin’ for some other Hawkeye in me, you messed up. Not some great big HERO like he is, even if it all is just fake. Least I never LIED to you about the shit I’ve done. But I’ll go and you go run on back to your little circle of good guys in SHIELD. Hate to see the day you realise none of them are as good as they say they are and that you’re all just as ‘MISERABLE’ as you think that I am.    ❞     BETTER THIS WAY. Back to their own worlds where she can live in some little illusion while he stayed in the darkness of reality. He’d been stupid to become so emotionally involved in the first place, not when his whole life was walking on a thin line between life and death or even imprisonment.