sadfreak

I have no life

[edgyperson]

He scares me sometimes.

[edgyperson]

He likes them older. Ah I wish I wasn't myself. He would like me then.

[natkhat-sa-shyam]

People read books about the things that are missing in their lives.

[quotefeeling]

“The trees are about to show us how lovely it is to let the dead things go.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“I promise I shall never give up, and that I’ll die yelling and laughing.”

— Jack Kerouac

[edgyperson]

His 8th anniversary letter to me

Dear Debbie darling

Happy 8 months 👩🏼‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏾

It was clear from the start that you and I would never part moonpie 🌙

The past 8 months have been the happiest in my life. I don't really remember how many times we've argued but you're still the best partner anyone could ever wish for

Thank you for

being my partner, fiancé (lol), lover and best friend I haven't done everything to love you greatly, but l get encouraged to do more by the way you love me. I really want this relationship to work! Like seriously... I just don't want to hurt myself again and I'm not ready for another heartbreak

I honestly don't want this

relationship to end with " you deserve someone better", all I want is " I will be the best for you"

I can't be the perfect boyfriend but I will try my best to be the boy of your dreams Sound ridiculous but I feel like a baby every time you take care of me. I'm so excited wish our relationship would never end. Like how can something as beautiful as this want to come to an end

Yours truly sun king

[edgyperson]

Liar liar liar his type is prettier skinner healthier everything that is the opposite of me liar liar liar

[edgyperson]

We had a talk today. Something has changed.

[edgyperson]

We first kissed on the 17th of Sept

[edgyperson]

Empty in. Empty out. I wish I could love him correctly

[edgyperson]

I wish I wouldn't get so emotional. He says and does things that make me feel lonely. He's his own person. I need to learn to accept that. He's got a history. He has a past. He'll definitely have a future. He never was and never will be completely mine.

[edgyperson]

He needs to find someone better. Someone who'll talk to him and not shut up like a clam. Someone who can actually talk about their feelings. He should date someone older. I would hate that and I don't support it but he obviously needs someone like that. I was stupid to think we would last.

We would have been happier in a different universe were I not the way I am right now. Being in love with someone is knowing what's best for them, and I know it's wrong but sometimes I wish he would realise he needs someone who's not me. I'm not the right fit.

I love him. But I don't think that's what he needs.

[edgyperson]

I'm not sure if he has realized how distant I've become

[edgyperson]

I am humbly asking you again to gently bury me six feet under with the creatures of the dirt

[edgyperson]

He cried yesterday. It scared me. I told him I loved him. It was hard. But it had to be done.

[edgyperson]

He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else He kissed me while he was on the phone with someone else

[edgyperson]

if nothing in life matters I don't want to exist