Thanks for all the support
But I gotta go. I recieved anonymous DMs of people asking if they can bind my fics 'for a friend', and this makes me think they wanted to do that thing where they actually just print, bind, and sell fanfics on Etsy and other places, which has resulted in fanfic authors being sued.
To be honest, with my anxiety and other mental health I just decided to bail. All of my fics on AO3 are deleted, and this is the last post I'll be writing on tumblr. I'm exiting the fandom and the internet for the forseeable future.
Maybe someday in the future I'll eventually re-post the fanfics, but don't count on it. I'd also appreciate it if you didn't ask if I can send you the fics or anything- once I hit post on this thing, I'm logging out and won't see your comments anyways.
I DO NOT CONDONE NOR CONSENT TO ANY OF MY FICS BEING PRINTED, DISTRIBUTED, SOLD, OR SHARED.
While I love my readers and enjoyed writing fanfic, there's too many times lately where anxiety around it has affected me negatively, and this was the last straw essentially. I need to focus on other things and basically exit the fandom for a while, or possible permanently, I don't know yet how I'll feel.
Sorry to anyone who was reading my fics in progress, thank you to everyone that ever commented and sent kudos.
