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☔️ Goodbye... friend i can never have....☔️

You may push me away. See me in a bad light, we may both get angry at each other but I never really hated you. We may have hurt each other but I will always see you as an online friend even though we are friends for-never 💔

It's like that saying: When it rains, look for rainbows. When it's dark, look for stars. You were that rainbow i saw in the rain... when i was going through a lot. Your art really moved me. 🌈💧

Maybe ice and rain may never go well together but deep down in my heart... I'll never give up on you. I chose you.... to be my main Raincode pal, I didn't choose anyone else at the time. It was you. 💜

You may never see this post, nor care. You have many friends by your side and so much going on in your life. May your future be a great one, and may your art shine like the sun on the raindrops. ☀️💧

You and I were never meant to be. We were not fated to talk and chill about Raincode or any other video game. And it saddens me greatly. Always will. 😭

I'm sorry for all the pain I gave to you and your friends. To those who were innocent. You may never forgive me but I forgive you, no matter what. 🫡

We may have never spoke much, but I do sense kindness in you. I see you as a good person even when I've had doubts when I was at my worst. 🩺🔍

Your fans and close friends are so lucky to have you. And I've now seen just how respected and loved you are in the Raincode community. 🤒☔️

Cya round Pix, may fate bring us together again in another time, another life. I always saw you as a cool person and I know by heart that you are caring towards your friends. The ones you feel comfortable around. 👋

Grieving is deep but hey, some light is out there

Like this new cyber dragon in this current War Dragons season

It looks like the ones i have imagined in the Raincode verse. But this one is unique as it's SOUND themed. So there's speakers and sound icons seen in glowing neon

Huh.... ironic how my best mate loved music so much and was doing DJ work....

Is....is this a sign??? Or a wierd coincidence?

Music and tech as he was always using his phone for DJ stuff and listened to music. Plus he's a gamer, but I think he spent most of his life enjoying music, especially techno music which makes this dragon's cyberpunk design much more interesting. This is like I'm seeing him in dragon form. Though probably he'd prefer to be red and black, but who knows?

Sound elimental dragons are extremely rare. Sound isn't even considered an eliment at all in various games etc.

But when you think about it, sound CAN be used as a weapon. The vibrations can rupture your eardrums if a frequency is powerful enough. Noises that are so loud can ultimately deathen people permanently. There's even been noise frequencies that have been responsible for killing people somehow. Noises can drive people into insanity too.

So yeah. It can be a mighty weapon indeed. That's if the wielder is deaf themselves or are somehow immune to their own weapon.

The dragon has a cool default name and font as well

So there you go, a freaking Neon cyber sound dragon that's glowing blue and purple

It's the first dragon you can get in the season

Hmmm maybe Yuma should change dragons?

Then again I think i have three of the most Raincodian looking dragons in the entire game based on my current research of the website

Luzok is awesome, it's my main dragon at the moment

Zynbeat is also a warrior (and wind elemental) but I'm sticking with Luzok as my riding dragon for my rider as its ice elimental. I want to keep a lead ice warrior.

This urbanflare season does look promising. I'm not sure who to choose from either Luxagon or Tekzor but they are locked behind keys you need to collect from the other panels. So far I've never managed to obtain a dragon from the key locked panels in any season. You'd have to seriously GRIND or be in a good team for that.

Since the past exclusive dragons from previous seasons are coming back one at a time in each entire season

I am really hoping for a resurrection pannel of any of these dragons. If possible because I want these so bad

I love space dragons

Tirand is an awesome looking ice dragon

Of course, got to have the frankenstain dragon created by a mad scientist

Rockslide looks like it could be Raincodian

Or Darkspire

I do need my favourite dragon to return in a resurrection so that i can complete it this time. It's currently stuck on Obsidian tier. My current dragons and level far exeed that tier now.

Glaciator.

But that might be a while yet.

So Luzork has to remain my best ice dragon for now

Anyway. I've been really quiet. Aimlessly doing stuff to take my mind off the negativity. The village is already spreading rumours so I'm not talking to anyone out there. My mother has contact with his family so I only rely on that. I was one of the first people to know. I'd rather wait for the autopsy results for the truth instead of baseless rumours. We've always been sheltered from the community and for good reason. Villages are prone to getting news spread quickly but often breaks up into rumours that are far from the actual truth.

We have to manage on our own for now.

I'm slowly climbing back. Posting random crap. Not sure what, just stuff. Guess it's time to record more Reverse 1999 gameplay

So sorry for your loss, bud. I feel for you. Far be it from me to give you advice, but if you’ll take it; Please don’t hesitate to reach out to the people who are also grieving your friends’ loss. Agonizing over it, isolating yourself, and worring abt bothering people isn’t gonna help you grieve. Stay strong!

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ it's been really tough, I hadn't spoken to anyone online for days now. I deeply appreciate your support 🙏 hopefully I'll get fully back on track but I'm a bit edgy atm

Me right now...

Rest in peace my best friend ❤️❤️❤️ I love you so much. It's a shame I never got round to showing you Raincode.

I'll never forget his smile, I'll never forget his laugh or his comedy. I miss him so much.

I know that the others in the drama group are WhatsApping together but I'm scared to be a part of their community again. I only feel isolated. He was the only one who was there to hang out with me whenever i felt alone. My mother drove us both home as we lived in the same area.

I don't feel welcome in communities. I already tried that so many times. I can only stay away from them and mourn on my own. What's the point in joining anywhere when people only judge you and treat you like you're an annoyance.

I feel that way exactly pal.

Depression is like a gaping hole that draws you in

I just want to be away from the other mourners. I don't want my existence to disturb them plus none of those guys have tried to reach out to me in a long time. Like I don't exist to them, so let it be that way.

I don't think they were as close to him as I was. Because it was my mother who ended up picking him up from the drama group as no one else bothered to. We took him out on our holiday and even went to places like the National Space Centre.

I understand that the others were very very close to him it's just that... I feel like I was one of the only people to have done far more with him. Like, no one else took him to Cromer when we did. Hell... we went bowling multiple times together. I'm so grateful to have had those special moments with him.

I'm worried about what the others will say if I share that with them. I mean... my mother didn't get any credit for the photos she took of me and him, yet the drama group leader uses them like she owns them.

There's nothing that can be done. I am NOT going to some pathetic therapy session or that crap. This is something I need to cope with on my own. Therapy doesn't get you acceptence or a community. I already got the memo when I failed with joining those places. Nobody will talk to me. This is what life is.

Either you are accepted or not.

Loved, or not.

He was a real person. Like me, even though I look far worse in photos. Yep. That's me

When we did the Shakespeare performance

Why am I still here. I don't know what to do. I don't belong anywhere. Both the Raincodians and Deres don't want me in their community. Everywhere else hates me. My best friend just died. And now I really feel more empty than ever.

Why do I bother with what I do online? Nobody appreciates me. Everything i do is tryharding to earn a place in the places that never wanted me in the first place.

I gotta find something to do. Something to talk about. He wouldn't want me to keep crying over him. He always supported me. He was a real friend.

Come on.... think! What other Raincode crap could I talk about that no one cares about anyway?

God.... I wasted so much time caring far more about joining a gaming community that never cared about me than focusing on trying to socialise outside my house. It took over my life as I was so desperate to belong somewhere that I could relate to. Instead of acceptence, I get banned for being too depressed or reacing out to someone.

Why do I continue to cling onto false hope where those people will never talk to me anyway. Let alone let me back in.

I could have spent far more time with him. Screw my autism, screw my anxiety, screw the online world. I am the worst. I'm so selfish for holing myself up at home the whole time when he was alive.

I really am alone here.

Fuck life. Have some neon cyber stuff that'll remind you of Raincode or something.

I want to cry

I want to die

I'll never understand why

I can only try

Yet, resolve nothing

But life goes on

There must be some reason

Why i still survive

And do what I do

He was autistic like me. What does this mean to us? That we have no future? How many more people from the same SEN school have died now? That makes 3 I know. It's like... once we are out of school we are thrown out into the world with little or no support. Everyone just expects us to be ultra independent like we were raised in a mainstream school.

The world wasn't built for people with special needs. It's like we are the defects that are forced to figure out how to survive in the world by ourselves. Expected to go and find help ourselves like we know where to go.

I hate adulthood. I was already struggling with friendships. Why did my only real life best friend had to go? Why God? Is this further punishment for my failures? Fuck you on that one. Good thing I'm only PART Christian. First you took my Grandmother and now him, if you hate me so much then just end me already. I'm trying to live even with all this shit going on. I don't want to go back to how I was before, I can't let this take me down. For his sake. I need to keep on living. As much as I really don't want to at the moment.

Now, we don't see any hospitals or ambulances in Raincode, and that SUCKS

But. IF we did see any ambulances in Kanai Ward then what would they look like? 🤔 Ambulances come in many different models and liveries depending on nationality and area. Also with Raincode's cyberpunkish vibes it wouldn't be surprising if the ambulances were futuristic or made for game, not based on actual vehicle manufacturers.

But more or less, I was thinking that due to Raincode being set in Japan, then the ambulances would be based on real Japanese ambulances, especially the ones in Tokyo.

Lets take a look at some possible examples from various video games. Let's picture these being driven around in Kanai Ward, waiting to be dispatched to an emergency.

This is one from Ghostwire: Tokyo. These are the main ambulances you'd see in Tokyo, the Toyota HiMedic. The overall most used ambulance manufacturer type in Japan.

While usually the Toyota HiMedic is designed to be an ambulance, sometimes you get the Toyota HiAce instead, which looks very similar but are used more as vans then ambulances.

This is one from Yakuza 2

Here's another from Call Of Duty Black Ops 7

I don't know if this one is Japanese or Chinese

However, overall you'll mostly see a Toyota HiMedic. And with the white and red livery also.

This game is Raw Danger

Lightbars can very. This one is from Command And Conquer Red Alert 3

But normally the lightbars more commonly look like this

Microsoft flight simulator X

One in Disaster Report 2

It's rare to actually see the interior of one in games

Gran Turismo 7

Now this one is a 1997 Mitsubishi Fuso Canter.

Midnight Club 3 Dub Edition Remix

Just changed my main name here from Ice Dragon to that. No point keeping that old name anymore.

If you think I'm crazy. It gets worse

I'm definitely a gamer

But hey, you should see my smash hours.

That's nothing compared to my smash friends. They have WELL OVER 4,000 hours on Smash

Fun fact, I actually have three Nintendo switches. One of them a switch 2. My mother ended up getting me one despite me saying that no, it's too expensive

170 hours on Raincode, that's still less than my 275 hours on Danganronpa V3

On pokemon sword I have 885 hours

Violet, 655

MH Rise, 545

I really want to get online subscription again and help people out with MH Rise, probably even pokemon as well. I enjoy helping out, heck in MH Rise i can carry people all the way to the best rank where you can hunt the best monsters.

I don't think anyone else on my friends list has played Raincode

I remember being the only person in the dere community and my own discord server to be hyped about this game. Kinda sad really, looking back at it. I was like.... super insanely excited, screaming that THIS IS THE FUTURE OF DANGANRONPA!!! THIS WILL BE THE DESIGN OF THE FUTURE DANGANRONPA GAMES!!!!

Yeah. No one else around me shared that hype, plus i would be the ONLY person in a thread i created in the dere server, going on and on about Raincode theories and how the ending may tie to Danganronpa. That was how much of a Raincodian I was. I played through the game, loved every damn second of it. I really wanted to talk about it but I was already struggling in that community and didn't want to make things worse for myself. I had agreed that dere was my final community to join.

I really was a Raincode fanantic. I wanted people to know how awsome this game was but due to how isolated and sheltered my life is, it wasn't easy. I tried to get my mother into it one time when we went to Norfolk. Didn't work. I resisted seeking an online Raincode community or anything related as I feared that I'll get banned again, or isolated. So I had to live with being a fan on my own. Keeping it to myself only. I got the game on the day it came out, it was a year I think when I ended up running into the whump fanart from that fanartist. And yeah. You get the story

You've seen neon cyber dragons. Get ready for neon cyber horses. Imagine these galloping around Kanai Ward

If Yuma could ride a horse, what kind of steed would he have?

Excellent question

After all it IS the year of the horse 🐎

Yuma would look epic riding a horse. Me thinks a black horse would be perfect for him.

I can picture him riding his dark steed, sword in hand and cape billowing behind him.

Now, he could just have any o'l horse. But what about something like this?

Since Raincode is associated with ghosts and death and Yuma would look better with a horse themed around that.

Unicorn

Maybe could even be a blue one, a soul flame one

Purple features?

Or if Yuma was a vampire and this was his vampiric Alicorn steed

Maybe even a Bicorn

This was only because I was thinking about how Yuma is chained to Shinigami

Maybe a neon robot unicorn?

Or one that looks straight out of Tron

Or, since the game is heavily themed on both water and spiritual, maybe a Kelpie is more his type

I love the black to blue hues

Who knows, he could have a spotted horse. A knibstrupper or Apiloosa (can't spell)

More neon cyber horse ideas

Or a black, purpleish horse

More spiritual flame

Could even be something silly or crazy, anything is possible.

How about a skeletual horse?

Or a neon cyber skeletual horse

Could get some ideas from games like World Of Warcraft

Hmmm. This could also be a good one

Would you want a Raincode sequel?

Yes

Don't Know

Voting ended onApr 22

Welcome back to the strangest Raincodian blog you'll ever see in your life

Created by a mad scientist who doesn't even like Raincode. And has now been pointed back in the direction of another series I hate with a passion as I was also banned from the community.

Thanks to Spike Chunsoft and their unhidden love of Dragon Quest

Master Detective Archives: Stating the absolute obvious

Look. All this deep diving into DQ11 thanks to running into whump gifs i completely missed out on has made me think of doing something utterly crazy and which I'll deeply regret later. But that's a story for another day.

For now. I think it's time I moved away from Dragon Quest 11 as my research is done for now.

I've finished finding the most important snippets of whump i missed from the cringeworthy light humoured bloodless game where one hero who was supposed to be the main hero to have stopped the evil before all the events of this game even happened (that never gets any fucking screentime) got backstabbed by his best mate, Merlin the wizard.

You don't see the knife.

Why doth thou not sayest that thy sword was naught erecteth on point?

Hey look. No stab wound

Hey look. A sage who doesn't even attempt at using Kazing

I've had enough fun with taking the living piss out of the Heliodorian soldiers. In the format of me referencing the guards in Elder Scrolls Oblivion. Here's a random video to give you an idea of their NPC logic

I had actually come all the way here by myself to deliver you all a message from the kingdom of Heliodor, and that message is...

STOP RIGHT THERE, CRIMINAL SCUM!

So, now I'll go and do the honours of finding whatever other game that has eliments that remind me of Raincode

Now. Shinigami wanted me to post this. Since she doesn't shut up about dragon quest. My experiment for Tumblr to Discord gif transfer has turned into a bizzare form of PTSD where I hated Dragon Quest so much based on my experiences with being banned from the community, that i didn't realise I missed out the most critical whump moments in DQ11. So fuck me on that one 🤦

I love you, Mia. I will NEVER leave you ever again but i do need to stay with the Luminary for the rest of the game

I found more YouTube videos of the game that I put in the ultimate whump collection playlist.

Now. Your party members can wear different outfits which they wear right through the cutscenes if you have them equipped before they happen which is very cool.

But anyway. This is Luminary with that eeer...I'm just gonna say, outlaw cloak. With nothing on his head, this scene becomes a lot more touching.

They fell off the cliff and into the water, where Jade then looks after the Luminary. Unfortunately for us whump fans... there's no whump comfort there. It's just, after they fall into the river, scene cuts to Luminary waking up in a shack where he's in bed, nothing very whumpy. You go to the door and Jade is there. Then scene cuts to them both wrapped up by the fire as Jade reveals an important piece of the hero's past.

Your hero is in fact a noble. He's a prince whom right from being a baby, he was being hunted down by some asshole who wanted the kingdom all to himself.

There's been various examples of DQ heroes being of royal blood. DQ8's hero is for instance, but you don't actually know that until waaaaaaaaaaaaaay towards the end of the game. He may be a low ranking royal guardsman at the castle he was taken into ever since he was a child who collapsed from a fever. But he's actually a dragovain prince. This revelation allows Eight (default name for the hero) to marry the princess. Otherwise she would have to marry some noble.

DQ1's hero (Alef) starts as some rando traveller. But he basically becomes forced to marry the princess he saves. Therefore making him a prince.

DQ2's hero (Allen i think his default name was from memory but I may be wrong) is a prince right off the bat.

DQ3's hero (Arusu but is formally known as Erdrick) is shockingly not a noble. They are a hero raised for the purpose of a destiny to save the world.

DQ4's Hero from what I know of, I honestly can't remember if they were noble or not. The Hero (Solo or Sofia depending on gender) is half Zenithian, who are a race of angelic esc. beings.

DQ5's Hero (madason) is a royal who ended up being forced to watch his father die then he became enslaved for years.

DQ6's hero (Rek) is a noble prince but there are actually two of him. The one you play as is actually a dream version of him or something like that.

My memory from my time as a dragon quest fan in the community has faded so much so that I honestly can't remember so many details. Like if the DQ7 and 9s heroes were noble (Auster in DQ7 and Nine in DQ9)

Ten's hero is another i have no idea about.

But yeah. Aside from that detail, here's the console version of the Luminary collapse scene

Originally DQ11 started on 3DS but that is exclusive only in Japan.

"It's.... it's.....s...s...so...c...c...c...cold....I....I'm...shutting......d..d...down"

It's even funnier how Eleven, who is like an android since he rarely shows any expression, and doesn't even shiver in the cold. Looks like Android 17 from Dragon Ball

Your party insists on carrying Lumin to a nearby shack. But you don't see them actually carry him as the scene cuts to Luminary waking up at the shack and players immediately control him just like the aftermath of the Jade protecting hero scene. In fact you NEVER see the characters in DQ11 carry an unconscious character at ALL in the game.

Like that gif i found that had Luminary carry an unconscious Erik, anything like that is fan made.

Like I keep saying before. Whump in Dragon Quest is a rarity because of how over the top jolly and lighthearted this series forces upon itself. To points where it's straight up cringe.

It also prefers to make it out that injury shouldn't be a key story focus point. Dragon Quest is all about cringey humour and heroic badassery, we don't have time for cutsy whump comfort! We must escape from the relentless law enforcement of Heliodor, who literally follow you EVERYWHERE.

I mean seriously. These guys are fucking master map navigators that spend waaay more time relentlessly pursuing a group of people then actually focusing on their own palace security in case... oh... I don't know... an imposter king might actually be on the throne, plotting the entire time to corrupt the kingdom in darkness.

Look. You can't even take the time to go for a piss before you see this motherfucker come charging towards you

STOP RIGHT THERE, YOU CRIMINAL SCUM! NO CLIFF IS GOING TO STOP ME FROM LOCATING EXACTLY WHERE YOU'LL WASH UP NEXT AND SEEK SHELTER FROM THE RAIN

You thought the Kanai Wardian peacekeepers were bad?

Then welcome to Erdrea. Where you'll ALWAYS be on the run from the law. No matter where you are... they WILL find you.

Taking a romantic stroll now, are we? Nah, not happening guys, you have violated his majesty's law by simply existing and walking free, surrender now! We are taking you all back into custody!

The King of Erdrea is so hellbent on making sure that the hero doesn't fulfill his destiny of being the Luminary. That he needs a FUCKING army of troops to chase the hero around the map while he sits on his throne likely watching the entire series of House Of The Dragon.

Your hero can't catch a break from this. He is branded as a darkspawn the moment he stands before the King. For a crime so awful, it makes Junko Endoshima look like the far more innocent one. His crime? Just existing. Being born. That's it.

Buuuuut instead of executing or attempting to kill the hero like a proper evil king would as if this was king heralds actions towards the birth of Jesus Christ. He's instead obsessed with throwing him in jail. So this entire time, where you are running from the medieval law, just like how in real life, they only want to haul you back home to prison and keep you there like you are a limited edition anime figurine collectible.

No! You may have defeated me, but you are still under arrest!

The Heliodorian royal guard are more relentless yet moreso intelligent than the cops of GTA. They won't kill on sight, but will do everything to track their suspects down to arrest them by any means possible. It's exactly like the guards of Elder Scrolls oblivion only they'll make goddamn sure that your ass is in jail, whether you are dead or alive.

Hmm. On second thought. Maybe they are just as bad in the intellectual department as the cops in GTA

SHIT! THEY HAVE A SHIP, ALL UNITS INITIATE IN PERSU.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAGH... *splash*

Who knows how many soldiers were killed during the great pursuit of the Luminary and his party.

Funnily enough. Right before that scene where Luminary faints, Hendrik just goes fuck it and walks off, like he's beginning to get tired of this playground shit

Not today, I have to go see my wife, it's her birthday. But tomorrow, definitely tomorrow

He had the PERFECT chance to arrest the hero right there as he faints from potential hyperthermia right behind him.

But no. He finally decided that he had far better things to be doing this time.

Unlike the last couple of times with his troops

Overall. Your hero can't even go out on a date with people in peace

Okay, we should be alright so long as we keep out of s....

STOP RIGHT THERE, CRIMINAL SCUM!

Okay. There's no way they'll find us in the sewers

ESCAPING PRISONERS!

Finally, we can now get on with our relaxing romantic getaway. Where shall we make love, Luminary? This field is perfect for just the two of us. Nothing is going to ruin this special mome...

NOT SO FAST, CRIMINAL SCUM!

Can you stop following me around everywhere, Hendrik....

FOR FIVE FUCKING MINUTES?!

Initiatiating Dragon Quest 11 whump seeking gif experiment.

Watch over me Cyclops

You just gonna sit there? Fine.

Your game does have striking similarities to DQ11. Plus Shinigami is a Dragon Quest megafan

Now. Let the Tumblr to Discord transfer commence

See what I mean about Luminary's blank expressions?

Fan made

Collapsing animation in battle. Well, they 'die' and you need to resurrect them using spells like Kazing

Death in the DQ universe is bizarre. As a magic based verse, characters can be revived with magic from death. But it seems that characters can actually DIE die, where they are unzingable entirely.

Erdwin for example gets stabbed to death yet had a sage in his party who's romantically in love with him and should know the revival spells. So this actually shows that revival magic doesn't always work. That there needs to be certain conditions in order for a body to be revived from death.

Although for the Party's instance. The other characters show no signs of giving an actual fuck towards your fallen members.

Huh, Dead? Eh, she'll be fine. We'll keep carrying her corpse around until I feel bothered to revive her later

And in true Dragon Quest fashion, you can take your dead party members everywhere with you. Where their models and sprites will be replaced by coffins. Resulting in both a hilarious and pure disturbing gameplay experience.

You can even bring up the party chat, where you can see your friends chill out with their fellow dead. Like a bereaved family never letting go of their loved ones, willingly keeping around a stinking rotting corpse no matter where they go.

You guys must be going through some pure psychological trauma. But lets have a photo shoot for the journeys photo album.

Say "Rest in Peeeeace"

Ah, my beloved coffin family. ⚰️

Anyway. Back to the gifs

Okay. Inputting DQ11 Luminary wields better results.

The art of becoming a whump seeker is to go in as deep as possible. Going into places you know that whumpists are most likely not to look. Be it older game titles or the ones under the popularity radar.

Your main target are the kinds of media that hides it's whump deeply within. The places that may look boring on the outside, aren't as attractive as a Spike Chunsoft game, but the treasure can only be found when you dig a little deeper into the depths. That's how I found so much whump from multiple video games. I learnt that the whump community focuses on the games and anime etc. That they already know of, or are very popular. Normally it's mainstream stuff, like Danganronpa, Kingdom Hearts, anime like the Black Butler and so on. So I had a good idea of what was missing. That I knew from my experiences with researching video games that there was a lot more whump that the community doesn't talk about. That's why I wanted to help. This voice inside me said....

I can do something for these people

I want to teach my new pals in the whump refuge any new skills and tricks i learnt so that they can be better whump seekers. Even if they arn't seekers but maybe artists, writers, content creators, or whatever other role in the community then at least they will know this knowledge, which is there whenever they feel like using them.

The refuge is going to have a field day with this new research. And any whumpist who was lucky enough to find this post 😉 I still serve the whump community, no matter where I am or what I've become, I'll always leave crumbs of whump for you to seek out and pick up.

I will spoil you guys with everything I have. Because I know that you are awesome people who do care about others and respect them like that of a whumpee. If you show that you care for others by not rejecting them just because they go through mental health traumas then you have earned my full respect and service to you. You showed that you cared, even when the Raincodians blocked me out entirely. You guys didn't give up on me, and I saw in you that you were not like that of the Raincodians I encountered. At first I felt that I owed you as an apology for causing offence during my anger towards the Raincodians, I also attacked the whump community as well at the time. I felt that based on my bad experience, that all whumpists were exactly the same, when I was wrong. The whump and Raincode communities are two separate realms, yes, they can merge in small pocket communities but most whumpists don't even know about Raincode. So it was unfair for me to blame the entire whump community for what happened in the Raincodian blog where I was blocked.

I realised my mistake and wanted to give it all to you guys. At the same time i wanted to create something big as a huge apology to the Raincodian fanartist I offended and to try and win my way to acceptence in the community. That's the story of how my video game Whump archives blog was born. Both as an offering for the fanartist and to give everything i found to the entire whump community. It's my offering to both sides.

I don't feel that I belong in the whump community. I'm just an outsider who wants to commit to them. Overall, so far nobody has invited me to a whump community. But I guess it's safer for me to be an outcast as I can just post what I like and be myself without jobsworth moderation controlling how they want me to speak or post.

This experiment is extremely difficult and very time consuming. It's lagging the gif search a lot. You need a lot of patience for this. And I'm struggling to find the whump scenes that are in gifs.

So far I haven't found the gif scene on Tumblr for this pure whump scene.

This is the worst amount of physical torture and suffering you'll ever get from the Luminary throughout the entire game. He S C R E A M S as the villain thrusts his arm into his chest and rips out his powers. Luminary even blacks out from the pain.

Dragon quest is bloodless. There's no gore and it's so lighthearted and child friendly in terms of gameplay that good whump is almost impossible to find. It's mostly psychological when it comes to trauma.

I'm actually surprised that those Raincodians prefer whumping over Raincode than this game where it has no blood. Dragon Quest is much more family friendly, and definitely a game that's more for people who are sensitive about seeing blood and gore but want some attractive looking characters to fan over. I guess it's mostly because Raincode has more attractive looking characters, especially as it's got full on Danganronpa vibes and Danganronpa characters get a LOT of love and attention. But then again... so does Tribe Nine 🤔 Tribe Nine has whump, it's got the vibes of both Danganronpa and Raincode combined yet nobody really cares about it....

Strange...

Hey! I'm not moving from here until you give me a free premium yearly membership pass to all your facilities!

Hmmm. So far I don't seem to be causing a big issue for the Raincodians outside. But I don't know since I can't bring myself to look. I haven't had anybody say anything. Nobody has spoken on this blog at all, just me. So I guess the taglessness is working as its not bringing too much attention and ruining their own parties.

If my spam does hit the mainstream too hard then I'll dip out of here. So far I guess the only thing I can think of right now is that it's flowing smoothly. I highly doubt that there are more than two people viewing this blog. They'd get bored quickly or just know it was me and block me anyway. Most of the Raincodian percentage has. I think there's only two that haven't out of all of them.

The fanbase has probably calmed down or got bored of me. Let's hope they are too focused on a new Raincode whump fantasy.

Speaking of whump. I found some whumpy Dragon Quest 11 gifs on here. Since I can't go back to my other blogs because I'm isolating myself from them since this blog doesn't have as much recognition from the Raincodians than my other ones. So it's a good hideout. Hopefully. I can only post them here for now. I might actually transfer them to the whump refuge discord server from here.

I don't want to draw any attention from whumpists whilst I'm here as that might be risky due to the Raincodians having connections with the whump community. Sorry my friends... but you'll have to bear with me for a while. I did put DQ11 videos in my playlist anyway.

These scenes may or may not class as whump but can give ideas. Especially as Makoto and Eleven look very alike in design. So this might interest some makoto fans.

It's like she magnet snaps onto his head. It really does look like magnets snapping together

Since I am cursed with finding whump whenever I'm not looking for it. I might as well put them here. So I don't have to spend hours looking for the same ones. That's IF I can transfer them.

Dragon quest whump is extremely rare. It's basically a non existent concept here. There's little deep emotion for potential whumpees, it may have dark concepts with deep trauma but you don't see any proper whump scenes like you would in Kingdom Hearts games or Fire Emblem.

It's like with Erik here, get hit, get back up. Carry on with what we need to do. That's it. There's barely any whump comfort time.

Also. The Luminary is extremely plain in emotion during literally any traumatic scene. He's like an android, staring at the scene unfolding. At least Makoto Kagusaki has far more emotions yet has way less screentime than the hero in DQ11

This is literally whump in Dragon Quest in a nutshell

It's more like the characters trying to wake an unconscious character up by speaking to them, while others in the party just stand around and observe the scene

I forgot that Luminary actually collapses from the cold 🤦God damn it

But at least this one is more whumpy. Jade has deep feelings for the hero, and Erik becomes his close friend. Both are popular ships in the fandom.

Another very rare example of whump. Erik reaching out to save his sister before being encased in gold

Looking at this now. I never really realised just how touching it was

Erik is slowly being petrified to death. He must be in an insane amount of agony as his body is slowly turning to solid gold. Unless DQ is too soft and this magic curse isn't physically painful for them.

How much he could actually be suffering here, is up to your interpretation

Welp. Somebody made a fan gif 🤣 yeah, this is NOT in the game. Not as far as I know anyway

You can't find these gifs by normal means by simply typing whump etc. Not even Dragon Quest 11 works

No. I found out that you need to type in DQ11

Got that?

DQ11

Then you'll find a sea of scene gifs from the game. I was actually surprised by how many there were.

Get ready for the mini egg masks

The CEO of Chocolate 🍫

I shall now expose my evil Cadbury easter egg price rising business sceme for the next ten years

Attack power: 99999999999999

It's too much.... this... power.... this raw egg power... it's crushing me!

A Dark Souls death sequence far worse than any imagined. Even the font was too disturbed to appear.

These are just limited editions

And this one got recalled. It's a bad egg, an evil egg.

Where is he even keeping all these masks on his person when not using them?

Literally what it's like to bite into the sugar candy shell of a chocolate mini egg

YOU WILL NEVER BREAK MY SWEET SHELL

Only that your forehead is fucking spacious, you could fuse both his eyes together to make a cyclops one in the centre of it.

Why be that? When you can own an entire successful chocolate factory business

This is the one in Birmingham, UK. I've been there a few times. They gave out free chocolate bars on the tour.

I WILL DROWN YOU IN SWEET, SWEET DESPAIR

My animators clearly forgot to match my facial expression to my mugshot, so I am so paralysed here. You won't believe how much agony I am actually in, this isn't smiling, this is internal screaming.

Fucking help me here Yuma, I can't even move my face muscles from this smile lock.

My exact reality with the Raincode community

I wonder if this is how they view me? It's like the game itself has actually bled to reality because this is exactly how I see that side of the community, and what I think they are thinking about me. Why do creepy philosophical things always happen to me? It's like there's a really strange connection link between my reality and the video games i play.

My luck terrifies me in Gatcha games. I end up getting the best characters when I don't even want them, or assume that they won't come to me. Marth became my all time favourite character and smash main after he appeared multiple times as a summon in FE heroes when I actually wanted Ike. This was when I was staying the night at one of the Warrick Castle Knights lodges, and he kept coming to me! I would laugh and shout out "DAMN IT MARTH!" every time he appeared. The situation was so funny and bizarre that I ended up accepting him as my favourite character. Then from there he always gave an excuse for me to love him more, like his design in ultimate. It's like he CHOSE me after a few years of being a Link main and made damn sure I'd be a marth main. Weirder still is that I dropped Link in Ultimate because I preferred his Twilight Princess model. That's freaky. As if the character knew that would happen, while also trying to tell me that I'd be a better Marth main. Looking back at it from the experience I had on the smash streams, I really was struggling to play Link properly.

I honestly can't get around this gaming phenomenon. Like the things in the games become the irony i face in real life. It's like the characters are trying to WARN you of what's to come or try to tell you something. I feel this bizarre connection with all the characters I obsess over more than others. I have that strongly with Sora from the KH series. I'm not one of these pro players that can do every difficult challenge in the games. It's like he understands me and wants me to relax and be myself. He was actually the reason I became non competitive altogether, which is strange because he is competitive. Playing as Sora has made me realise that the point of playing any game is to enjoy it, to learn from both winning and losing. That everyone evolves in skills in their own way and pace, that you also should never let a loss or frustration make you lose control of your emotions, instead to be patient and keep trying. Taking breaks to play something else for a while and return with a calmer yet also determined demeanour to keep trying the best you can, while always believing in yourself if it's a game you really love and enjoy so much. I did struggle to retain that mindset when I played smash ultimate online for all that time i was on the streams. I was new to the online gaming community world, and I wanted to make new friends and try to be good at the game i love, as I felt that you had to be among the best in order to show that you are good enough for the community.

So yeah. I believe that i do have a very close psychic bond with video game characters. It's wierd as hell but maybe I had grown up to rely on it as I lived a rather sheltered life and always struggled with friendships. This psychic connection became stronger during my years in secondary school and College. It filled that lonely void i had as i was always playing games offline due to my mother being over protective of me, so during my secondary school years I was never allowed online at all. I didn't even have a smartphone. So I missed out on so much that my peers were doing. Because of that, they isolated me. I was only a ghost, a background character in every setting we were in. I was never invited to hang out with them, nor did they talk to me as they were more interested in their social bubble.

But yeah. Games can echo what's going on in your current life

He's now ditched the CEO and has joined Organisation XIII

Gah! This wind is strong! I can't see with my fucking hair in my face!

Join us, join our circle

Just what, in the FUCK, are you brainless gobshites actully doing?

How many ex's does this guy need? None, apparently because he's found his one true love.

Makoto's World

Makoto Kagusaki, the CEO, cyclops, homunculus and for some reason looks like the hero from Dragon Quest 11

Both wear purple. Both have a bobcut hairstyle, both wierd swords, both are associated with darkness in some form (Eleven being branded as the darkspawn) and treated like a villain despite actually being heroic.

Also Makoto's final boss arena even looks like the fucking DQ11 smash ultimate stage.

Could Raincode and DQ11 be connected somehow?

Makoto was the Luminary all along. Maybe Yuma is a descendent of the Luminary.

Damn... my dear friend pix is really missing out on all this Makoto and Yuma stuff i keep seeking. This could help invent some more sickfics and overall whump art. Imagine if she could do an art piece with Yuma and Makoto re-Imagined as the DQ11 characters. Like Makoto is the Luminary, and Yuma could be Erik (somehow) this could have some whump potential. Especially as Shinigami seems to be a dragon quest fan and Raincode does have deep references to Dragon Quest.

Or her version of Makoto as the Luminary. In her artstyle. She could make a whump fantasy where Yuma nurses a sick DQ11 makoto. Raincode and DQ11 WHUMP COLLABORATION!!! imagine that! That would be awesome! And her whump artstyle is the absolute best Raincode whump, so i believe that she could do it if she wanted to. She really does create the most adorable Raincode whump scenes. I think she even invented them.

Gotta hand it to her. I may be her most hated foe. I may have been pissed off with her actions, but by God, she does make good Raincodian whump. I just can't hate her, no matter how upsetting her blocking me was. I appreciate what she does for the other Raincodian whunpists. I just wish I understood her better and approached her community differently. May you continue to shine 🌟 my hat truly goes off to you.

You actually inspired me to fulky awaken my passion for whump and become the seeker that I am today. So I really can't thank you enough. Even when it happened in the strangest way possible. You will become a true Raincodian whumpist in the eyes of the whump community someday. You have the talent and passion for it. Everyone will realise just how amazing you are. After all, people look up to you. You have your friends who'd do anything to protect you, your fans who love you so much that they are willing to give you Raincodian whump art as gifts they made for your birthday. I'm actually envious! 🤣 but you deserve it far more than I do.

Now THAT'S commitment. A sight you rarely see online and requires real trust and love for a person in order to commit to them like that. People don't just draw art for any stranger online. It takes a special bond, one that had time to blossom over the years. Never forget how blessed you truly are. In my eyes, you are the luckiest Raincodian alive, and I speak deeply from the heart.

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