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Does Wellbutrin work well?
Does Wellbutrin work well?
I’m lying down in my car. I’m feeling awful. On top of the severe throbbing hurt in my heart from depression, I’m feeling my head dizzy, and sweating. I feel severe amounts of paranoia and My hands feel shaky. Dry mouth is the minor symptom. There is a whole additional set of awful symptoms that usually surface when I try a new medication. Out of desperation from feeling awful with my…
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Why This Depression?
Why did today happen? Emotionally I’m talking about. Why did I have such severe, ridiculous, dehabiliting depression? Why did I have to suffer the ENTIRE time, driving back from Baton Rouge, for 11 hours, from 12 p.m. to 10:30. With severe severe, hurt, engulfing of the heart, heart, throbbing, jolting, severe pain, getting lit on fire by anything and everything. Why did I feel so awful, that to…
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My 9 a.m. Fajr Prayer
My 9 a.m. Fajr Prayer
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم I fell into the severe lows of my depression yesterday, after having so much progress and motivtion, that the pain associated with success and mommy crept in till it took over. Then I had this severe emotional low, complete loss of motivation. I was barely able to get up to even pray, because of the depression. I had been functioning off of about 3 hrs of sleep the past…
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Disengaging Depression
بسم الله It’s hard to describe the severity the emotional experience of depression brings. After I feel like I’m making progress in plowing through my derpression, I experience a day like today, where I feel such severe emotions from my past, bursting out of my heart, as if it will explode. The experience is not from the typical array of emotions that human beings experience, hence the term…
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Party Pooper
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم There was nothing more beloved to me than to leave the party tonight, filled with hurt and pain, and to sit on the bathroom floor and to allow myself to feel my hurt in the depth of my heart. To explore and feel truly what is bothering me, instead of always just forced to ignore it, and focus on whats around me at the expense of myself. When I went upstairs, and laid down…
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Happy?!? Birthday
December 24th was my 35th birthday. Birthday’s were a huge part of my life growing up. Being the center of attention, and the precious son of my overprotective and extremely spoiling mother. I got a a package from my mom. She bought me a “happy birthday gift.” After going through the most severe disabling depression ever. I opened the gift, and looked at the card, and I just sat there and…
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Trust YOU Again?!?!
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم يقص الله تعالى عن يعقوب لأبنائه في سورة يوسف قال هل آمنكم عليه كما أمنتكم على أخيه من قبل فالله خير حافظا و هو أرحم الراحمين He said, “Will I entrust you with him, just like I entrusted you with his brother from before? Allah is a better protector and the most lovingly compassionate of the compassionate. 12:64 As I have mentioned before, Surah Yusuf is more than…
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Depression Pains
I woke up, after a slightly more manageable day, although every day I feel these soul stinging and paining depressions, no matter what activity I engage in, and I have felt so awful with these soul stinging in the dead center of my heart, when I try to pray or read quran, that has been there for I don’t know how long. Yesterday, I prayed all my prayers, though I still felt the terrible stinging…
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The Depression Cloud
The darkness of depression is dismal. It is dark. almost completely dark. I have such severe soul pains all day long, that I’m hoping and wishing that would come out of my soul in the form of tears. Yet, I seem to be unable to do that, and have constant terrible painful feelings and thoughts repeat. I am aware of hope in my soul, and believing in yourself are keys, but these pains seem to have…
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EA's Take - "Is Depression a Sign of Weak Iman?"
EA’s Take – “Is Depression a Sign of Weak Iman?”
I did a google search for “depression and iman”, and I came across a little article by Understand Quran Academy, addressing this topic. I felt the urge to comment on this article because he was bringing things from THE SURAH dealing with psychological issues, the Best Story EVER; especially for you and me, oh my fellow صاحبو السجن (“psychological prisoners.”) In the article, he cites the event…
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Who Gets Hell?
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Anybody suffering with scrupulosity will be consumed with the idea of hellfire. Who get’s hellfire? This becomes the focus of your life. Because I’ve felt such a loss of faith, due to my severe despair and ocd with hellfire, I have become paranoid severely that I could be from them, for committing the “unforgiveable sin” of blasphemy. Scrupulous Christians reading this…
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Worship Rahman
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Anxiety and Scrupulosity is deficient in one major area. Belief in Rahman. There’s a newsflash that I want to send to myself and all of my friends here in the community and other readers. We are worshipping The Most Compassionate. That is who we are enslaving ourselves to. The Most Compassionate. The Most Loving. The Most Forgiving. All those good qualities we love…
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"Could Allah Punish Me?"
“Could Allah Punish Me?”
بسم الله This is the burning question my scrupulosity asks me. This is the source of my agony. “Would Allah ever punish me?” That’s the source of all the anxiety, despair, paranoia, and even anger and resentment. “Is it possible that the most compassionate Rabb, the source of pleasure, peace, love, and care, the protecting friend, is it possible that He too may reject me? The ultimate…
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Obsession with Punishment
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم I’ve been stuck in the gutter for the past maybe year engulfed in obsessions with punishments, and accountability. I think about Allah and the afterlife all day long. But you will not find anybody more miserable. I think negative things about Allah and somehow punishing or being held accountable. It is misery always finding some evidence in Islam that makes me question…
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The Secret of the Shirt
The Secret of the Shirt
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Surah Yusuf has an interesting recurring theme throughout. That is, the Shirt of Yusuf. It is a mystery of the Quran, and when tying into self esteem and self worth, oh it is simply amazing. Yusuf’s shirt was mentioned 6 times in the surah in 4 places. Let’s look at the shirt in the surah. by philippe* flikr و جاءوا على قميصه بدم كذب – And they came with fake blood on…
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Interpretations of Condemnation
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم This post is a tough one to write in the midst of my issues. But I had a bought of inspiration, so I thought I may try to crank it out now. I am having incredible difficulty with hellfire, punishments, and sins these days. I crazy difficult time. A difficulty and agony I have never experienced before. It has made my attitude extremely bitter and upset, and negatively…
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Does Islam Ignore Self Esteem?
Does Islam Ignore Self Esteem?
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم “The Quran is guidance for humanity. It has general principles for the problems of humanity.” I’ve heard this many a time. “Okay Sheikh so and so. What about my severe depression problems and self esteem and worthlessness issues. You say god cares and loves me, but where is God talking to me to make me feel better and feel like I’m worth something?” This may be how you…
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