ETERNAL HAPPY FACE

[bernese-mountain-dyke]

if you’re in high school right now you gotta start writing poetry trust me on this, it’s cringe, poetry kids are pretentious, you’ll look back on it and be embarrassed, and it is literally the best thing you could be doing right now. The world is in dire need of more crappy teenage poetry

[biggaybunny]

Tumblr staff: ten options is enough for polls, right? No one needs more than that on a regular basis. The average tumblr user: Hey guys which element of the periodic table do you think is the most fuckable?

[lady-inkyrius]

Posting hole

[lady-inkyrius]

Lol

[metastablephysicist]

yeah yeah carbon nanotubes. but what about the copper nanotubes.

[mythopoeticlicense]

I bet you'd need some high quality copper for that huh?

[6qubed]

not again you mesopotamian son of a bitch

[chibird]

Changing your thinking can be hard, but gradually, we can slow down our automatically negative thoughts and start introducing some more positive ones.

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[eggasaurus-k]

So after a weird strange series of events, I really crave to be on tumblr. I’m turning 24 next month. I think my mom made me delete my first blog because she found a swear word on my phone but like what I’ve been on this app since 6th grade? Like 2012/2013 or so. Anyways it’s a decade and I’m back because well, it’s been a really awful year for me.

I didn’t finish my student teaching and was supposed to be teaching in North Carolina this fall. Since that didn’t happen things have been on pause since may and have to do the whole semester over again this spring. Worked at a museum, moved in with my boyfriend, am an over educated and over qualified sub in Houston. he’s applying for grad school, my teaching residency makes me stuck in North Carolina and his schools are on the west coast… teaching has unsurfaced how poor my executive functioning skills are and how uh anxious I am. I’m just low in self esteem because well, I’m not making much progress in anything

Anyways I’m spilling my beans because that’s what I did on my blog my senior year of high school about every gush and hormonal turn. Reading it is so fun I wish I had documented college as much as I did. And it’s also the best way for me to express myself. I started to journal again but sometimes I just wish someone could hear this.

Anyways the more immediate reason why Im back because I finally watched heartstopper -which truth be told I am far less gay that I was 10 years ago but I finally caved in and absolutely demolished the series, the tv show, (gosh I caved into the novelas too, I’m so desperate). I’m so nostalgic for tumblr and the feelings of being 15-18 being so hopefully and romantic and all that jazz. Honestly even just the honeymoon phase of any relationship, it’s really sweet to see that on screen.I miss reading for the thrill and the fandom and the obsession. I just want to fangirl. I miss that as a time I missed media, I haven’t enjoyed the internet as much as I did then because well, it was the discourse I was there fire. Also since graduating undergrad there’s just a lot less queer people in my life - what I get for moving to North Carolina I guess I also have less people to talk to.

Anyways I’m sleepy and over expressed myself. Who will see this , who knows .

[ode-on-a-grecian-butt]

[steveyockey]

NOAH SCHNAPP GET BEHIND ME

[eggasaurus-k]

in other important vol 2 discussion...

how tf did the hellfire team make it back to hawkins when vecna LITERALLY TORE EVERYTHING UP AND CREATED A MASSIVE EARTHQUAKE IN BOTH DIMENSIONS?

[eggasaurus-k]

Y’all know there’s a season 5 right?

If you remember, the next season is going to take right after where we leave off this season. Will can come out, Jonathan and Nancy can break up, etc etc. The whole point of a tv show is to make you feel (both good and uncomfortable), that’s the point of tension and drama. All these things can be resolved, if this weren’t true, they wouldn’t have a next season (which was planned since the show was pitched to Netflix).

TLDR; they want you to tune in for the finale because you want to know how things they pent up through out the show to end.

[eggasaurus-k]

st4 v2 spoiler theory

What if the 4th kill isn't max but instead will? Will is still touched by vecna and was supposed to stay in the upside down. This would be a more shocking surprise so we wouldn't see it coming. Also noah is going to college this fall.. maybe his contract is over.

[evilvarric666-archive]

Cats understand "naughty". In fact I think they're the only animal who understands it. Dogs know "good" and "bad" but not Naughty. Same with theft. Cats know what theft is. They know when they are thieving and you can see it on their faces. Squirrels are thieves but they don't know that. They know "take" and "have" but they don't comprehend what it is to steal. Nor do raccoons or coyotes or any species of rodent. They may participate in theft but they are ignorant of the weight of what they do, the full meaning of it. Cats know what crime is and they do it on purpose.

[cheruib]

suffering from cheek kisses deficiency (self diagnosed)

[eggasaurus-k]

so yeah now that I look up tumblr my google autocorrects to turnitin.com. We’ve ended an era folks 

[eggasaurus-k]

I’m kind of always on autopilot when I play my ukulele. Here’s the experience.

wow my voice sounds gross

[eggasaurus-k]

being a senior is kind of rough because there’s no one higher up than you that can tutor you. you’re just fucked and no one in the class knows whats going on either

[eggasaurus-k]

boys I’m going out tomorrow

[fakehistory]

The assassination of Archduke Franz Ferdinand of Austria in Sarajevo (1914, miniaturized)

[eggasaurus-k]

College vibes are strong. Now to finish senior year.