So Shugen was basically tossed from one relative to another like some dirty ball?? š Ohhh that's actually so sad... how horrifying and traumatizing must that have been for him š
Ohhh poor baby, cute little baby šš I wonder what he was like when his parents were still alive... how kind and cheerful he might have been, and how much of a cute little kid he was š„¹ His father was strict, strong, and upright, while his mother was kind... but I kinda feel like even though his father was the strict and strong one, his mother might've actually been the one who dominated the household šš like she could've been the kindest person with the most beautiful smile in Shugen's life, but somehow she was still the real boss of the house š
I feel like his childhood might've been so full of laughter, peace, and happiness, just like any other kid's, before that tragedy happened... š This poor kid, why did something so horrible have to happen to him šš
Everytime bb shu shu comes on screen this starts playing in my headšš
He was such a bb nooouuuuu, how could theyšš
but I kinda feel like even though his father was the strict and strong one, his mother might've actually been the one who dominated the household šš like she could've been the kindest person with the most beautiful smile in Shugen's life, but somehow she was still the real boss of the house š
I luv that hc sm, as unlikely as it would be for their timeš I hc Shu looks rlly similar to his mumā like literal boy version of her. So if he got his strictness from his father, he got his stubbornness from his mumāwhich is a not so good combination for his older version nowš
I also think Shugen would absolutely loves holding hands during sex. He notices every tiny detail. If you squeeze his hands tightly ā whether from pleasure, pain, or asking for more ā he won't comment with words, but his eyes will narrow for a moment, and you'll feel his grip respond back with the same force, as if he's saying: "I'm here, I'm with you."š
He likes to keep his hands intertwined with yours even if the position is difficult, because this way he can "read" your reactions before you even make a sound. The firm squeezes tell him when to slow down, when to go harder, and when to rest his forehead against yours and pause to catch his breath together with you. š®āšØ
What makes him lose his composure the most ā that composure he always holds onto so tightly ā is when you lock your fingers forcefully into his hands to the point that your knuckles turn white, and you pull him toward you as if you're telling him "don't pull away." In that moment, even Shugen might lose his focus for a second and draw even closer, breathing against your neck while gripping your hands firmly, holding on to them.š¤°š
Asafgajakajak how dis ask finds me noniee š¤°š
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Oughhh he doesssss, but I think he just loves having your body as close as possible to himš even if itās at an inconvenient position, and the hand holding just comes natural to itšš
Shugen and backshots that turn into prone bone my belovedā¦ā¦
Itās just so comforting for him. Feeling your smaller ones encased in his own. The softness of your skin against his, begging to be touched, to be held. Shugen in general just loves to touch you (sexually or not), his hands instinctively landing on some part of your body as he draws near.
Although now, inside the comforts of your shared bed, an intimate moment only for his eyes to see and beholdā he realises how starved he is of your touchā as he feels the tender and soft contours of your body pushed against his own. Itās a feeling he can never get sick of, intertwining his hands in yours as he practically drills your pliant form into the futon.
Itās like a nail to the plank, yāknow? The hand holding thing. Every squirm and arch of your body against his creates a distinguishable friction that seems to satisfy the primal part of him that wishes to pin you down. Him holding your hand, stopping you from moving while also having him be as close to you as much as possible???
Love a man who wants to fuse your bodies together during smexš«¶š»š«¶š»
Iām actually quite tired today t-t, Iāll finish the aesthetic/moodboards this week (hopefully friday t-t), and answer some asks in between_(Ā“ą½`ć ā )_
But now that I rlly think about itā I'm actually not sure now asafgahjak I'm at that point in writing where everything to characterisation has sort of meshed together, and I'm sort of getting this kinda depersonalisation w/ how I write him. I might need to take a lil break soon but we shall seeee.
You'd live in a small house in the forest. Surrounded by towering trees that seem to stretch towards you, to shrubs, and clearings filled to the brim with herbs and various flora. The other members of the Asaemons are concerned about the solitary state of your abode. Neither the townspeople, nor they, could reach you both if need be. It's a thoughtful concern, but there's not much to worry aboutā the forest is easy to navigate, you've both been in and out of the area often enough to know where each trail leads off to. Evidence of this is the faint trail crossing towards all sites of foraging and clearings where you usually collect your medicinal herbs.
Athough berries and wildflowers aren't exactly a filling everyday mealā so traveling back to town to buy food and supplies becomes a weekly routine. Fuchi doesn't mind the long trek back to the dojoā as long as a new body was promised for his research, he wouldn't mind waking up everyday at the brink of dawn to collect it. However, the amount of sleep he receives in a day becomes an increasing concern on your end.
Youāve gotten used to the wildlife that surrounds the areaā what you didnāt expect is the amount of strays that somehow wandered itself near the premises of your home. Guests are a rare occurrence in your quaint little slice of haven, so visits from the occasional cats and dogs (and sometimes even raccoons), are a welcome change of pace from the otherwise quiet space.
Life w/ Fuchi is slow, and peaceful, in spite of the uneventful nature of your current life, your husband never fails to do and say things you least expect. His love for his work seeps into a lot of your conversations, but for as much as he loves talkingā he also loves listening, although you'd wager he spins tales more effectively than youā he still soaks up every word that leaves you.
Iām happy you find them enjoyableee, I do admit some of my takes are kinda scuffed because I am an opinionated old witchā but thank you for sending this innnn hahaha t-t we have such an amazing community of ppl willing to share their thoughts and translations from the light novel, and the game stories and I canāt rlly take credit for that haha, like youā I too, am also happy to be includedš«¶š»š«¶š»
We all cook each otherās meals here, I am being fed as much as yāall for being hereš
Ty again noniee for sending this innn, I rlly do appreciate it!! Have an amazing day wherever you are kith kithš«¶š»šš«¶š»
The change in routine and lifestyle isn't a vast difference. Acclimating to each other's habits and lifestyle isn't unheard of for married couples, and Shugen remains as dutiful to his job as he is to you, to your marriage, and ensuring you live a comfortable life together.
Life with him would be simple. A small house teetering the edge of town, a ten minute or so walking distance to the dojo, and a small walks away from the city. He actually takes his days-off now, Eizen and Sagi had to convince him there is life outside of duty, and that spending time with you inside the dojo and polishing equipment and helping w/ clean-up is not an acceptable date idea, even if you never seem to mind.
He'd often accompany you to town on his days-off, refusing to let you go alone, and adamant about not letting you carry the bags. Although he's not capable of buying grand and expensive things, he'd accomodate to your interestsā saving money in secret to get you that new item you've been eyeing whenever you pass by the stalls in town.
Lots of people from town come to watch the Yamada students spar during their open-days, although the increased amounts of people visiting when word got out that Shugen would be the advisor for the training was daunting, you almost didn't see the familiar silhouette of your husband as the crowd of young and older women gathered around the premises. You remember being in their place onceā an admirer, although the attention was less directed towards him specificallyā the thought makes you laugh in delight nonetheless, but you're not too worried over the detailsā after all, amidst the sea of people, in spite of the distance between you, his eyes always seem to find yours first.
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