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a fucking mess tbh

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i love my papa so much i can always count on him to hype me up 💖

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and again 💕

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happy new year (2026)

idek lol i hope this year will be good

last year was relatively good

biggest highlight of course was getting engaged

no major losses besides money lol

goal is to try to be more intentional and thoughtful in my words and actions

and to kinda find myself or some time of meaning/purpose

in this moment, i just feel a little stagnant and lost? lol

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i love my papa so much i can always count on him to hype me up 💖

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something for the wedding since i’m getting married now LOL 💞 (life update hello!!!!)

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Allen and I (Rachel, LOL) apparently crossed paths once before but I could nottt recall our initial encounter. Something about the second time was different and I’m thankful to whatever brought us back together. We met while Allen was in the midst of nursing school and we were long distance for the first year of our relationship. We survived the distance, nursing school, the NCLEX (big sigh), anddd moving in together. 3 years later, we’re raising a cat who basically runs our (MY) life and I couldn’t ask for anything more. I love you Allen and I’m happy I get to do live with you. I’m thankful to have a partner that knows when you give me space and give me snacks to cheer me up. Thank you for choosing me ❤️

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just thinking about when allen proposed to me… literally prefect 😭😭🤍🤍🤍🤍 i love him so much

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it’s challenging being not straight and having not straight attraction in a straight relationship lmaooo i love titties what can i sayyyyyy ugh!!!!

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sigh i feel sad and i can probably change that by just getting outta bed and doing stuff but sometimes just wanna sulk and be sad ://///

[nemfrog]

Reflected red sun. Ancient Egyptian legends. 1920. Title page image.

[topcat77]

Saoud Abdallah

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tattoo idea??

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self sabotage but for what reason smh

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this is like almost like a self fulfilling prophecy manifesting itself in front of my very eyes lmfaoooooooo lmfaooo lollllll like i always knew it would

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this whole week i’ve been off with allen and it’s been so nice honestly and i think it’s been a nice reset for us, especially with work, to just be in each others presence. i love him so much and am so thankful for him. ❤️

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lately i feel like i’ve just been in my head so much???? sigh sigh sigh sigh not all the time but when i am i am. i have to remind myself to fuck my brain and OVERRIDEEEE AND OVERCOME AND SPEAK UP!!!!! WHEN AND IF I NEED TO BECAYSE HOW I FEEL, MY DISPOSITION, AFFECTS OTHERS; IF I DONT SPEAK UP!!!!

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i feel so bad for everyone :(( </3333 :((((((((((((((

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isssss something wrong w me? lmfao yikes

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just so much anxiety sigh sigh sigh

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poor poor me lol