more than (witty) words

the smartest thing she ever said. or she chose left unsaid.

[teenagecrush]

[teenagecrush]

[ehmufti]

Adelaide, 2017

Desember 2015.

"Saya cinta kamu. Saya janji, saya ngga akan nyerah, ga akan berubah, ga akan berenti sayang sama kamu. Saya, secinta itu."

Juni, 2016

"Saya ngga bisa. Ga ada lagi yang bisa saya pertahankan. Saya harus pergi.."

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Dia yang lantang berulang-ulang mengucap takkan pergi adalah juga yang paling cepat berlari meninggalkan. Seolah kami tak pernah ada. Seolah mimpi-mimpi kami tak pernah nyata. Seolah semua janji hanya kata.

Mencoba mengerti keadanmu, mudah.

Memahami maksud dari takdir Tuhan yang ini, berproses tapi aku bisa.

Memaafkanmu yang aku belum mampu.

Harus dipahami kalau memang move on tidak sepaket dengan memaafkan. Hatiku belum seksatria itu; memaafkan kamu yang tak pernah tau bagaimana caranya meminta maaf.

[dollysgothworld]

[ehmufti]

When we finally meet the right person then suddenly we think how much wasted time we had for mourning a broken heart from a person.

[nakedly]

Sometimes everything seems a little fucked up. Or very fucked up. But not everybody knows how to appreciate and love the fucked up things; and the fucked up people.

(via nakedly)

[teenagecrush]

You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

(via teenagecrush)

[amargedom]

[deeplifequotes]

May you receive what you’ve been praying for.

(via deeplifequotes)

[ehmufti]

"Her philosophy is carpe diem for herself, and laissez-faire for others."

F. Scott Fitzgerald

[ehmufti]

No one returned empty handed from the God’s beloved.

[serious]

if i can’t find the cure i’ll fix you with my love

[dailyinspirationquotes]

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[ehmufti]

Saya paham kalau kamu pergi, bukan menjauh. Saya juga paham kalau kamu meninggalkan, bukan menjaga jarak.

[ehmufti]

“You’re growing your hair.” “You’re losing weight.” “You run in the early morning.” “You’re home.” “You don’t apply for jobs and instead you’re staying here, cooking.” “You’re crying in the middle of the night. Don’t tell I didn’t hear.” “You keep checking on your phone though it doesn’t ringing unless from Gojek.” “I know you’re in pain, Nak. I just don’t want to ask you why for I know you’ll suffer more. All in all, I know you are much stronger than this. Pray for a stronger you, Nak. Pray for He will heal you. Pray for a better you."

[ehmufti]

Ada beda yang nyata ketika sebuah hubungan diakhiri ketika cinta masih ada dan ketika cinta sudah hilang.

[ehmufti]

I still name my pain with your name

I give you all of me, literally. To you, all I write, post, say, anything was brand new. Exclusively for you. But you, you can’t even write a proper birthday wishes. You really have to take from other’s post and put it as it’s yours. Like I can’t find it some other day.

I give you all of me, literally. The best of me and the worst of me. You saw me at my head-to-toe playing dress up and make up just for you and surely me at my just-woke-up voice and sort of. You had my best effort keeping up things. You know how much I treasure this love-hate-relationship. You fckin did.

I told you that no one has ever seen me as naked as I did when we are together. You saw me wanting, crying, crawling, mourning, angry, sad, bad, disappointed and all. You know my fears, my tears at 2am, my crashing down at the bathroom floor. My all kind of disaster, you have it all. You have seen it all. And yeah, that’s me being naked in front of you.

You know I was fragile but you dropped me anyway.