Hai1ne

I have ASPD and ADHD so I’m emotionally dense but FAST Don’t mind me just dumping my art here

[hai1ne]

Another year

Another Rogue Trader painting

[zttjlllll]

The original meme comes from the Chinese online community, I used machine translation, so it might not be very funny.

[feyspeaker]

murderelf bf 🖤🗡️ still a few days left to join print club for Marzipan month! (may 2026)

[xiz0r]

[thatzombiecat]

Hotline, a drukhari hellion

For the ever gorgeous brilliant and absolutely inspiring person gracing this world @nanivel! happy birthday luv ♥♥♥

[xiz0r]

The Siren of Commorragh

[vampyloves]

Teehee <3 Formal drukhari wear? He is missing a blade though....

[hai1ne]

It’s the 20th April my guys.

Yk what that means

Time to ignore all responsibilities and smoke za all day

[hai1ne]

Mmmmmh blood letting

[pakongg]

40K黑泥鳅

我愿称其为猫头猫最成功的汉化之一（此处原文是“Dracon”） 国区特供大黑泥鳅！吃了都说好！🙌

约稿自mhs： Abton 感谢老师绘制！

[volno]

Turns out that Marazhai's voice actor's( @willvoiceit ) streams have a redeem feature where you can get him to read shitposts. Anyway my cousin showed me a clip and I had to animate it.

[kredous]

Void love

[tragicwaif]

I hate when people take an interesting character and surgically remove all the spite self interest and interpersonal harm it’s so sick you’ve given me some sort of gruel .no more abusing children? you hate me?

[fenrisares]

Friend asked for Alastor in this fit, sooo 𓂀𓋹🦌𓋹𓂀

[infernalis-crypture]

I might start a fight with this but hear me out.

The sentiment of “you need to take responsibility for having X disorder” is often loaded. No; having a disorder is not your fault. You don’t need to apologize for existing, for being traumatized, or for being mentally ill.

But people twist that into meaning you also don’t have to care how you treat others because of it; and that’s where it goes wrong. You don’t need to take responsibility for having a disorder. You do need to take responsibility for how you behave because of it.

Having NPD doesn’t automatically make you abusive. But if your traits are maladaptive, you refuse to try to minimize harm, and you hurt people as a result: then yes, you are part of the problem.

And I say this as someone who was abusive when I was younger due to my traits.

I’m not saying:

“ASPD means you’ll kill someone”

or “NPD means you’re abusive”

But any disorder can lead to harmful behavior if unmanaged. Depression can make people abusive. Anxiety can make people controlling. Trauma can make people manipulative. DID can destabilize relationships.

None of that is a moral failing; but it is something you’re responsible for addressing. Sometimes harm isn’t intentional. But you still need the self-awareness to recognize when the thing hurting you is also hurting others.

I’ve been hospitalized multiple times. I’ve gotten in legal trouble. I’ve been at the ugly end of this spectrum and fought tooth and nail to be where I am now; and I still need help regularly.

So no, disorders aren’t your fault. But how you manage them, how you treat people, and whether you try to minimize harm absolutely is.

That applies to ASPD. NPD. DID. Depression. Anxiety. All of it.

Mental illness explains behavior. It does not excuse unchecked harm. And you cannot blame stigma when you receive real consequences due to your own actions.

[buriedknight]

Dearest friend

[anna-antoshchenkova]

"You will be the voice of our people"