Ghost-Making

Unoriginal unloveable incapable inhuman nonautonomous nonentity

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

[ceruleanheaven]

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

[eidolopoiia]

They should also do something in general about the whole wanting to die over any perceived criticism issue but that’s an easily player mediated one. Like I’m 23 I can mostly avoid breaking down about that shit now.

[eidolopoiia]

They should really push a patch for the bug where if you get well meaning criticism from your best friend it makes you want to kill yourself

[eidolopoiia]

Still want to die despite the sleep about it. Epic. Whatever Canada v Morocco today. Stay delusional.

[eidolopoiia]

Getting to the part of being awake where I really really really really really want to be dead which is a sign I need to sleep but I don’t wanna be alone w my thoughts so I just doom scroll forever. Sighs.

[truelovevip-deactivated20190324]

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

[truelovevip-deactivated20190324]

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

[truelovevip-deactivated20190324]

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

[eidolopoiia]

Posted a piece of art and immediately felt like I was going to be pelted w rocks for being bad at art what’s uuuuuuuuuuup with me. Jesus.

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

sorry for the nervous breakdown everyone im actuallt fine because i have to be

[achillesinhighheels]

[eidolopoiia]

It’s crazy how I can have a really good day and then the second I start thinking about the fact that I’m entirely incapable of creating meaningful things I devolve rapidly into suicide ideating. can we get a grip.

[eidolopoiia]

Suicide ideation maxxing. Or as I like to call it. Life minning maxxing.

[freakoutgirl]

This is how June is going to feel

[freakoutgirl]

ngl June has ended up feeling more like this