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Checking In

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The Naum was seated on a decrotive wall, his feet tucked under his knees, resting his elbows on his knees. He had more than a few minutes between classes in which to clear his head. With nothing in his hands, he allowed himself to sink into a sort of reverie. IT was not long, however, before a voice slipped into his reverie. His head felt like it was filled with cottom. He blinked slightly and looked up at the figure in front of him.

It was the guidance counselor who had greete him on his first day. A pleasant person with features which were both friendly and open. Taeyong, despite his cotton-head feeling, smiled brightly. “Oh hello, I am sorry for seeming so out of it.” He nibbled his bottom lip, “I do hope you weren’t standing there long.” He listened carefully as they asked him a series of questions. He wanted to keep close track so that he could get himself out of his distracted state. “Oh! They’re going really well!” His smile brightened still more. “Well I’m taking Botany…Korean 3…Sociology.” A short moment of thought, “Psychology, Music 2 and Art history.” Another pause. “Ooh! and Human Protocols…and Rocket Science. Heh, I am taking the lot, I suppose.”

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Eileen tilted their head slightly as the other seemed a bit lost in their own world. “No need to be sorry, I just sort of appeared didn’t I?” They asked wrinkling their nose a little bit with a smile still on their lips before continuing to talk to them, “Is everything alright though?” They ask as there are many different reasons to be ‘out of it’ such as being tired, or just day dreaming. 

They couldn’t help but get wide eyes as the other talked about all the classes they were part of. “Eight classes?” Eileen asks a bit shocked and impressed at the same time. “Well I’m glad that they’re going well, just make sure to balance your time out alright? I don’t want to see you getting stressed with all the work that comes with taking so many classes at once.” They said genuinely concerned for the others wellbeing when it came to having a social life and maintaining good grades, not to mention their mental health. 

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Do I have to come to your office to talk to you or am I permitted to just write to you anonymously?

You are most certainly welcome to write to me anonymously. That is why this website was created! I just want you to be comfortable, and if that means keeping the anonymity there then I’m happy to provide that. 

- Eileen Kim 

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Take Cover

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Weather was such a fickle thing, the morning and early afternoon had started out beautiful, in the mid 20s degree celsius (mid 70s fahrenheit). Eileen had left the house and ventured off on their own to enjoy the nice weather, dressed appropriately for the occasion in a flowing summer dress. 

There was really no plan for the healer, they were wondering around the village window shopping, enjoying their day off from the academy. It wasn’t until around two pm than they noticed the sky start to go from a brilliant bright blue to a stormy gray. Not one to be too fond of storms, especially the loud thundering kinds, Eileen decided that it would be the best course of action to make their way back home. Alas, they were too late in their venture home and were not able to make it home before the rain started to pour down on them. 

Starting to get wet, Eileen ran for the nearest cover, which happened to be a singular tree. Shivering slightly as the temperature seemed to drop with the oncoming rain, Eileen was a little bit anxious. So far there was no sign of thunder, which they were thankful of, but that didn’t mean that they were safe from that as it could sound any minute, especially with the change in temperature. That and Eileen wasn’t sure how long the storm would take to pass, they weren’t too interested in walking home in the rain all soaking wet, dress clinging, and cold. 

Groaning softly Eileen glanced up at the sky and pouted a bit. “Please stop raining, I just want to go home please.” They say with a slight huff before noticing someone else caught in the rain making their way towards the tree for cover as well. Shifting slightly Eileen started to rub their arms, scooting over a bit so that the other had some room too. “Pretty sudden storm huh?” They asked with a soft smile.

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Checking In

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Eileen was a bit shocked to see that the new student, Taeyong had bright silver white hair. They wondered if the student had died it, or was that their natural color? Either way the color looked really nice on the other and had Eileen thinking about dying their own hair. In their 24 years of being alive, Eileen had never died their hair before, and rarely cut it liking the long length of their hair. They were getting very off topic though, they were supposed to be welcoming the student, not fantasizing about a hair change. Shaking their head slightly to try and clear it, to get their train of thought back on track. 

Eileen had already welcomed the student to the academy, but they liked to check up on the new students to make sure that they were adjusting nicely to their new life on campus. Not many students had any problems fitting into the student life, but it was always nice to let them know you cared, right? 

“Taeyong, how are your classes going?” Eileen asks genuinely interested in the other’s answer. “Which ones are you taking again?” They ask curiously wondering who they had for teachers, Eileen knew a good handful of them, a lot of the teachers were kind, some where a little rough around the edges, but they were all good people.  

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English Buddies

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Eileen had been walking around the academy ground, enjoying the early summer heat as it wasn’t yet too hot. In a few weeks Eileen knew that the comfortable temperature wouldn’t be too comfortable anymore as Korea tends to get very hot. Although Eileen would take Korean summers compared to Arizona summers which could reach over 120 degrees fahrenheit, and that was a dry heat without much humidity. 

Stopping in their tracks, Eileen’s ears perked up a bit as they heard someone speaking in English. It was always so interesting to hear their first language spoken where their second language dominated. Glancing around they noticed one of the new students talking to themselves, though Eileen couldn’t exactly make out what they were talking about, they knew it wasn’t in Korean. 

“Dylan...Is that right?” Eileen asks in English hoping that they hadn’t confused the student’s name with another. They didn’t want to offend the new student, especially since they were one of the few people that they could converse in English with. “How are you liking the academy so far?” They ask curiously trying to make light conversation with the other, hoping they weren’t being too awkward. 

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Suddenly in a writing mood...Like this for a random starter!

Eileen is a healer working as a guidance counselor -- Message me if you want to do a thread based on the healing side of them or counselor side!

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Anonymous Counseling

Thanks to a wonderful suggestion from a student, I’ve made an anonymous counseling/question site! Here you can ask any questions you have without having to come to my office hours, it takes some of the awkwardness and shyness away. I hope to hear from you all soon!

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Eileen Feighny by Nick Heavican

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“Yes I’m a Naum.” He smiled wondering how could it be that the gossips didn’t reach them yet. But anyways it was cute how they earthlings grow excited to the simple idea of aliens. They really owned a selfish culture.

“Really?” He asked while raising a brow. What a coincidence that would be. “What’s her name if I may ask?” There was still the chance that there was no connection at all but he wanted to know now.

“Oh fantastic. Then I will be rude enough and abuse this invitation as soon as I can. Are you free tonight?” He chuckled flashing at them a full smile. A backup was something he really needed there.

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“A Naum...” Eileen repeats tilting their head softly. “I’m afraid I’m not too familiar with that race, I’m sorry.” They admit with a small pout on their lips, although they were really excited to learn about them.

“My grandmother’s name is Ayelen,” They said with a fond smiling thinking about their grandmother. “Her name was the inspiration around mine.” They chuckled softly. Normally Eileen would have picked a more gender neutral name, but they felt a connection with this one because of their grandmother. 

“Oh you’re not being rude at all! I’d love to have you over.” They say excited to hang out with another adult here at the academy. “What do you like to eat other than ramen?” They chuckled slightly. 

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Finding Your Happy Place

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Upon hearing their voice, Zoe exhaled heavily while waiting for the door to open. The smile on Eileen’s face upon cracking the door open was bright and welcoming that it plastered on Zoe’s face too, a toothy grin, as she entered inside. The ambience of the room was therapeutic and calming, but it felt somewhat isolated. “I’d personally want the door closed, Eileen,” she answered them back before taking the offered seat. Even if it felt so tight inside the room Zoe preferred to have more privacy  because even coming up here wasn’t easy for her.

At their question, Zoe nodded her head and said yes, confirming that she was in fact, named Zoe. But the remaining question of Eileen immediately kept her silent for a couple of seconds, her eyes falling on her lap to recollect herself. “I need your help, Eileen,” Zoe couldn’t lift her head up to look at them in the eyes. She was ashamed of herself: one, for being unsuccessful in dealing this simple weakness alone; and two, for being immature when it comes down to confronting it with another person.

“I’m not sure how to start telling you my story or how to explain what have been bothering me but—I’ve been very doubtful. It used to be manageable but it’s keeping me preoccupied now and it’s distracting me in a daily basis. And if I ever tell you my story, would you keep it a secret?”

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Eileen shifted slightly in their seat as the atmosphere became very serious suddenly as the student glanced down. Reading their body language it was clear that they weren’t very comfortable, which was something that Eileen wanted everyone to be, if you weren’t comfortable, you weren’t going to make progress. “I’m here to help you with anything you need.” They say softly hoping to ease some of that discomfort that Zoe had. 

“Zoe, It’s part of my job to keep things secret, anything you tell me is confidential and I won’t tell anyone else about it. The only time I’d have to break confidentiality is if you tell me that you’re going to hurt yourself or others. We just want everyone to be safe.” They say nodding their head a bit offering the other a warm smile hoping this would make the other feel a bit better. 

“As to where to start, lets get you comfortable first. If you’re not comfortable then things aren’t going to flow well and you might leave some important things out.” They say glancing around a bit. “What can I do to help you get comfortable? Can I get you something to drink? Do you want to move to sit on the couch?” They hummed a little bit glancing out their window. “Do you want to go outside?”

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❝The Dark Forest—❞ 🌕☾🌔🌙✨ feat. Junhyung & Eileen [Nefarious Ch #2]

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Eyes were squinted as the female stepped out of the temple– orbs adjusting to the new light shining upon them before she could take notice of the big clearing area she led herself into, along with a few others. Some that she’s seen around the academy, some that she didn’t, but she didn’t minded them much. She got here by her own effort, and she was far from a good teammate, so she would continue her path alone as well. Throwing her gaze to the clear waters shimmering at the far north of the place, its beauty held her attention prisoner as she was highly enticed to follow the path there– yet again she was more clever than that and something told her that things weren’t as beautiful and peaceful as they seemed. 

Turning her eyes to the front she didn’t had a clear sight of the opposite side, but didn’t grow curious about it either– however the forest on her right seemed like a much more familiar place. Anyone could have thought she was crazy since the its aspect was not alluring at all. It was a place surrounded by huge trees that didn’t allowed any view inside, creature sounds could be heard coming from the core of the woods as the wind danced around her jet black curls and all that forest could scream out was danger. However, Seline was not afraid, there was no bigger darkness than the one she carried inside, so she turned her steps towards the place. 

Though as mentioned, she was not alone, and right after she made her decision a few others apparently had her same thoughts– she could hear their steps behind her and could only sigh out in slight annoyance as she kept walking. She held no interest on talking to them and would probably sneak away as soon as they entered the forest. If they wanted to team up between them so be it, but she was praying they wouldn’t occur to call her out to join them– in situations like these, she preferred to lean on herself and herself only. There’s always someone that mess up and she was not willing to clean after anyone’s shit. 

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As Eileen moved out of the temple it finally hit them what they were getting themselves into, the unknown. Eileen had stepped into another realm without a plan or thought, they just started going through things, talking to people finding odd things lying around. Taking a deep breath Eileen started to glance around noticing that everything looked really calm and serine. They didn’t know how long it was that they spent glancing around the beautiful outdoors, but they finally spotted a familiar face. 

“Seline?” Eileen asks making their way over to the woman that once was their camping chore mate. Smiling friendly at the other they started to way at her, hoping that she wouldn’t mind Eileen coming over to talk to them. They noticed at Seline was headed towards the forest and something stirred inside Eileen as they could hear random noises coming from the forest, animal like noises. Taking a deep breath Eileen continued to walk with the other figuring it might be better to go into the forest as a pair than individuals, who knew what was in store in there right? Eileen didn’t have much good luck with the forests though, last time they were in one they were almost caught in a trap. Maybe Seline would have been better off without Eileen following them after all. 

Glancing over the other’s face Eileen could tell that Seline looked rather annoyed, and they hoped it wasn’t because of them, though what else would it be? “I hope you don’t mind me joining you...Just like camping right?” They ask with a slightly nervous smile. They didn’t know much about the woman, but maybe this would be a good chance to continue getting to know each other. 

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Little Tolerance

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It was five years ago that Eileen had come to the legal drinking age, almost six years in a few months, but it still seemed that they didn’t know how to tell when their drinking became too much. Maybe it was because Eileen didn’t drink often, even while in college they didn’t seem to have much interested in going out to the clubs or the bars, but something seemed to change a bit, at least temporarily. Eileen had found themselves in the middle of the dance floor at Demonic Pleasures, which was the last place they had ever imagined themselves being in, especially since the clubs next door neighbor was a sex club. 

Honestly though, Eileen was having fun, swaying with the beat of the music, singing along with the song although no one could hear them over how loud the speakers were. With the mix of alcohol, everything became much more exciting and fun. Being this intoxicated the smell of cigarets and sweat didn’t even bother Eileen. 

Giggling slightly as they made their way to the bar once more, they tripped and grabbed onto who they thought was a stranger to keep from falling face first to the ground. “Sorry!” They said still giggling a little bit, until they noticed that the arm they were holding on to belonged to a certain teacher that they knew. “Inguk!” The exclaimed pulling the other into a hug, “I haven’t seen you for soooooo long~” They said slurring their words together slightly. “What are you doing here?” They ask leaning against the bar for support now, their hand still on their arm.  

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IA Album Plots

~ So…I didn’t exactly do this right…it’s more of a playlist… ~

1. Some, not all, are Triggering 2. Trigging plots will be labeled  3. Plots are open to all unless specified 4. If you don’t find anything on here you like, feel free to message me and we can brainstorm something else!

Ice Cream Cake - Red Velvet It’s a sunny and relaxing holiday I’m wearing my pretty, white dress I left the house while humming Lalalalala Lalalala Summer weather has finally come around after such a long winter and Eileen is one of the firsts to take out their dresses and skirts to match the weather. Warm weather has always put Eileen in a good mood, maybe it has put you in one too, or maybe warm weather makes your fairly sour and Eileen in such a good mood only makes you even more sour.

(TRIGGERING: Gore/Blood) Jackpot - Block B Don’t bring me down, bring me down, even in a crisis, swinging hard Break it down, break it down now, don’t hold back and hesitate Eileen has never been in a crisis before, they have never had to deal with anything other than a minor cut. When they come across someone who is close to losing their life they have no time to hesitate and wait for help. They were a healer after all and it was their duty to do everything in their power to save them, they just had to remember not to panic. 

Love in the Ice - TVXQ Everyone is searching for a place That can take away the sorrow and loneliness So… for you, that place is here Eileen is all about feeling safe and comforting and they agree that it’s not always a small office with a couch and desk. When a someone comes to them for help, but tends to be all quiet due to the uncomfortable atmosphere of the room Eileen decides to bring them out around the campus to find their ‘happy place’. 

Red - Hyuna Don’t leave me, I’m so lonely right now At least you don’t leave me, I’m the only one here I might change right now Although Eileen is a fairly happy person and has a strong will and mind, everyone gets down and sad sometimes. Unfortunately you happened to be around when they  had their little breakdown. Even if Eileen doesn’t know you very much, they cling to you in their small time of need, appreciating that you’re not leaving them alone to wallow in sadness. 

You Exist in My Song - Qu Wanting One look, one beat of the heart, one unexpected delight. It’s like a dream, that was destined. The world is so big, why did we meet? Could it have been chance? Could it have been destiny? Something seems to be drawing you to Eileen and Eileen to you. Even if it is fate, fate has a funny way of working. Are you drawn to each other because of something that makes your heart race and face blush in excitement, or hatred? Fate can either make you the best of friends or worst of enemies.

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“Eileen.” He repeated and corrected himself immediately, a friendly gaze falling towards them without delay. “It was the easiest to find. Though I’m happy your schedule isn’t filled, I wonder if the students know you are available or that, they know you are a valuable resource?” With his hands pocketed on both sides of his back pockets, he then turned to look over his shoulder. “Oh, that? It’s all good.” A chuckle escaped from his lips before facing them again. “I think it’s time for a coffee break. Care to join me?”

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“Well, I’m hoping it’s just that they’re doing so well in school and in their personal lives that they don’t really need my help, I like to think like an optimist most of the time.” They say with a soft smile on their face, it was nice to know that someone thought they were a valuable resource, no one had ever described them as such before. “Coffee? I’d love to.” They said their smile growing a bit more excited, it had been a while since they were able to hang out with any of their colleagues. “Then you can tell me how everything is going so far.” 

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Finding Your Happy Place

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Zoe’s life had been radically changed once more. Change, as a constant as it would ever be, kept her company for the good and the bad times: it had her rolling; it saved her from living a bland life. The trials shaped her into a much stronger individual able to withstand difficulties. But because she was always drawn to what ‘felt’ right, doubt had been a lingering cloud blocking her vision.

Zoe was plagued with self-doubt. Admittedly, she needed help though seeking for it had been delayed not only for days but several weeks even before the curse almost killed her. She refused to believe that troubles were poisonous to her overall health. She kept herself busy and away from the comfort of her dorm to get some rest or sleep. She denied the sickness that had already affected not only her emotions but also her body.

Until one day, she blankly watched herself in the mirror and saw a hollow shell of a superficially dauntless woman; all of what she wanted others to perceive, all of it just superficial. Once again confronted with a lost soul, Zoe finally sought help but it had to be someone who did not personally know her. She had one person in mind and that was the school’s guidance counselor.

After skipping one class before lunch period, Zoe finally visited Eileen’s office. She knocked on the guidance counselor’s door and waited for a sound, specifically the other’s voice on the other side. “Ms. Eileen?” her voice broke as she said. “Are you in?”

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Jumping slightly as there was a knock at the door, Eileen turned their head to glance at it, almost as if they were dreaming, no one ever really knocked on their door. Mostly because they kept it open a lot of the time, but even so, students did not tend to visit. “Coming!” They call out moving out from behind their desk to answer the door, smiling friendly at the student. “Yes I’m in, come in come in,” They say holding the door open for the other waiting for them to walk into the room. “Would you like the door open or closed?” They ask for their preference wanting to make the comfortable. 

“Oh, and just Eileen please, no Ms.” They politely correct the young student before motioning for them to take a seat. “Please, make yourself comfortable.” They say before moving to take a seat themselves right behind their desk. “It’s Zoe right?” They ask hoping that they hadn’t royally messed up the other student with another. They were fairly new though, if Eileen remembered correctly.

“What can I do for you today?”

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“Really? How interesting I myself landed somewhere close there too when arriving to Earth.” He smiled but instead of the usual empty politeness now there was real interest rising in him towards the other in front of him. “Otherwise I’m from far away. I came from the stars.” He chuckled using the phrase he always did from the starts when explaining humans his origins.

“I don’t know how successful that would be.” He said carefully to not to break their excitement. Along the years he lived he learnt that there was no point in forcing some things. “There should be something as I’m still alive.” He smirked then added. “But if this was an invitation I would be more than glad to accept it.”

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“Arriving to Earth?” Eileen asked a little confused, did that mean that the other wasn’t from this world? That would be the first time Eileen’s met any sort of alien by science fiction’s terminology. “From the stars...” They repeated softly glancing the other over with a tilt of their head. “My Grandmother used to tell me about a man who came from the starts that landed by our tribe and came to visit so often ever since...” They explained wondering if the other had any connection to that. 

Smiling softly Eileen nods their head, “Oh it was definitely an invitation, you’re welcome over anytime for a home cooked meal, or how to learn to cook a home cooked meal.” They chuckle slightly.

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