Untitled

[eileenmohan]

Stop making any excuses

Hard to deny that I'm growing in a certain way that I feel like to despise. I have a sense that I'n cocky and have a belief that everything is going to be okay anyway, I'll be okay without making any effort to study, I'll be okay without taking care of my body, I'll be okay without making any new friends and blablabla. but the reality is not in this way. Those who are far better than me are still working fucking hard and making daily progress yet I'll still staying where I was. It feels like shit. Gotta finish the CR task and speech by this noon otherwise no food... wake up don't be a loser pls.

[eileenmohan]

Obviously T and I are not connected by the red thread

[eileenmohan]

The study of organisational behaviour embraces

1.the behaviour of people;

2.the process of management;

3,the organisational context in which the process of management takes place;

4.organisational process and execution of work; and

5.interactions with the external environment of which the organisation is a part.

[eileenmohan]

不怕……

[eileenmohan]

what a fucking life

after returning from oxford on the 27th last year, I started doing nothing at home except attending the torchlight procession and the hogmanay street party somewhat. life is kinda boring and I experienced several uncomfortable situations recently, which annoyed me about the things I felt good so far. life is hard, and it is getting harder. learning is key as it secures a greater opportunity for me to get employed and everything else. it's nearly impossible here to find a job in Edinburgh but let's just try it out and hope for the best... hopefully I can get moved out of this place and speak more english...dont like the english people at all but gosh...ok its time to shut down the computer and really read something. take notes and ready to become a better person. work hard then play hard.

[eileenmohan]

Gonna ramble a little

OMG I don't know what's in my head everyday... I'm just sooo sleepy and wanna sleep or do something meaningless... but today's goal: finish the review of characteristics of social cultural theory!!!!

[eileenmohan]

BT Sport Industry Award, nuts!!!! wanna go

http://www.sportindustry.biz/events/awards/2015/enter

[eileenmohan]

Mindset for 13/11/2014

Got soooo inspired and uplifted by Tav. Yes I need to move up and do something. Finishing the policy PPT reading today....yes!

[eileenmohan]

only clean place left

Yes definitely it is the only clean place left for me to say something... Being committed! focus!!! Beat those bitches and creeps!

[eileenmohan]

08/11/2014 Ramble

Gosh the Saturday slipped from my hand sooooo soon. without doing anything, making any achievement, I have already spent 2/3 of the day. during the next 8 hours, I have to do really a lot... its like paying the debt. without strategic planning its like wandering in the forest with no direction.  God knows how much money I have spent in Scotland and how much I have spent on snacks... which are absolutely nonsense. I promise that from today on, no snacks... especially no chips!!! save the money for travel and coffee please. Mo

[eileenmohan]

11.1 Task

This month is going to be tough. Finish SOK assignment today, read more chapters on sport marketing. Saturday and Sunday will be for reading. at least 100 pages. 

[eileenmohan]

25/10/2014

Plan: finish the SOK essay draft 1; going to the moray house library this afternoon to read the recommended books (3 all high used books)... keep uplifted please... you know how others is killing it.

SOK must be finished today. no matter how late. that's my vow.

[eileenmohan]

ohhhhh gosh someone please come and help me with the marketing presentation!!!!!

[eileenmohan]

Need to buy a bike

recently I realised how low-effective I am and decided to purchase a bike... for two reasons: first, it will force me to do exercise; second, it will save me a lot of time.... currently I spend too long on commuting between lecture building and my dorm. buying a bike in Edinburgh might be expensive but I believe it will worth it. yes I have already made up my mind. just do it.

[eileenmohan]

Yeah I gotta have a clearer understanding of myself... I'm a nobody, I'm not that good as I've imagined...

[eileenmohan]

my cousin is sooo fucked up. no knowlwdge to cherish a girl. god knows why he fancies bitches so much

[eileenmohan]

not to brag bur truly every migranworker, especially male, especially young boys are the most fucked group! go back to your blimey hometown suckers!