dni- Minor, homophobic, racist, "maps" (minor attracted person), if you want me to be as skinny as a fucking Barbie you can fuck off.
I post thigh pics and shit and sometimes cute little funny things idk dm's open! Don't start with some creepy shit or a dix pic for the love of all the gods.
I use :3 a lot
I feel no point in reblogs, I feel having someone els's content filling your page just makes it harder for people to view your content sorry
also I say sorry a lot... probably too much... eh
posting is kinda inconsistent depending on schedule and just life events
uhh pet names I like-
baby, baby boy, good boy, sweet (baby or boy), my cuddly, and probably more but no one's really tried them so
do not call me-
daddy, sweet pea, any food related names (except honey but only if you're giving like advice and shit), any/most degrading term, and again probably more but haven't figured out yet
I'll edit this periodically idk what all to put anyways enjoy my page :3
Did some more bedazzling today hope you like :3 ima finish up my other thigh probably tomorrow (yes I am taking showers I just re-dazzle or peel off then glue back on the line) and probably do stomach next though I fear that might take up all my gems lolz gotta save SOME for the ducky!!
see I would say yes but I am for some reason deeply afraid of like kissing people with tongue which is what I assume this implies like I don't think I could handle it lolz
overd0sed as shit rn don't read if triggers you or something sorry
Tw/ mention of cvts, specific meds overd0ses on, real life situation not fix or rp! Side affects of od, mentions off Ed's, time stamps of side affects (more for documentation but still wanna put it here just icase since it may trigger some people), active od in presence tense pov,
okay so like I don't even know how many, yes I can adresss this with you over call (you know exactly who you are) just ask to call at some point probably after school mother is away (yippeee) if I forget or don't recognize what you're talking about either tell me to check here or just directly remind me if safe to do, no texts involved you know this. It was a bunch of ibuprofen and Tylenol, have been looking into a bunch of side affect and conditions concerning those side effects or caused by those side affects and have determined I'm dying of everything that can't be fixed (has been 6 hours I'm 76% sure I'm fine just over reacting but the safe zone is after 8 hours so I have till about 4 am, I have a timer there everyday though so I'll be good if I don't fall asleep.) I took a small box of mixed ibuprofen and Tylenol, more ibuprofen than Tylenol, then now I have a big bottle (bigger than normal pill bottle, holds about 120 medium sized pills) of the mix and have re-stalked the small box (about as big as my palm, as wide as wrist to joint of fingers, about as tall as thumb, about as long as joint of thumb to joint of pinky) my heart is about 130-160 bpm (my personal average is 80, it was 160 first then 130 ish (fluctuate one or two beats) meaning going down, first one was sitting up second one was at least an hour later laying down, currently (1:40 am) 80 so that's good but I am sitting up (seems to be better for me right now, I'll sleep durring 1st teacher will understand I have AP first she partially knows some of my situations) okay nvm 1:43 and now 140-150 shits fluctuating fast (common side affect of specifically this type of overdose) vision goes blurry a lot idk it's getting better though used to be like blurring your eyes while trying to read already intentionally blurry texts but now it's just corners and surrounding area plus a slight aversion to moving my eyes to much while like that (doesn't hurt just slightly uncomfortable to think about, like getting out from a warm blanket just to use the bathroom, not impossible, not harmful, not even uncomfortable to do, just uncomfortable to think about dong) (85% sure this is improvement)
under this I've ruled out something's I was nervous about happening/having happened
okay so, long story's short, I od, freak out because of a bunch of things that could happen, reason with self and lower list of possible bad thing that might have happened, friend explaines I get very descriptive when overd0sed, and I sum it up over here! That's the long parts ig!
(3:59) dizzy again and I wanna sleep but I don't wanna sleep through alarm, 1 minute till clear of risk of death
yay it's 4 ammmmm I'm safe now!! Well safe from death of overdose today :3
my stomach still hurts really bad but nothing I can really do about it, pain killers won't work lolz obvious reasons
Friend might give me advilll (you know what I'm trying to spell I give up) tomorrow since Tylenol and ibuprofen won't work anymore sadly (we have way too much of it, like, gallon bags. Full. To the brim. Help.)
Alright it's like 5 am time to get productive I got shit to do at 7
my ass better wake up, and get some damn pain meds that actually work
