Ernest John

[ejaayyy]

“I 100% regret meeting you”

Words you never want to hear from someone you loved. 

I gave you the world, and that was a mistake.

[ejaayyy]

6/29

I fell in love with the wrong person, I fell in love with the wrong person. 

[dreamwaitinghope]

[perrfectly]

You taught me that there is such a thing as unconditional love; when you found a way to love me, in the condition I was in.

William Chapman (via perrfectly)

5/30/18

[hollywood-noir]

[sleepin]

I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you, I left because the longer I stayed the less I loved myself.

Rupi Kaur (via avouer)

[sleepin]

Loneliness is a sign you are in desperate need of yourself.

Rupi Kaur (via avouer)

[ejaayyy]

How does one just completely move on...

when you still love them.

[wishfor-infinity]

[neckkiss]

[ejaayyy]

Do you still think about me?

I hope not. I never would want anyone in this world to suffer this emptiness I feel right now thinking about you.

[ejaayyy]

It finally hit me...

That you’re actually gone, and it hurts so fucking bad. Not a single day has passed where I haven’t thought about you. I hope you’re happy, I really really do. As hard as it is to admit it, I still love you. I just know right now isn’t the right time and that’s what hurts the most. Knowing the person you truly love is out there but you just simply cant have them. I wish we could’ve worked out because what we had was something special during the times where everything went right. I miss you, I really do. I don’t even know what to do anymore.

[ejaayyy]

I still just don't fucking understand why you did it?

Why? Why? Why? Why do something you knew would hurt me for the rest of my life. Something that will haunt and damage me for the rest of my life. Something I can never get over, and still will always remember. Why do it to me out of all people? I didn't fucking deserve it god damn it. I am a good person, I am a good human being so why put this all on me? Why kill someone whose already bleeding out from his own problems? Why bring someone down so low to the point where they can't ever go back up again?

Why.me? Why me? Someone please tell me why me? Someone please give me an answer before I completely go. Someone please tell me why I ever deserved this and why I should still keep living life feeling like this.

[ejaayyy]

I'm in a dark place

Luckily no one can see that

[aureat]

[dormirblonde]

[basket]