To all those who survived, pa'lante.

Me dicen Elocin. Puertorican, 27. Queer artist, advocate, psych major, activist, lover of the outdoors, sea and sun. I enjoy talking about pretty much any subject.

[el-sol-oceanico]

Trigger warning: Abuse

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Been seeing a lot of people complaining about how they saw Daenerys losing her shit in the future from the moment they saw her watching as her brother’s head was melted with gold. I can confidently say that most people who have had an abuser in their childhood have had one moment in their life when they have wanted to see that abuser murdered in cold blood, and Daenerys’ brother was 100% an abusive individual. Not only that, but that dude essentially was giving her away as a sex object to a stranger in exchange for riches.

[el-sol-oceanico]

White male savior narrative for GoT really???

SPOILERS AND ANGRY RANT AHEAD

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They’re really trying to push this white male savior shit on game of thrones!! That whole conversation between Tyrion and Varys though. Can we talk about how disappointing that was? Varys this entire series was a character that broke from the mold we had no idea if he was good or bad but later we see him as a noble person who wants to truly help the people and last night he was all about Jon Snow and talking about how great this dude is. Can we rewind a moment to the battle of the bastards when this dude was all “let’s invade that shit today!” and sansa was all “don’t be stupid we need more people” and dude was all “we’re gonna win!” and then the battle was basically him and his puny army getting slaughtered until his sister saved his ass with the veil. And can we also rewind to when he flailed around with the wildlings for some reason and then ran back to the night’s watch? can we also remember how all he had to do was fake bend the knee to cercei to reduce tension and potentially get the kingslanding armies and he was all “no i already got a queen”, everyone pegs him for honorable and noble but dude is stupid and doesn’t really plan things through. now they’re pushing this whole narrative of oh he’s the promised prince like he’s jesus (which isn’t far off since dude was murdered and resurrected). So Varys was super disappointing saying “he’s a man, he’s going to be accepted and this girl is manipulating him”. when was she lying though???? jon’s siscousins hate her ass and everyone wants to push jon snow onto the throne even if they have to drag his ass to it while he’s kicking and screaming. we all know westerosians don’t wanna work with danaerys and the only reason they tolerate her is because she got dragons and jon is with her. They all secretly want her dead, especially now that the ice zombies are dead! And then the series really gonna push this narrative of Dany being the mad king?!! She dedicated herself to freeing slaves from their masters and then built her army straight up by giving people the option of following her if they felt like it. she literally stood there an told people “i’m gonna kill these assholes who are making your lives hell and then i’ma leave. you can follow me or do whatever you want. idc.” but then game of thrones said, “you know what would be neat? let’s make the women in the series shady or crazy or needy and make jon snow look like a natural ruler. let’s push this narrative to the very end.” and then they looked at nissandei and were like “oh wait... we can’t make this one crazy, needy, or shady. she has all the qualities of a great character and has literally done nothing wrong, we can’t have that”. and can we talk about how she’s the only important WOC in the whole series??? THE WHOLE SERIES!!!! THE. WHOLE. ENTIRE. SERIES....!!!!!! And they kill her off in order to fullfill their “this dragon queen is crazy” narrative and ”this white dude that just flails around should rule because he has a penis” narrative. Is this series really going to end on such a disappointing and gross note? If that’s the case, I hope dany and the unsullied kill everyone’s ass first.

[el-sol-oceanico]

Sick and tired of everyone blindly following this voter mentality where “everything will be fixed if we just vote for the right people”.

We voted for the right person in the primaries and he lost because it was “Hillary’s turn”, then she won in # but then the cheese puff won on a technicality. Obama was the better choice and he still screwed a bunch of countries over and even his own people, but hey, least he legalized gay marriage. What makes you think voting will magically fix all the problems in the country? At the end of the day, they’re all politicians. They’ll all be people in positions of power in a country that is falsely glorified as “The greatest country on Earth” while entire cities face drugs, violence, thirst, cancer, poisoning, starvation, and entire communities battle to have basic rights, like they have been for decades and centuries. What makes you think your vote will change this? You want to really change something? Be an activist. Be an educator. Make the people in power unable to ignore the problems happening in this country. Make them accountable. 

[ghostlywriterr]

[theadventurechild]

Jungle/tropical blog

[el-sol-oceanico]

Anxiety in a new space

I’ve always enjoyed being around groups of people and connecting with others, which is why I enjoy my work and how it allows me to be a very active member of the community. But I am naturally very awkward and it can take me some time to step out of my shell. It took me a while to reach this point back home where I shared a similar culture and native language with others. I was able to interact with others without feeling anxious or nervous and I could always find people to connect with on a social level. After moving, however, this drastically changed. I was suddenly in a new place with a different culture, different language. I had always spoken spanglish, but now I had to block out an entire portion of my speaking and analyze everything I said to avoid someone looking at me with a confused expression. Not to mention, I was exposed to racism where I first moved to, so I found it very hard to find anyone I could interact with at all. Eventually I moved to another place with a lot of people who share my cultural background, where I can feel more comfortable interacting. Sadly, I still don’t really have a lot of people to hang out with, or the friends I have made are busy etc. I still find it pretty difficult to find people to comfortably interact with and I feel like this has increased because of my exposure to these new surroundings, where I am just not used to being. This causes this whole other anxiety of wanting to be around people, but having no idea how to comfortably do this. I find myself thinking about these things a lot, wishing I could be more outgoing and just talk to people and avoid those awkward moments where I have nothing to contribute to a conversation because I’m not really sure how to. I end up wishing I was home a lot.

[el-sol-oceanico]

Is it just me or is there something weird about heterosexual men who only ever paint women naked, but then go and paint men fully clothed?

[thenatsdorf]

[thisiswhymomworries]

my parents: don’t worry sweetie you’ll understand when you move out and have a house of your own :)

me, in this economy: a what

[thisiswhymomworries]

my parents: don’t worry sweetie you’ll understand when you get married and have a husband :)

me, a known gay: a what

[thisiswhymomworries]

my parents: don’t worry sweetie you’ll understand when you start a family and have your first baby :)

me, an asexual: A WHAT

[exomoon]

my parents: our little girl is growing into a woman! me, a nonbinary: a what

[you-looked-at-mysecrets-deactiv]

my parents: our boy is growing into a strong man me, a nonbinary: a what

[exoskyll]

my parents: can you tell us the SI unit of power, equivalent to one joule per second, corresponding to the power in an electric circuit in which the potential difference is one volt and the current one ampere? me: a watt

[agent-ches]

my god

[jackdrawsgames]

my parentsHagrid: you’re a wizard

me, Harry Potter: a what

[el-sol-oceanico]

my grandfather: you need to make sure you study hard so that in the tomorrow, you can have a secure income

me, an artist: a what

[desorbitad0]

[lifeunderthewaves]

Fantasy by hmap666

[ultrafacts]

[zoomerbro]

robin williams was rad as hell.. 

[jobharrison-deactivated20181216]

I’m still fucking devastated about this.

[crystalsarchive]

Same. I’ll never get over it and nothing has been the same since.

[sheikypoe-deactivated20150125]

sigh

[fuckyeah-nerdery]

Just want to point out that Christopher Reeve was considering suicide before Robin Williams showed up. He didn’t just make him laugh, he saved Reeve’s life. Also, he paid for Reeve’s medical bills from the accident.

[mulp--plum]

*stillgrosssobbingoverthis*

[foodandfitnessforever]

I will never get past his death.

[custerdiedforyourgrins-deactiva]

crying

[katieinrunderland-deactivated20]

Yeah, I’m still not over this

[winjennster]

The most beautiful, funny people are sometimes the ones hurting the most - and the best at hiding it.

[libertarirynn-deactivated202006]

It’s worth noting that Williams had a serious physical illness that affected his mental capacities, caused major paranoia, and drove him to suicidal thoughts and actions. He was more than just depressed.

But yes, we suffered great loss when he died. Memory Eternal☦️

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[rustandruin]

[duragdaddy]

[the-absolute-funniest-posts]

me everyday

[ainokiseki]

You know, I’ve thought a lot about what happened, and I’ll spare you the details about my anger, and the crying, and the weight loss, and the empty space on my wall where your picture used to be. Because I’ve decided that there’s no point in focusing on the negatives. I’d rather think about the good things that came from this. Like, you taught me a really valuable lesson.

[el-sol-oceanico]

Where can one sign up to join a convent if they have had enough trying to deal with dating and are just taking the L?

[larkstonguesinaspicpart1]

I love the internet i got into an arguement with this 28 year old white person and they put a satanic hex on me when they were losing. This surpasses all other twitter beef

[larkstonguesinaspicpart1]

Highlight of this year

[oncelerfucker69-deactivated2019]

@egowave

[el-sol-oceanico]

yo what do you have to do to get this hex? i’m tired of having periods and have no plans of reproducing