Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā heās not doing it on purpose, itās the way heās wired ā- to protect himself, to deflect harm from himself and project it onto others. itās how james had looked after himself as a kid, itās how james had gotten as far as he had today ( he didnāt have parents to look after him like most other kids his age ā- it would have been a nice change to see his mother look after her own sorry ass for once ). he knows if heās angry enough, if he PUSHES ENOUGH, says the right words in the midst of her rage she may back down ā- she may for a moment blame this mess on herself. the scream heās withdrawn from her is an indicator that sheās taken offence, his taunts cutting deep into her tender porcelainĀ skin. sheās right, heās not going to divorce her āā he couldnāt afford a third time ( he could financially ) but he didnāt want to because beneath his thick, arrogant exterior he knows rian is the best thing thatās happened to him in a long time, sheās the closest james has come to caring for somebody that wasnāt himself. sheās the closest heās come to attaining some sense of peace and solace.Ā the color in his face slowly dissipates and his fists uncurl at his side. the newly found tenderness in her voice indicates a white flag, if sheās waving hers for the moment, heāll oblige and wave his. itās only for the moment, of course ā- itās only a matter of TIME before theyāre at it again.Ā his heavy breathing slowly begins to settle itself and whileĀ the pain in his head has only worsened heās thankful for the moments worth of silence. maybe thatās what he needed ā- not another caffeine high but a moments worth of silence to settle his jittering limbs.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā heās caught off-guard by her breathy, dismal but suggestive words. he couldnāt remember the last time heād been with her ā- been inside of her, made loveĀ to her, not since sheād found out about his little blunder. he hasnāt been with a woman since his littleĀ āmishapā āā- not because he couldnāt because the opportunities were endless, he spent more than half his life surrounding with half-naked women strolling around him ā- he could have his pick but he didnāt want too because the only woman he wanted under him was her, his fucking wife ā- the only woman who was MEANT TO BE under him. his clenched jaw slackens as he moves towards her, chest rising and falling with each anxious breath he took. he didnāt have it in him to get on his knees and beg for apologiesĀ āā he sure as hell wouldnāt beg to be taken back by her because all that, it was below james ā- he didnāt beg but if thereās one thing he could do, it was showĀ her that she was HIS AND ONLY HIS. that she belonged to him, that she was only his regardless of his adulterine actions. blue hues flicker over her, he doesnāt make any abrupt movements āā afraid that if he moves too quickly sheāll change her mind. he lingers silently for a moment longer.Ā . ā Ā iāve missed you, rayā¦Ā ā he mumbles before heās tossing aside any hesitation. within seconds his bodyās hastily pushing against hers, hips bucking forward, growing eager for contact. jamesā lips crash down against hers, his eager hands falling to the curve of her ass as he squeezes at the flesh harshly. Ā ā you know youāre fucking mine, right ?Ā ā he speaks in a low throaty growl, his body pushing hers against a nearby wall unconcerned with the expensive embellishments heās knocked to the ground on their way over.Ā
rian had been legitimately scared for her marriage ---- james could act out when he was upset, even though if anything, SHE should be the one waving the papers in his face, threatening to leave. but the truth is, she wanted to stay with him, grow old with him, and she wouldnāt risk it. when she had first learned about jamesā betrayal, she had called her nearly estranged mother on a whim. if anyone knew how to deal with something like this, it was her. sheād told rian to keep her head up, stand her ground but eventually let him back in ---- mistakes were going to be made, this was a part of being married. the young brunette had hung up in fury, not wanting to hear those words. yet now, when she was exhausted, tired of fighting, she understood her motherās albeit wise words. a sigh of relief escapes her lips as she can see james settle down, her own anger dissipating, the passion shifting into something else, not leaving her system completely. not yet.
heās visibly surprised by her words ---- shit, sheād surprised herself by saying them. hazel eyes lock onto his frame, watch his every movement. she hopes heās as needy as her ---- it had been so FUCKING long. sheād missed him, strong arms wrapped around her petite frame. sheād dreamed of the moment they both put their pride aside, her body aching for his touch. silently, she watches him as he moves towards her, stops right in front of her. she only has the time to mutter a breathyĀ āBABYā before sheās pushed against him, his hips bucking against hers. sheās kissing him back, fingers tugging at the roots of his hair, pushing her own hips against his in an almost desperate manner. sheās waited so long for this exact moment ---- and itās better than she couldāve even expected.Ā āwhy donāt you fuck me like you MEAN it, then?ā her words come out breathless as her back hits the wall, nails dragging down his clothed back, pushing herself up so she can press her lips on his hastily, hips digging into his.
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