Elusive

"I'm down with the digital age, but the world needs poetry now more than ever." — Lana Del Rey

[eleinx]

I still love you the most even when im pissed with you

5/19/2021

[eleinx]

Sometimes i feel that i dont deserve this happiness, that it will be taken away from me at one point. That i cannot stay in this state forever. Is it ok to say that happiness scares me? It always feels like im up so high that i could fall anytime. Or maybe im not afraid of happiness. Maybe it’s falling that scares me, maybe it’s breaking my bones and not being able to get back up. Idk.

If i fall from where i am now, i’ll be stuck on the ground. For a long time if not forever. This im sure of.

04/20/2021

[eleinx]

Him telling me abt how he used to ignore girls who obviously tried to get his attention before.

Me: Eh bat sakin di ka nag-suplado?

C: Iba ka rin kasi eh.

I pray he'll always think abt me this way and that nothing I do in the future will make him change his mind. Because in that moment, I knew we're going to make it.

04/14/2021

[eleinx]

[eleinx]

LOML!

11/02/2020

[eleinx]

I must have done something so right to deserve you. 🥺

10/10/2020

[eleinx]

It’s 2:17 am and i’m thinking abt how much i love you

10/05/20

[eleinx]

“When I think about you, I think about our rough patches at times, but I think about you. I think about the way you speak, the way you care, the way you passionately love. I think about the way I love you, and there will never be another you.”

09/21/2020

[eleinx]

You make me happy.

[eleinx]

Profane

[eleinx]

I love your ways

- 05/12/20

[hawaiiandragon]

[eleinx]

I knew right when I met you that there was something abt you that was going to change something abt me.

- 05/03/20

[eleinx]

I don’t ever want to feel differently. 🙏🏼

- 05/03/20

[eleinx]

“I didn’t see you coming, you know. When you walked into my life it wasn’t some dramatic entrance, it wasn’t some sort of spectacle. Lights didn’t shine down and focus solely on you, despite that I couldn’t have taken my eyes off of you either way. I didn’t know that when I met you, you were going to become such a large part of my life. I didn’t know I would want you to be.

I wasn’t sure I would want anyone to be, for a very long time.”

[eleinx]

You make me do crazy things.

[roseydoux]

Night Tide (1961)