Eliza

26 fat and sad😄 Active June 2026

[eliza-tried]

I'm going to starve myself until I feel something.

[bagofcellz]

[eliza-tried]

Especially when I order it from a restaurant. I get so in my head and convince myself it isn't diet. Idk why I bother. Should just stick to water

[bulimicb1tch]

I wish more people knew eds are not just about starving. I ate fried chicken my mom bought yesterday night after not eating all day at work, and I’m still feeling guilty about it 24 hours later. It is the guilt of everything that is killing me. We feel like a failure even though we’re actively going against our bodies’ instincts.

[tooth-butter]

[honeym00nheart]

Fall thinspᡣ𐭩

[sk1nnykitt3nplace]

PRETTY GIRLS DON'T EAT!

[eliza-tried]

I used to be a cashier like 4 years ago. This girl came in and she was relatively popular on ana twt/Tumblr. Like i recognized her immediately. Obviously I didn't tell her I knew her. She bought Marlboro and diet coke. The guy behind her gave me a weird look after she left and said: "Some people are just too skinny ya know."

There's no point to this. I just think about it a lot. I saw her about once a week for a couple months. Marlboro and diet coke, sometimes white monster or water. I always felt so uncomfortable. I had this girls picture on my phone. I knew her gw and hw.

I've had so many accounts. I've spoken to so many people. Joined so many group chats. Are my body checks out there somewhere? Is someone using my pictures to motivate them. I was never thin enough to be inspo but I was definitely fat enough to be convince someone to skip dinner. She was inspo. She was perfect. I hope she's okay. I hope she's healthy. I hope she found a way out of this. I'm still drowning but maybe she learned how to swim.

[catchymemes]

[shakespearesdaughters]

Virginia Woolf, A Writer’s Diary, August 1921

[possessedkitty3]

We’ll get there.

[eliza-tried]

I used to get all my calories from coffee and cream. I miss that girl. With all that self-control.

[ihqtelife]

i have no self control and it's disgusting. i need to get ahold of myself and not be god damn pig

[pdmori]

[waitingwatchingwaiting]

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

[pdmori]

[thatgingerinrecovery-deactivate]

As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

[lexi0the0rexi00]

Down another 2lbs. That’s down 28lbs overall I’m even on my period