160.4 down 4 lbs since starting.
Woohoo! I wasn't going to weigh myself until Friday morning, but my husband encouraged me to weigh myself each day.
I really have no appetite. I asked Orderly meds if I can stay at .25, but they said I need to keep with the prescribed doses for these 1st few months, which is 1st month .25, 2nd month .5, 3rd month 1. It is hard to imagine how im going to deal with that, maybe I will get used to .25 and .5 and start to have an appetite.
I can see why they caution people with a previous history of eating disorders not to do this because this would be the Holy grail for an anorexic, or even for me back when I was fasting.
So, I dont know if I will ever talk about my marriage, or work, or anything else in my life. I dont want this to be too personal incase someone finds out who I am, because is anything really anonymous online?
And I am just going to write how I write in my journal, just casual, nothing fancy.
Thats all for now. Hoping today is a better day at work than yesterday.

















