eliza rose.

sophomore | nineteen "nowhere to go but everywhere"

[parting-words]

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[elizabronkema]

blue skies are calling, but i know that it's hard

[alaska-hemms]

Who said I’m going to regret this.

[elizabronkema]

Read a fucking book, Alaska. Scrape up a little common sense. Stop being a victim. You're better than that and you know it.

[alaska-hemms]

Sounds easy enough

[elizabronkema]

Oh, come off it, Alaska. I know shit's been hard lately. I know a lot of fucking stuff happened to you but this is pathetic. This is giving up. And shit isn't going to get better that way. Nothing's gonna change. You're just going to become even more bitter and sad and regretful and you're going to wish you'd fought just a little bit harder.

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

We would only do that if it was raining orange soda. 

[elizabronkema]

I wouldn't go outside if it was raining orange soda.

[alaska-hemms]

Eh shit happens right

[elizabronkema]

Only if you lie down and take it.

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

What? No. Get on up girl get on up I will show you the fun side of rainy days. 

[elizabronkema]

You're not going to take me tapdancing in the rain, are you?

[alaska-hemms]

Porn is just acting that’s easy too.

[elizabronkema]

Porn might be acting, but you're still letting any fourteen year old with a computer see you naked while some stranger penetrates you. I'm not saying it's a bad career choice or getting down on porn actors, but it's not for everyone, Al. I.. I know it's ultimately your decision, but it's not just something you do for money. That's not going to make you happy. It's going to drive you mad.

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

There are plenty of things you can do when it’s raining. 

[elizabronkema]

Like listen to Adele on vinyl?

[alaska-hemms]

School tuition is expensive…not like I go anyways

[elizabronkema]

Well, bartending pays well? As long as you bartend at a good place. I know somebody who could hook you up, if you want.

[alaska-hemms]

Nothing I need another job

[elizabronkema]

Something happen?

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

You should go do fun things instead of that, pretty sure it’d make you feel way better. 

[elizabronkema]

Rainy weather doesn't make me want to do fun things though.

[alaska-hemms]

I’ll live

[elizabronkema]

What's wrong, love? What happened?

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

Is that like cathartic?

[elizabronkema]

No, like a pensive sadness. But I suppose cathartic could also describe Adele, yeah.

[diego-r-sanchez-deactivated2014]

That’s a little depressing.

[elizabronkema]

Not depressing. Melancholic.

[alaska-hemms]

Pays good

[elizabronkema]

I don't think that's the sort of job you take for money, Alaska. It has to be something you're actually interested in, or it's going to take its toll on you.

[alaska-hemms]

That or porn

[elizabronkema]

Porn? Really?

[alaska-hemms]

I should get a job at a bar.

[elizabronkema]

Could be fun, yeah?